Menen keybir kisiler qarghys aitudyng dindegi ýkimin súrap jatyr. Keshirimdi bolu, ózine jamanshylyq jasaghan, renjitken adamdar ýshin Alladan jaqsylyq tileu músylman balasyna jarasady. Búl eng әueli kisining jýregin kekten, yza men dúshpandyqtan saqtaydy. Seni renjitken adamgha degen jýregindegi dúshpandyqty basqa emes, sol adamgha arnayy jasaghan izgi tileging ghana juyp tazalaydy. Kókirekke kek baylatpaydy. Men múny óz basym jii qoldanamyn.

Ekinshiden shynayy janashyrlyq. Abaydyng “Adamdy sýi, Allanyng hikmetin sez” degen pәlsapasy bizdi osyghan tәrbiyeleydi. Uaghyzdy ne ýshin aitamyz? Adamdar eki dýniyede de jamanshylyqqa úshyramasa eken degen janashyrlyqpen aitamyz. Endeshe qarghys, osy niyetimizge keraghar әreket.

Biraq ómirde neshe týrli jaghday bolady. Týrli zúlymdyqqa úshyraghan kisining qatty jany qysylghanda auyzynan erikti-eriksiz qarghys sóz shyghuy da mýmkin. Biraq ony bylayghy uaqytta renjisken әr adamgha qoldanu dúrys emes. Ary ketse, Allagha tapsyrghan abzal. Keyde ary men namysyn saqtap qaludyng basqa joly qalmaghanda, naqaqtan jala japqan adamgha baryp “sening aitqanyng ras bolsa, Qúday meni tóbemnen úrsyn, al jalghan bolsa seni úrsyn” dep birge dúgha eteyik dep úsynys jasaugha rúqsat. Múny dinde “múlaghana” deydi. Kóp jaghdayda ózine senimsiz tarap búdan bas tartyp jatady. Búl biraq asa zәru jaghdayda ghana jasalady. Qarghys jayly qysqasha mәlimetten keyin әleumettik jelide qyzu talqylanyp jatqan Bekenning audiosy jayly qysqasha ghana aitayyn.

Bekenning jýikesi syr bergenge úqsaydy. Shyn janym ashydy.

Alla barshamyzdyng bilip-bilmey istegen kýnә, qatelikterimizdi keshirsin!

Ua, Allam, bizge adamdardyng jaqsy jaghyn kóre biletin kóz, nashar jaghyn keshire alatyn jýrek, jamandyqty úmyta alatyn kókirek, eshqashanday jaghdayda ýmit pen senimin joghalpaytyn ruh bere gór!

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