Keyingi kezde eki әiel alu, jalpy, bәibishe-toqal taqyrybyna qatysty jazbalardyng astyna keyde salmaqty, keyde qyjyrtpa pikir jazyp, keyde "benziyn" shashyp ketip jýrmin. Birjaqty pikir bolmaydy múnday taqyrypta.

Bir tanysym: "Ekinshi әiel alghysy kep jýrgenderding kóbi jas qyzdargha jýgiredi. Dúrys ta shyghar. Bala sýigisi keledi degendey... Biraq nege 40-tan asqan otyryp qalghan qyzdy almasqa? Eger, shynymen, qazaq qyzdaryna jandary ashityn bolsa, sóiter edi ghoy. Olay emes, ókinishke qaray. Jap-jas qyzdargha jýgiredi. Jar tandaugha mýmkindigi mol onday qyzdar "túmsyghyn qartayta almay" jýrgen orta jastan asqan "jigitterdi" neghylsyn? Biraq sony mәrtebe qylatyndar bar ghoy, әsirese dýnie ýshin", - dedi.

Shynynda da! Birdene alyp-qosudyng ózi artyq múndayda. "Qazaq bayysa, qatyn alady" degen maqal da ózdiginen shygha salmaghan bolar... Al keybir "danyshpan" tómen etekti bәibishening ózimshil bolmauy kerektigin aityp dilmәrsiydi. Pa, shirkin! Birdi eki ete almay jýrgen, ne júmysy ondy emes, ne baspanasy jayly emes bosbelbeu erkekting ekinshi әieldi oilaugha shamasy joq, onyng әieline de bәrbir, bәlkim... Al ómirde bar qiyndyqty birge kórip, birge jetistikke jetip nemese kýieuining bar tentektigi men seriligin keshirip, syrtqa eshtenesin sezdirmey, jyly-júmsaghyn sonyng auzyna tosyp, jaqsyny tek kýieuining ýstine japsyryp jýrip ómirding jarty belesin ótkizgen әieldi, keshirinder, "superózimshil" dep aiyptasa da, men sonday jeneshelerimning jaghyndamyn! Tap sonday әielderding azamattary ekinshi әiel alsa, qazaqtyng sany kóbeymek túr ghoy asyp, dýniyesi tolmaq túr ghoy tógilip, Qazaqstan kórkeyip gýldenip ketedi dese de, qarsymyn. Áyelining arqasynda tap-túinaqtay bolyp, mandayy jarqyrap jýrgen onday azamattardyng sol jengelerimmen ghana qalghanyn qalaghan bolar edim.

Áriyne, búl - mening jeke pikirim. "Ekinshi әiel alam" dep dauryghatyndar: "Maghan ol tie me eken", - dep nege oilanbaydy eken, a? Jo-joq, meni eshkim alayyn dep jatqan joq, mening de baysyrap bara jatqanym shamaly, jýrekterindi ornyna týsirinder! Tegisin aitqanym ghoy... 

Jay... Keyde bizding elde barlyq mәselening týiini sheshilip, dýniyening úshy tek bәibishe-toqalgha kep týiilip qalghanday osy taqyrypty jap-jas qyz-jigitterding talqylap otyrghanyn oqyghanda kelgen oy ghoy.

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