Biz qorqynyshty jýiede ómir sýrip jatyrmyz...
Advokat Lәzzat Kendebayqyzynyng Qyzylorda oblysynyng eks-әkimi Q. Ysqaqovqa qatysty posttaryna el shulap jatqan song ne bolyp jatyr eken dep qarap shyghyp, tang qalyp otrymyn.
Arystaghy jarylystan keyingi jaghdaydan song Qyzylorda oblysynyng eks-әkimining orynbasary 80 million para alyp, halyqtan jinalghan aqshany jymqyryp ketipti degen aqparat búrq ete qalghan bolatyn. Sodan sol aqparattardyng birnesheuine men de baryp, kózim jetpese de, "Memlekettik dengeydegi bir qúnyqqan jemqordyng biri ghoy, búl jýiede onghan adam bolghan emes..." dep pikir qaldyrghan edim.
Lәzzat Kendebayqyzynyng sol is boyynsha jazyp jatqan posttaryna zer salsam, jaghday biz oilaghannan mýlde bólek bolyp shyqty. Lәzzat Ahatovanyng postynyng astyna elge belgili Abzal Qúspannyng pikirin oqyp, taghy tang qaldym. Eki bilikti zanger de ap-anyq etip jazyp otyr. Jaghday mýldem bólek. Sot organdary men tergeu organdary isti ayausyz búrmalap, ózderining maqsattaryn iske asyruda aldyna jan salmaghan. Múnday búrmalaushylyq Islam Ábishev aghamyzdyng isinde de oryn alghan bolatyn. Mynau jaghdaygha atýsti qarayyn desen, memleketke tanymal eki birdey zangerding jazbasy anyq dәlel bolyp túr.
Lәzzat Kendebayqyzy men Abzal Qúspannyng pikirin qarap shyghyp, sot organdarynda rasynda súmdyq degradasiya men regress bolyp jatqanyn angharasyn. Bizding zayyrly eldegi sottyng syiqy osy. Mynaday sot organdary túrghanda, bizding elding týlep ósui ekitalay. Bolashaq ta qorqynyshty. Mynau týrimen bizdi el qylmaydy eken. Bizding tergeu organdary men sot organdary 1931-1937 jj jala jabu, qughyndau, qudalau, qaralau sistemamen júmys istep jatyr.
Bizding kózimiz naqty bir nәrsege jetpey, aldyn ala kósemsip qoyatynymyz ras eken. Oblys әkimining búiryghy shyqqannan keyin taghayyndalghan әkimning orynbasarynyng ózining ókilettigi bolmaghan iske núsqau berdi etip, ózge bireulerding qolymen kóseu kósep, aiypty qylyp otyr. Qarjy sol manaydyghy bireulerding núsqauymen basqa jaqqa audarylyp ketken. Ony quattap kórsetetin qújattar men kuәgerler de bar eken. Sonda da is búrmalanyp jatyr. Búl ózderining bylyqtarynyng betin jabu ýshin qúrbandyq izdeuding joly ghana. Qaralyp jatqan isterge da nazar salyp kórdim. Bәri búrmalaushylyq pen ayaqasty etip qúqyn taptau. Sol kezdegi aghat pikirim ýshin de keshirim súraymyn.
Mening de esep shottarymdy bireuler zansyz jauyp tastap otyr. Sotqa aryz berdim, mýldem qaralghan joq. Odan keyin taghy da aryz berdim, taghy da qaralghan joq. Biz sonda ne isteuimiz kerek? Joghary dengeydegi memlekettik qyzmetkerding qúqy osylay taptalyp jatqan son, qarapayym adamdyng qúqyn qalay daulay alyp jatyrmyz ba? Biz qorqynyshty jýiede ómir sýrip jatyrmyz. Jauaby joq óte auyr súraq әiteuir.
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