...Bәibishe, ýy serigim ghana emes, ómir serigim edin. Úzaq keshken tirlikte qay belding astynda jýrsem de, artymda otyrghan bir bel ózing edin. Ózime taghdyr baq bergen janmyn deushi em. Aytyspasaq ta, jer tanytyp otyratyn qabaq pen jýrek bar edi, soghan senushi em de, keyde shәlkes, keyde qiya da basyp kete berushi em. Baghyma masayyp erkelegenim bolsa kerek. Endi qay dónning basynda qalarmyz, kim biledi. Sening aitar kinәng bolsa da, mening saghan artar bir týiirdey nazym joq. Adal jýrek, aq beyiling ýshin balalarynnyng baghy ashylsyn. Men aitardy ózing aitypsyn. Mening armanymdy óz armanyng etipsin. - dedi Búl – Mek­ke­­ge jýrer aldyndaghy Qúnanbaydyng Úl­jangha aitqan sózi. Qalyng tuys, ýiirli aghayyn, shoghyrly bala-shagha, dos-jaran, ta­myr-tanys, nesheme әielder ishinen jalghyz Úljanmen aryzdasty.
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Úljannyng núrly bitken aqshyl-qyzghylt jýzi ishin tonazytqan sezimnen kókshil tartyp, qatty ózgerdi. Biraq kópke sheyin ýndemey otyryp, jýrek toqtatty:
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- Myrza, atalyq armanyndy aqtar balang bolsyn. Sen ýshin de, ózim ýshin de tiler bar tilegim osy ghana! Mynaday saparyna kinә týgil, naz ertsem, onym bilmestik bolar edi. Meni darday etip kóterip aittyn. Biraq men onday emespin ghoy. Ár kezdegi isimdi oilasam, ózimning de kinәm kóp. Jón be, teris pe, bilmeymin, myrza, - dep kýieuining betine salmaqpen qarady."

Qayran babalarym -ay...erkek - er, balang - dana, qyzyng - qylyqty, әieldering - ana, apa bolghan kýnder-ay.

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