Jylnamalardyng júldyzdy paraqtary

Dala jusany turaly әngime esinizde me? Orys aqyny Apollon Maykov tamsana jyrlaghan bir týp dala jusany turaly әngime. Onda el býlingen alasapyran qym-quyt zamanda aghayyn-bauyrdan bólek ketuge mәjbýr bolghan inisi Artyqty tughan jerine qaytarugha niyet etken qypshaq hany Syrjannyng auzynan mynanday sózder shyghushy edi ghoy:

Ánin sal tughan dalanyn,

Qoymasa oghan egile,

Jusanyn bir týp iyisket,

Tartady ol sonda eline.

Bas iyzemeske amalynyz joq, búl ólen, eger әlem poeziyasynan saghynysh sezimi jayly ólen-jyrlar antologiyasy jasala qalsa, onyng birinshi betinde túrugha qúqyly jýrekti shymyrlatar tekti siyrekting qatarynan jәne Úly dalanyng úly perzentterine qoyylghan alghashqy әdeby eskertkishterding biri bolyp tabylady. Bәlkim, biregeyi.

Osy ólendi oqyp otyrghanda dili basqa, dini bólek orys aqynyn tughan bauyrynday qúshaqtay alghyng keledi. Nege? Óitkeni, ol sening bayyrghy babalaryndy, olardyng tәkappar da tomyryq jandýniyesi men asqaq ruhyn jatsynbay jyrlap otyr. Týrki tektiligin әspetteude. Orys aqynynyng ózge elding úlanyn ózindey kórip jyrlaghan mәrttigine sheksiz riza bolasyn. Jәne týrki balasy alghys aitugha tiyisti orys perzentteri jalghyz emestigi de ishtey jan quantady.

Jylnamalardyng júldyzdy paraqtary

Dala jusany turaly әngime esinizde me? Orys aqyny Apollon Maykov tamsana jyrlaghan bir týp dala jusany turaly әngime. Onda el býlingen alasapyran qym-quyt zamanda aghayyn-bauyrdan bólek ketuge mәjbýr bolghan inisi Artyqty tughan jerine qaytarugha niyet etken qypshaq hany Syrjannyng auzynan mynanday sózder shyghushy edi ghoy:

Ánin sal tughan dalanyn,

Qoymasa oghan egile,

Jusanyn bir týp iyisket,

Tartady ol sonda eline.

Bas iyzemeske amalynyz joq, búl ólen, eger әlem poeziyasynan saghynysh sezimi jayly ólen-jyrlar antologiyasy jasala qalsa, onyng birinshi betinde túrugha qúqyly jýrekti shymyrlatar tekti siyrekting qatarynan jәne Úly dalanyng úly perzentterine qoyylghan alghashqy әdeby eskertkishterding biri bolyp tabylady. Bәlkim, biregeyi.

Osy ólendi oqyp otyrghanda dili basqa, dini bólek orys aqynyn tughan bauyrynday qúshaqtay alghyng keledi. Nege? Óitkeni, ol sening bayyrghy babalaryndy, olardyng tәkappar da tomyryq jandýniyesi men asqaq ruhyn jatsynbay jyrlap otyr. Týrki tektiligin әspetteude. Orys aqynynyng ózge elding úlanyn ózindey kórip jyrlaghan mәrttigine sheksiz riza bolasyn. Jәne týrki balasy alghys aitugha tiyisti orys perzentteri jalghyz emestigi de ishtey jan quantady.

IYә, solay, Maykov búl ólenning negizin aspannan alghan ne oidan shygharghan joq-ty. Aqyn qiyalyna týrtki bolghan - ortaghasyrlyq orys jylnamashysy jazbalarynyng bir ghana paraghy hәm júldyzdy paraghy edi. Onda Syrjannyng Artyqty elge qaytarugha Or bәlkim Oraq esimdi qobyzshy-jyrshysyn júmsaghany, Artyqtyng qobyzdyng ýnine de, jyrshynyng jyryna da jýregi tolqy qoymaghany aitylatyn-dy. Tek arnayy alyp kelgen bir týp dala jusanyn iyisketkende ghana jat jerde jýrgen batyrdyng janary jasqa tolyp:

- Bóten elde súltan bolghansha, óz elinde últan bolghan artyq eken-au, - degen kórinedi. Orys jylnamashysy osydan keyin Artyq tughan eline qaytty, odan jayaulap jýrip Sulanyng arnasyn qúrghatqan әigili Qonjyq han dýniyege kelip edi dep bayandaydy. («Rasskazy russkih letopiysey. HII-HIV v.v.» Mәskeu, 1973 j., 47-bet)

Mine, orys tarihshylary osy bir oqigha jazylghan paraqty arghy-bergi orys jylnamalarynyng ishindegi eng әdemi, eng әserli betterining biri dep esepteydi. Tipti orys jylnamashysy týrtip qaldyrghan osy derekti kezinde Úly dala tósinde jyrlanghan súrapyl da súlu sezimdi tolaghay poemanyng shaghyn ýzindisi bolar degen joramaldy da algha tartady. Mýmkin, әbden mýmkin. Biraq bizge ol poema jetpedi, jetkeni - orys jylnamasynyng jalqy hәm júldyzdy paraghy ghana. Beymәlim orys jylnamashysyna osy derekti ózgeniki dep ózeginen keri teppey týrtip alghanyna alghys aita otyryp, búghan da shýkirshilik deysin.

Al múnday bizge ruhymyzdy demdep, shýkirshilik aitqyzar júldyzdy paraqtar tek orys emes, ózge elderding kónekóz shejirelerinde de jeterlik. Biz endigi әngimemizde solardyng bireui turaly syr shertudi jón kórip otyrmyz.

Poemalardan jasalghan ótkel

Jaqynda týrki tildesterden qazirge Nobeli syilyghyn jalghyz ózi ghana iyemdenip otyrghan (2006 jyl) týrik jazushysy Orhon Pamukting «Mening esimim Qyzyl» atty romanymen tanysyp shyghudyng sәti týsti. Oqyp shyghyp, qaysybireuler sóz qylyp jýrgendey emes, Pamuktyng eng joghary әdeby syilyqqa shynymen-aq layyq qalamger ekendigine kózimizdi jetkizdik. Osynday jazushysy bar týrik aghayyndardy, ózderi ony bile me, bilmey me, baqytty eken ghoy destik. Pamuk romany ortaghasyrlyq Ystambúl suretshileri jayly әngimeleydi. Dәlirek aitqanda, bozbala suretshi men kitap bezendiruge qatysy bar kisining boyjetken qyzynyng basy qayghyly bastalyp, ayaghy әdemi bitetin mahabbat hikayasy turasynda. Qalamgerding ortaghasyrlyq Shyghys suret óneri tarihymen, Gete moyyndaghan әigili jeti júldyzdyng biri Nizamy Gәnjәuy shygharmashy­­lyghy­men óte jaqsy tanys ekeni angharylady. Jәne búl baghyttardaghy orasan zor ensiklopediyalyq bilimin jazushy romannyng ón-boyynda molynan paydalana bilgen. Áriyne, oryn-orynymen. Naghyz qalamgerge tәn sheberlikpen.

Bizdi romangha ózgeshe kórik berip túrghan osynsha mol mәlimetting ishinen erekshe qyzyqtyrghany Nizamy aqynnyng «Qysyrau-Shyryn» poemasyna qatysty túsy, Shyrynnyng baq ishinde seruendep jýrgende Qysyraudyng suretin kórip ghashyq bolyp qalatyn tarauyna baylanysty әngime bolatyn bólimi boldy. Ras, múnday tegi, túraghy beymәlim bozbala nemese boyjetkenning kórkem keskindemesin kórip qúlay ghashyq bolatyn keyipkerler galereyasy Shyghys әdebiyetinde eshqashan jútandyq kórgen emes, molynan úshyrasady. Tipti olardyng tikeley bolmasa da birshama jaqyn tarihy prototipteri de bolghan deuge bolady. Solardyng biri Ýrim (Vizantiya) patsha­sy­nyng qyzyn suretinen kórip, kónili qúlaghan, bolashaq qalyn­­dyghynyng óteuine Vizantiyagha Gruziyany tize býktirip bergen týrki qaghany turaly әngime. Osynday qiyalgha salsaq sen­­­gisiz oqighanyng kәduilgi ómirde naqt­y bolghandyghy jayly tarihy derek ortaghasyrlyq jylnamalarda saqtalyp qalghan (B.B.IYr­mu­hanov «Hazary y kazahy», Almaty, 2003 j. 89-bet)

Rasynda da ghajayyp oqigha emes pe! Búl arada Amerikanyng ataqty jazushysy Edgar Allan Ponyng «Kәduilgi ómirdegi oqighalardyng keybiri ghajayyptyghy jaghynan keyde qiyaldan shygharylghan sujetterden de asyp ketip jatady» degen sózi eriksiz jadyna orala ketetindey.

Áriyne, biz «Qysyrau - Shyryn» poemasyndaghy suretke qatysty taraudyng negizinde týrki qaghany turaly osy әngime jatyr deuden mýldem aulaqpyz. Biraq sýiikti jary Appaq esimdi qypshaq qyzy bolghan Nizamy aqynnyng búl oqighany bilui yqtimal ekendigin de joqqa shygharghymyz joq. Kim biledi, týrki qaghanyn tәnti etken Ýrim patshasy qyzynyng sureti turaly tarihy әngime onyng óz poemasyndaghy osy bir tústy shalqar shabytpen әserli de senimdi jyrlauyna qosymsha quat bergen boluy da әbden mýmkin ghoy.

Osy túrghydan, yaghni, tarihy negizin izdeu jaghynan kelgende, bizdi Nizamy dastanymen birge Múhtar Shahanov aghamyzdyng «12-3=?» dep atalatyn poemasy da qatty qyzyqtyrady. Ras, biz bir qaraghanda taqyrybynyng ózi tosyn kórinetin (alghash oqyghandaghy әserding úmytylmaghan janghyryghy deuge de bolady - Á.B.) búl poemanyng aqyn aghanyng óz qiyalynyng jemisi ekendigine әste de shýbәlanbaymyz. Biraq aqyn qiyalyna qozghau salghan әldebir beytarap kýshting bolghandyghyna da esh kýmәnimiz joq. Ol sebepshi kýsh ómirde bolghan oqigha, nemese kónekóz kitaptardan oqylghan әldebir taghylymdy әngime boluy mýmkin, әitәuir aqyn qiyalyna qanday da bolmasyn beytarap jayttyng әseri bolghandyghy anyq.

Sәti kelip túrghanda, aqyn tuyndysynyng mazmúnymen oqyrmandy qysqasha tanystyra ketsek, poema «Kemel aqyl qarttyq shaqta ghana dep, Jastyng isi (negizinen) shala dep» biletin hannyng óz tóniregine tek shau tartqan qariyalardy jinap alghany turaly әngimeleydi. Jastar memlekettik isterding bәrinen de shettetiledi. Bii de, qazysy da, barlyq әskerbasylary da tek qarttardan jasaqtalghan elde «Jas qauym tәrbiyesi lezde úmytylady». Nәtiyjesinde «Jau dabyly estilse, qora ainalyp qashatyn jýn bastar boy kórsetedi». «Jastyq shaqqa jasalghan senimsizdik eldi tanymastay ózgertip jiberedi».

Osynday jaghdayda el ishin jaylaghan kónilsizdikten qútylu ýshin óz elinen ýsh-tórt ese kishi kórshi elge soghys ashqan han byt-shyt bolyp jeniledi. Hannyng ózi tútqyngha týsedi. Jenimpaz elding әkimi basynan baghy tayyp, púshayman hal keship otyrghan hangha:

- Bir júmbaghym bar, sheshe alsang azatsyn, sheshe almasang basyng ólimge baylanady, ol júmbaghym mynau: on ekiden ýshti alsa ne qalady? - degen bylay qaraghanda qarapayym kórinetin saual tastaydy.

Han quanyp ketip:

- Toghyz qalady, - deydi. Túspal júmbaqqa túshynar jauap boluy kerek emes pe, әriyne, hannyng búl jauabyna jenimpaz elding әkimi qanaghattanbaydy.

Han ólimge kesileyin dep túrghanda arashagha onymen birge tútqyngha alynghan jas jigitterding biri týsedi. Qarsy jaq oghan júmbaqty sheshuge rúqsat beredi. Sondaghy jas jigitting aitqany poemada mynanday joldarmen óriledi:

- IYә, iyә, balausagha tas atqan jan onbaydy, -

Dedi jigit, - júmbaghynyz kýrdeli-aq,

Áytse de, ony júmbaq deuge bolmaydy.

Zandylyq - ol. Zandy bilmeu - zor qayghy.

Eger, eger on ekiden ýshti alsaq,

Eshtene de qalmaydy.

Aylar - jyldyng úlany,

Bizding әrbir jylymyz

On eki aidan túrady.

On eki aida ýsh ay kóktem bar ekeni belgili.

Kóktem degen tabighattyng tanghajayyp erligi.

Ol erlikting danqyn eshkim qagha almaydy shetkeri,

Al jastyq shaq - adamzattyng kóktemi.

Mine, osy kóktem nәrli bolmasa,

Ár tirshilik óz qoregin qajetinshe almasa,

Ayyrylmay ma bar maghyna - kórikten?

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Búghan qarsy tabu qiyn kýsh, aila,

Qaranyzshy, toghyz aidyng taghdyry

Baylauly túr ýsh aigha.

Oghan tipti jýrmek emes basqa zan.

Múny jәne júmbaq sanau zor qayghy.

Sondyqtan da on ekiden eshqashan

Ýshti alugha bolmaydy.

Alghan adam myna bizding hanymyzday sorlaydy!

Jigit jenimpaz jaq qoyghan júmbaqty osylay sheshedi. Shaghyn elding dana әmirshisi on ekiden ýshti alghanda ne qalady degende, ómirden jastyq shaqty shegerip tastasa, hal ne bolmaq degendi menzegen bolyp shyghady. IYә, jastyq shaq mazmúndy, mәndi bolmasa, ómirding endigi qalghan bólikterining de eshqanday maghynasy bolmaq emes. Pәlsafalyq tereng astarly oigha qúrylghan aqyn poemasynyng oqyrmangha aitpaq taghylym týiini osynday.

Al endi aqyn osy bir poshymy bólek, aitar oiy sýiekti shygharmagha qalay keldi degen saualgha qayta oralayyq. Áriyne, búl saualgha jauap beru ýshin bizding aqyn qiyalyna qozghau bolghan jaytty anyqtauymyz kerek. Qazirge júmbaq ol jaytty nemese jayttar shoghyryn anyqtaugha bizge aqyn poemasy ótkel bola ala ma, mine, endigi mәsele osynda. Poemany tudyru barysynda aqyn sanasynda jýrip ótken shygharmashylyq qiyal qozghalysynyng baghyttaryn dóp basyp tanu әriyne, esh mýmkin emes nәrse, degenmen bizding talpynyp kórgimiz keledi.

Jenimpaz filim jayynda

1983 jyly ótken Kann kinofestivalinde japon rejisseri Sehey Imamuranyng «Narayama turaly anyz» atty dramalyq filimi top jaryp, Gran-Priydi jenip aldy. Kinotuyndy jazushy Sitiro Fukadzavanyng 1956 jyly jazyl­ghan filimmen attas әngimesining jelisi boyynsha týsirilgen-di. Búl әngimemen oqyrmannyng «Sovremennaya yaponskaya novella. 1945-1978» jinaghynan (Mәskeu, «Hudojestvennaya liyteratura», 1980 j., 159-189-better) tolyghymen tanysuyna mýmkindigi bar. Áytse de japon әngimesinen neni tújyrymdap aitpaq ekendigimiz týsinikti boluy ýshin bizge әngimening mazmúnyn qysqasha bolsa da bayanday ketkenimiz jón sekildi.

Jazushy shygharmasy qys týsip, joldardy qar bassa syrtqy dýniyemen baylanysy kýrt ýzilip qalatyn tau qoynauyndaghy shaghyn auyl jәne ondaghy ghasyrlardan-ghasyrlargha jalghasyp kele jatqan qatal da qatygez dәstýr turaly. Búl dәstýr boyynsha auyl túrghyndary ózderining qarttyq jenip, qaljyraghan qariyalary men keyuanalaryn qúz-shyndaryn mәngilik qar japqan Narayama tauyna aparyp tastap otyrady. Mine, osy songhy sapargha attanugha O-Rin kempirge de kóp uaqyt qalmaghan. Biraq ol әieli ólip, songhy kezderi hali mýshkildenip jýrgen jalghyz úlyn, әli ayaqtanyp ýlgermegen nemerelerin oilap qamyghuly. Balasyna kórshi auyldaghy jaqynda ghana jesir qalghan kelinshekti alyp berisimen-aq óz erkimen babalary ketken sýrleuge týsuge yntyq ekenin kórshi-qolang men olardyng sózine erip, әjesin mazaqtap oinaghysy keletin shәlkes nemeresine týsindire almay jәne әlek. Onyng ýstine keskin-kelbeti de qasiyetti songhy sapargha shyghugha layyqty keyuananyng jýzine bir úqsamay-aq qoyghany. Jasy alpys toghyzgha kelse de tisteri de әli kýnge sap-sau. Solardy onashada shaqpaq taspen soqqylyp, ózinen-ózi әure bolyp auzyn qanatyp jýrgeni. Yapyr-au, qyrsyqqanda tisi joq kempirge úqsau da arman boldy-au...

Mine, osy O-Rin kempirdi joqshylyq jan-jaghynan qaumalaghan týkpirdegi toryghynqy auyldan kýnderdin-kýninde balasy Tosuhey Narayama tauyna aparatyn jolgha arqalap alyp shyghady. Qysqasy, jazushynyng qalamynan shyqqan tuyndyny ana men balanyng arasyndaghy qimastyq sezim jәne qatygez dәstýr jayyndaghy ayanyshty әngime deuge bolady.

Japon әdebiyetshi ghalymdary Fukadzava әngimesi ózining bastauyn kónekóz «Yamato - monogatari» (H ghasyr) jina­­ghy­nan alatyndyghyn bir auyzdan moyyndaydy. Sebebi búl jinaqta «Narayama turaly anyz» әngimesimen tórkindes «Obasu­­te tauy» atty shaghyn hikaya bar («Yamato - mono­ga­tariy», 156 ýzik)

Tek Fukadzava emes, japonnyng taghy bir keremet jazushysy Yasusy Inouening «Obasuteyama - kempirler qaldyrylatyn tau» atty әngimesi de (Yasusy Inoue, «Sny o Rossiiy», Mәskeu, 1987 j., 358-372-better) «Yamato - monogatariydegi» osy jogharydaghy anyzben tikeley ózektes.

Al «Yamato - monogatariydegi» jәne odan damytylyp shyqqan halyq anyzynyng («Legendy y skazky drevney Yaponiiy», Ekaterinburg, 2005 j., 82-bet) mazmúny qanday edi? Búl jerde olardy qaytalap jatudyng týkte qajeti joq siyaqty. Esimizge ózimizge bala kýnnen tanys týrkilik anyzdy týsirsek te jetkilikti bolatynday. IYә, sol, aqylynan aljasqan qatygez hannyng olardan endigi jerde esh qayyr joq, aqsaqal bitkenning barlyghy óltiriluge tiyis degen jarlyghyna moyynsúnbay, óz әkesin aman saqtap qalghan, keyin kópti kórgen sol әkesining kenesi arqyly qu mekiyen taqyr dalada su tappay qinalghan hannyng qalyng qolyn tyghyryqtan aman alyp shyghatyn jigit turaly anyzdy. Búl su astyna kólenkesi týsip jatqan asyl tasty taghy da sol әkesining aqyly boyynsha ózen jaghasyndaghy bәiterekting bútaghyna salynghan úyadan izdep tauyp, handy tan-tamasha qylatyn, aqyrynda hannyng jarlyghy qatelik ekendigin moyyndatatyn jigit jayly anyz. Yasusy Inoue «Obasuteyama tauy turaly anyz» buddizmmen birge Ýndistannan kelgen bolsa kerek degen boljam jasaydy. Mýmkin. Biraq ol anyzdyng japon araldaryna ayaq baspay túryp, aldymen qazaq dalasynda ayaldaghany da әbden shyndyq. Áytpese, biz «Yamato - monogatariydegi» әngimening onymen egiz qozyday úqsas týrkilik núsqasyna kuә bolmas edik qoy.

Japon qiyaly týrki dalasynda tynystap, tolys­qan anyz әngimeden әlemdi moyyndatqan filim jasap shyghardy. Týp-tórkini aldymen týrkige telinuge tiyis әngime bildey eki japon jazushysynyng kórkem tuyndysyna arqau boldy. Áriyne, búl kóne kitaptaghy jalghyz bettik hikaya ýshin az abyroy emes. Mine, biz jogharydaghy Shahanov poemasyn japondarda shyr­qau shynyna kóterilip, әlemdik dýniyege ainalghan osy anyzdyng qarama-qarsy baghytta qozghalyp, pәlsafalyq hәm kórkemdik sheshimin tapqan núsqasy dep bilemiz. Jәne qazirge әlemde joq ýzdik núsqasy dep tanimyz. Óitkeni qarttyq - adam aqyl-oyy pisip jetiletin kýz mausymymen ýndesetin bolsa, onda jas­tyq shaq sol jemisti kýzding negizi qalanatyn adam ómirining kóktemi emes pe! Bizdinshe, baghzydan jetken týrki anyzy men Shahanov poemasyn bir kesek shygharmanyng ózara mazmúndas qos órimi ispetti shirata otyryp, kórermenge aitary japonnyng «Narayama turaly anyz» filiminen de salmaqty jana tuyndy úsynugha әbden bolatyn siyaqty.

Sóz sony

Biz búl arada japon filimin beker tilge tiyek etip otyrghan joqpyz. Óitkeni onyng negizinde aldymen bizding babalarymyzdyng qiyalyna qozghau salyp, ruhany әlemine shym-shymdap singen taghylymy mol baghzy zaman anyzynyng súlbasy jatyr. Eger Pamuk romany Nizamy Gәnjәuiyding «Qysyrau-Shyryn» poemasyndaghy suretke qatysty taraudan quat alyp serpilse, qazaq aqyny Shahanovtyng biz sóz etken poemasy osy kónekóz týrki anyzymen ýndes bolyp tabylady. Ras, qaysybir oqyrmannyng kónekóz anyz qarttyqqa tәn danalyqty úlyqtasa, aqyn poemasy jalyndy jastyqty jyrlamay ma, ekeuining bir arnadan bastau aluy esh oigha syimaydy deui mýmkin. Bizdinshe, múnday saual tipti tvorchestvo iyesining ózi de týsine bermeytin ghajayyby, qaltarys-búltarysy mol shygharmashylyq prosesti, onyng syr-júmbaghyn týsinbeushilikten ghana tuyndamaq. Áytpese, qarttyqtyng baghasyn bilgen halyqtyng jәne onyng ókili, shyn mәnindegi ruhany ýni bolyp tabylatyn aqynnyng jastyq shaq turaly da tyghylymdy әngime tudyrugha talpynbauy tipten mýmkin emes. Mine, osy baqyt, jastyq shaq turaly tolymdy da tartymdy shygharma tudyru mәrtebesi aqyn Shahanovtyng talayyna búiyryp otyr. Jәne ol shygharma bayyrghy babalar anyzyn eske týsiredi, onymen jatyrlas tuyndy bolyp tabylady. Ótkenine әrdayym ýnile qaraytyn, «Narayama turaly anyz» filimin týsirgen, búl taqyrypqa eki birdey jazushysy qalam terbegen japondardyng Shahanov poeziyasyna qúmarta qaraushylyghynyng syry da, bәlkim, osynda, aqynnyng babalar múrasyn damyta bilu qasiyetinde jatqan bolar.

Ángimemizding әlqissasyna oralsaq, orys jylnamashysy sýisine otyryp paraq betine týsirgen, taghy bir orys aqyny Apollon Maykov tebirene ólenge ainaldyrghan jәdiger evrey jazushysy Moris Simashko shygharmashylyghynyng eng biyik belesterining birine ainaldy. Basty rólde qaytalanbas dara talant iyesi Núrmúhan Jantórin oinaytyn «Beybarys» filimi osy qalamgerding «Jusan» atty hikayasynyng jelisi boyynsha týsirilgen. Eger ghasyrlar qoynauynda qalghan asyldarymyzdy osylaysha ózgelerge ýlestirip bere bersek, jazushy Qoyshyghara Sal­gharin Qytay múraghatynda saqtauly kónekóz shejire­den óz kózimen kórgenin egile otyryp jazghan Mýde tәnirqúty turaly ghajayyp әngimeler de ózgelerding qanjyghasynda ketui yqtimal. Qytay kinogerleri erteng «Shynghyshannan keyin úly ruh iyesi Mýde turaly filim týsiruge kirisip jatyrmyz» dep jariyalasa esh tandanugha bolmaydy.

Mine, bir anyzdyng izimen jasaghan saparymyz bizdi jan qynjyltar osynday әngime aitugha mәjbýrlep otyr. Sening babalaryng qaldyrghan mol ruhany múranyng qadirine ózgelerding jetip jatqany ghana kónilge sәl de bolsa júbanysh bolatyn sekildi.

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