Orystay últshyl bolyp alyndarshy...
Orystyng ólmeli kempirining Qazaqstanda jýrip, dýkende sauda jasaushylargha Reseyding tauarlaryn maqtap, jarnama jasap túrghanyn kórdim. Ómir boyy Qazaqstanda tuyp-ósse de, óz ana tilinde, óz últynyng soyylyn soghyp túrghan, ózi býgin-erteng ólgeli túrsa da saytan alghyr Reseyine degen mahabbaty bir mysqyl kemimegen kempirdi kórip qatty riza boldym. Ne degen tektilik edi!
Sender orys jaman dep ózderinshe kýnkildeysinder. Ottapsyndar! Kýnkildemey orystan ýireninder! "Orystan ýiren dep aitty", - dep Abaydy da sybap alatyndaryng bar. Abay - Úly adam. Abay dúrys aitqan. Orystay últshyl bolyp alyndarshy. Aynalayyn orystar ne jep myqty bolghansyndar?! Shoshqanyng etin jep pe? Bizding qazaqtar bayysa toy jasaydy. Jasasyn, qyzghanbaymyn. Biraq, bireuinde orystyng ólmeli kempiri qúrly tektilik, namys joq! Shetelden әnshi shaqyryp, Reseyden tort jasatyp mlrd.-tap shashylady.
Ótkende 25-terdegi AQSh túratyn qazaq jigiti osy fb-ta: "diniy-radikalmen kýresip jatyrmyz, endi kelesi kezek últshyl-patriottarmen kýres bolu kerek" dep úrandatyp jazyp otyr. Mine qazaqtyng syiqy. Syrtqa shyqsa últyn úmytyp, óz últyna jau bolyp oralady. Ony bәlkim memleket qazynadyghy qarjymen elding auzynan jyryp, "bolashaqpen" oqytyp jatqan bolar. Al olardyng әngimesining syiqy osynday. Al orystar Qazaqstanda qanshama jyl túrsa da óz eline qatysty onday mәlimdeme jazghan emes. Myna tirligimiz bolmaydy. Ruhany janghyru - últtyq namysymyzdy oyatu dep úghar kez keldi.
Aybar Abayúly
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