Keshe Saratovtyng qazaghy óz jerindegi mobilizasiya qalay ótip jatqany turaly aityp berdi. Tyndap otyryp, jýregim auyrdy…

Gay Aleksandrov atty eldimekende orystar men qazaqtardyng ýlesi tendey eken. 50:50 deuge negiz bar. Mobilizasiya bastalghanda, eki jaqtan da tendey adam alynady degen logikalary “synyp” qalypty.

Gaylyqtardan 450 adam soghysqa alynghan. Nesheui orys dep oilaysyzdar?
225 adam?
25 adam?

3 adam! 450-den tek ýsheuin ghana orystan alynghan. Senesizder me? 447-si qazaqtar! Áskerde bolyp kelgen Volodya әli iship, shalqyp jýr eken. Oghan povestka kelmegen. Al ómiri әskerde bolmaghan, zang boyynsha ishinara mobilizasiyagha jatpaytyn mehanizator, traktorist, veterinar Baqyt, Múrat, Armannyng bәrin bir kýnde jinap, attandyryp jibergen.

9000 adamy bar osy selodan bir-eki jigit qana Qazaqstandaghy tuystaryna ketipti. Al qalghandarynyng kóbi: “Satqyn bolmaymyz, Otanymyzdy qorghaymyz” dep, otar-otar qoy sekildi kete beruge әzir. Qanday ayanyshty. Sarytauyn emes, ózge elding territoriyasynda bir aljyghan shaldyng sasyq kókiregin qorghaymyn dep kýli kókke úsharyn oilaugha qauqarsyz. Ózderin oqty azaytar “pushechnoe myaso”, әri jerin qazaqtardan (ingushtan, tatardan, buryattan) onay tazartar qúral retinde ayausyz qoldanyp jatqanyn úghynugha dәrmensiz.

Kezinde Qytaygha ótken atajúrtynda birer jyl búryn qamalyp, qyrylghan qazaqtardan esh aiyrmashylyghy bolmay túr. Ádis әrtýrli. Nәtiyje bir. Avtoritarly, qylyshynan qan tamghan jerde qazaqtyng bolashaghy joq. Ol jerler endi tarihy otanyna orala ma, joq pa, beymәlim. Jeti atasynyng mazary jatqan, ózi tuyp-ósken jerin qimaydy, әriyne. Biraq ózin saqtaghysy kelgen, úrpaghyn órbitkisi kelgen qazaqtar Qazaqstangha oralmasa, ol jaqta qúryp-joyylary nemese atyn, jónin, dilin, tilin, dinin satyp, tolyq assimilyasiyagha týsip keteri anyq eken…

Alma Saylauqyzy

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