Adamnyng nәpsisi kýshti bolsa, onymen alysatyn shaytan da kýshti.
Auylda, әke-sheshemning janynda jýrgende shaytannyng mende, mening shaytanda júmysym bolghan joq.

Sodan mektepke bardym, bastauysh synypta shaytan meni adambysyng demedi. Birte-birte sabaqtan qashatyndy, ótirik auyryp, qosymsha dәriske barmaytyndy shyghardym. Búl kezderde meni azghyrghan shaytannyng ózi emes, ózim qatarly balasy bolsa kerek. Synyptan synypqa kóship, toghyz-ongha ilikkende bozbala shaytan maghan qyzgha baru ýshin jaqsy kiyimdi aldyn-ala syrtqa shygharyp qoyyp, әke-sheshe alansyz shay iship otyrghanda syp ete qaludy ýiretti. Kórshi-qolannyng úrasyna nemese qorasyna úrlanyp kirip, kartop, tauyq jymqyrudy, ony saudagerge búldap ótkizip, jiyn-toyda dastarhandy jaynatyp qoygha baulydy...

Dәu qalagha kelip, student atanghanda alaq-júlaq etken bir jas shaytan top qúryp, jalghyz-jarym adamgha әlimjettik jasaugha, tonaugha; kәsibine adal emes múghalimge para berip sabaqqa kelmey-aq qoygha; jataqhanada songhy nanyn ýnemdep jep otyrghan qyzdardyng balkondaghy nәpaqasyn ýp dep ketuge bolatynyna kóz jetkizdi. Sol studenttik shaqta túnyghy laylanbaghan balghynnyng qúshaghyna lypasyz qúlap bara jatqanda tósekting basynda qol shapalaqtap bozbala shaytan men boyjetken shaytan otyrghanyn anyq kórgen kez de bolghan.

Ózimmen birge ósip kele jatqan shaytan eseygenning bir belgisi dep, qolyma temeki ústatty. «Qyzdar iship otyrghanda sen nesine tejelesin» dep, ishimdik alyp berdi. «Búl da dýniyening bir rahaty. Dәmin kór» dep, shóp shekkizdi, kaliyan ústatty. Bilekke iyne salghyzdy. Osy birdene biletin shyghar dep, esh qarsylyqsyz, «Osynyng sony qalay bolar eken?» degen esh oisyz ilese berdim.

Birte-birte ysyldym. Adamdardyng senimine kirip, qomaqty aqsha aludy, baspanasyn, kóligin kepilge qoyghyzyp nemese nesie alghyzyp, tayyp túratyndy shyghardym. Bir dosym tau jaqtaghy asa qymbat ýiin satyp, ýlken saudagha salghaly jýrgende ýi-ishimen ana dýniyege jiberip, bar aqshany ýp dep kettim.

Halyqty aldap, deputat boldym. Elding auzynan jyryp, shiykizatty syrtqa jiberuge, jerdi satugha, narazylyq bildirgenderge oq atugha qarsy emespin dep qol kóterip qoyyp, ol jaqta da biraz otyrdym.

Ábden sharyqtau shegime jetkenim sonsha, alty jasar býldirshindi býldirdim. Mine, osy kezde bayaghy ózim qatarly shaytan meni eng ýlken shaytangha alyp keldi. Ol maghan úzaq qarap otyryp, dýniyege kelgende alghash jasaghan qateligimnen, kýnәmnen bastap saralady da, «Adamnyng nәpsisi kýshti bolsa, onymen alysatyn shaytan da kýshti bolady. Al, búghan endi eshqanday shaytannyng keregi joq!» dedi. Dedi de, meni iyterip shygharyp jiberdi...

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