"Kórshisine tartqan" - degendi qaljyng retinde qúrdastar ghana kóteretin shyghar, qazaq kótermeydi. Ol namysqa tiyedi. Kerek deseng "Naghashysyna tartqan!" - degendi ar sanap, óz ata-babasynyng jerde jatqan adam emestigin dәleldep shygha keledi.

Sol siyaqty "Ne boldy saghan, pәlenshege úqsap?!"- dep kórshi bireuge. Qúlaghyng túnyp qalady jauapqa. Ol da namysqa tiyetin sóz. Qazaq eshkimge úqsaghysy da kelmeydi. "Jaghympazdanbay qoyshy әri" - desen, qolynda óledi ol qazaq. Qúday bergen kelbetine qarap "Týring qytaygha úqsaydy" nemese "Sap-sary, kózi kók, orystan aumaydy!" - deshi. Bayaghy qazaqtyng kók kózdi bolghanyn, qysyq kóz bolghanyn dәleldeytin pәshki-pәshki dәlelding astynda qalasyn. Ol da últtyq namystyng bir púshpaghy.

Al, endi sol qazaq biylikke aralasyp, ýkimetke barghanda orys oilylanyp, qytay qylyqtanyp qalatyny nesi? Naghashysyna tartqandyghyn ar sanaytyn bauyrym Volodiyadan aumay qalghysy keletini nelikten? Qazaq tuysyn túqyrtyp, "Petropavl", "Pavlodar", "Úighyr audany" - degen ataulardy ózgertsek degendi "Tynysh otyrsanshy! Arazdyq tudyrmay, jayyna jýr! Sen týgil sol jerden shyqqan bәlenbay ziyaly da aitqanyna qosylmady. Tepe-tendikti ústau ýshin ol kerek" - degen maghynasyz jasyryn týrpek jasaytyny nesi? Nege sony ashyq aityp jauap bere almaydy?

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