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Jiyenqúm men Jaushyqúmnyng arasy
Jolda kele jatsaq, bes-alty mәshiyne tizilip túrypty. Aydalada. Aynalada adam kóp. Áldeqanday jaghday bop qaldy ma degendey kýdikpen toqtaghanbyz. "Tynyshtyq pa?" deymiz. "Tynyshtyq". "Jol bolsyn". "Áley bolsyn, Jiyenqúm jaqtan kelemiz. Jaushyqúm jaqqa baramyz. Besik toygha".
Býginde besik toydyng ózi bәzbir kezderdegi ýlken toylarynyzdan kem ótpeytinge ainalghan. Jiyenqúm men Jaushyqúmnyng arasy tórt-bes saghattyq jer-au. Sonda da besik aparatyndar bir qauym el bolyp, temir kólikti tiziltip bara jatypty. Jastary bar, jasamystary bar. Erkekteri men әielderi bar. Quanyshty júrtynyz. Biz de quanyp, atqa qayta qondyq.
Auyzashar auyly
Jaqang deytin tanysymyzgha da jolda jolyqtyq. Auyldan kele jatyr.
Osy orazanyzda Jaqang erterekte qaytys bop ketken әke-sheshesining aruaqtaryna arnap auyzashar beruge niyettengen eken. Ózi qalada túrady ghoy, auyzashardy alystaghy, otyz ýili auylynda, kindik qany tamghan jerde bermekke bekingen de. Sol maqsatyn maghlúmdamaqqa barsa, otyz ýy otyz kýnge aldyn-ala kezekke túryp, tizimge tirkelip qoyypty. Aghayyndary: "Orazanyng otyz kýni týp-týgel "zәnit", keshiktin" depti. Jaqan: "Múnyng ózi túrmystyng týzelgenin kórsete me, әlde dinimizge betbúrysty bayqata ma?" dep oilanyp qapty.
Shóp jighan divan
Jiyenqúm men Jaushyqúmnyng arasy
Jolda kele jatsaq, bes-alty mәshiyne tizilip túrypty. Aydalada. Aynalada adam kóp. Áldeqanday jaghday bop qaldy ma degendey kýdikpen toqtaghanbyz. "Tynyshtyq pa?" deymiz. "Tynyshtyq". "Jol bolsyn". "Áley bolsyn, Jiyenqúm jaqtan kelemiz. Jaushyqúm jaqqa baramyz. Besik toygha".
Býginde besik toydyng ózi bәzbir kezderdegi ýlken toylarynyzdan kem ótpeytinge ainalghan. Jiyenqúm men Jaushyqúmnyng arasy tórt-bes saghattyq jer-au. Sonda da besik aparatyndar bir qauym el bolyp, temir kólikti tiziltip bara jatypty. Jastary bar, jasamystary bar. Erkekteri men әielderi bar. Quanyshty júrtynyz. Biz de quanyp, atqa qayta qondyq.
Auyzashar auyly
Jaqang deytin tanysymyzgha da jolda jolyqtyq. Auyldan kele jatyr.
Osy orazanyzda Jaqang erterekte qaytys bop ketken әke-sheshesining aruaqtaryna arnap auyzashar beruge niyettengen eken. Ózi qalada túrady ghoy, auyzashardy alystaghy, otyz ýili auylynda, kindik qany tamghan jerde bermekke bekingen de. Sol maqsatyn maghlúmdamaqqa barsa, otyz ýy otyz kýnge aldyn-ala kezekke túryp, tizimge tirkelip qoyypty. Aghayyndary: "Orazanyng otyz kýni týp-týgel "zәnit", keshiktin" depti. Jaqan: "Múnyng ózi túrmystyng týzelgenin kórsete me, әlde dinimizge betbúrysty bayqata ma?" dep oilanyp qapty.
Shóp jighan divan
Abay auylynda túratyn Aldiyarbek otaghasy - qatardaghy qarapayym qazaq. Qalqoz túsynda agha shopan, biraz uaqyt brigadir bolghan. Biraq dýnie jinamapty. Jekeshelendiru kezeninde de - ónmen-ójeng qylyqqa qúlshynbay, súlu tory attay sympiyp shyghypty.
Jolymyz týsip, sәlem bermekke qayyrylghan ek. Ájepteuir shóp jiyp qoyypty. Bir-eki siyry, jeti-segiz qoy-eshkisi bar kórinedi. Qyl qúiryqtan júrday, qymyz da joq búrynghyday. Kenje úly ýilengen eken. Otaghasynyng uayymy quanyshymen itjyghys kýide. Óltirining ózine júqaryp qapty. Qaltasy. Endi "sýt aqysy" delinetin saltqa keminde jýz myng tenge, qúda shaqyrmaqqa qyruar qarjy-qarajat kerek-dýr. Bayaghyda ózi ýilengende "beshir" delinetin toy jәne bar. "Túrmys-tirshilik qiyndap ketti ghoy", dep jelkesin qasiydy Aldiyarbek. Kenet әlgi pishen mayasynyng astyndaghy aqjemdene eskirgen eki-ýsh divangha kózimiz týsti. Qarap túrghan ýsh-tórt kisi týgel kýlip qoya bergen. "Shópting ózin divangha jinapsyz. Túrmystarynyz týk te jaman emes eken ghoy", desip jatyrmyz.
Aldiyarbekting ózi de kenkildep kýldi-ay bir. "Amanshylyq bolsynshy", dep qoyady Jamantaev (Álekenning "pәmiylesi" solay).
Raygýl
Jiyen qaryndasymyz Raygýl Jualy audanynyng ortalyghynda túrady. Osy Raygýldi oilasaq, qazaqtyng kórkem әngimesi janrynyng kenerkógin keneytken ghajayyp qalamger Sayyn Múratbekovting "Mening qaryndasym", "Raygýl" siyaqty birese janyndy shuaqqa bóleytin, birese jýregindi syzdata saghynyshqa oraytyn shygharmalary eske týsedi. Qayran qaryndasymyzdy qaybir jyldary qaladaghy mәdeniyet institutynyng kitaphana fakulitetine týsire almay, amalymyz qúryghan. Birdenesiz qabyldauy qiyn-túghyn. Sóitip, Raygýl týrli-týrli júmystargha jegilip kete barghan. Moyymady. Múqalmady. Ádemi boyjetkenge Múhametjan deytin jibek minezdi jigit ghashyq boldy. Ekeui qosylyp, júrt qyzyghyp jýrgende, Múhametjan auyr nauqasqa shaldyghyp, biraz sharshady Raygýl...
Taraz jaqqa ótip bara jatyp, Jualygha ayaldaghanbyz. Raygýl әldebir qayyrymdy kisining jekemenshik, ýlke-e-en dýkenine satushy bop ornalasypty. Ortashalau ailyghy bar kórinedi. "Búrynghy auyr júmystargha qaraghanda, imantarazy, taza, jayly jer ghoy", dep jymiyady. Kóp úzamay nemereli bolmaq. Kenet aldyndaghy qap-qalyng kitapqa kózimiz týsip, janarymyz jasaurady. Iliyas Esenberlinning "Kóshpendilerin" qaytalap oqyp jýr eken. Ýstelining ortanghy sóresinde Múhtar Áuezovting "Abay joly", Sәbit Múqanov...
Sayyn Múratbekov...
Azyq-týliktin, araq-sharaptyn, kiyim-keshektin, taghysyn-taghylardyng nesheme týrlerin satatyn dә-ә-әu dýkende júmys istey jýrip, kitapty qúmarta, qaytalay oqityny kórinip túr. Shirkin-ay, jetpisinshi jyldardyng sonynda sol bir oqugha týsip-aq ketkende bar ma, keremet kitaphanashy bolar edi-au Raygýl.
Jetpisinshi jylqy
Seksennen asqan Rysqúl aqsaqal: "Seksen tәuirleu edi, seksen bir qiyn eken", deydi quaqylana jymiyp. Áli kýnge deyin azdap-azdap shóp shabatynyn, sharbaq býtindeytinin, jylqylaryn jyljytyp, siyrlaryn óristen aidap әkeletinin, taqta-taqta telimderin suaratynyn әngimeledi.
Shynbúlaqta túrady. Auylda júmys joq degenderge tanghalar. Júmys kóp. "Aqsha ayaq astynda ybyrsyp jatyr". Jer bar, su bar, kýrek bar, tyrbansang traktor da tabylar, shópting basyn syndyrghysy kelmegenderge, әriyne, júmys joq", dedi taghy da. "Auyldaghylar bir-birine shaqyrmasa, kirmeytinge ketti. Mal úrlyghy kóp. Jaqynda Shynbúlaq boyynsha jetpisinshi jylqy jymqyrylghan. Sóitse-e-e-ek, shygharyp beretin adam auylymyzdyng ózinen eken", dep sәl-pәl kidirdi. "Kelinder qiyndap barady. Auylda ýsh-tórt shaldyng kempirleri ózderinen búryn ólgen. Solar keyde kemsendep túryp jylaydy. Kelinderi qaramaydy. Shaldar birdene dese, bәlege qalady. Asharshylyqtyng týsiniksizdeu bir týrin bastan keshkendey, kildirep, ilmiyip, iytindep jýrip jatyr. Myna men de Qúdaydan súraymyn, kempirimnen bir kýn bolsa da búryn alsa eken dep..."
Rysqúl qariya Shynbúlaqtyng shetinde mәshiyneden týsip, qol búlghap qala berdi.
Tirlikke tyrbanu
Myrzahan degen kisini osydan biraz búryn, jeksenbi kýni tanerten, asfalit joldyng jiyeginde jyghylyp jatqan jerinen kórdik. Kәduilgi Almaty - Tashkent jolynyng boyy ghoy. Ózining birer ay bordaqylap, bazargha qaray jetektegen qoshqary sýzip qúlatypty. Batyrbek deytin kórshisi jýgire jetip, sýiep túrghyzdy.
Myrzekeng ómir boyy kenseden shyqpaghan, shópting basyn syndyrmaghan adam dә. Zayyby erkeletip ústaghan sekildi. Endi-endi ghana myna zamannyng әserimen tirlikke tyrbanyp jýrgeni ghoy. Sonymen, keyinirek súrastyrsaq, semiz qoshqary jambasynan perip kep jiberip, jalpasynan ba, shalqasynan ba týsirgen Myrzekeng eki aptaday emdelipti. Qoshqardy qonsylary jiyrma bir myng tengege satyp alypty. Ýshinshi aptada tozyghy jetken majar arbasyna jalghyz biyesin jekken otaghasy sabangha barsyn. Ystyq kýnde terlep-tepship, arbagha saban sala bastasyn. Taban astynan qúiyn kóterilip, arbanyng artqy jaghyna tútylghan tyqyr alashany jel jelpildete jónelsin. Beleng alghan biyesi eski arbany eniske qaray ala qashsyn... Abyroy bolghanda, aghanyz aman-esen. Alayda, arbasy bos qaytypty desedi.
"Jasym jetpiske jana jetti, seksendegiler sekirip jýr ghoy. Tirlikke endi-endi iykemdelip kelemiz dә", deytin kórinedi qoshqar sýzgen, aqbaqay biyesi arbasyn alyp qashqan aghatayynyz.
Anarmen ainalysu
"Anarmen ainalysqanyma altynshy jyl", dep maqtandy Mashatbay. Kórmekke bekindik. Kóktem edi. Onshaqty týp anardy jórgekke qúndaqtaghan baladay jýgeripayamen orap, әdemilep baylap qoyypty. Tikireytip túryp. Qyzyq. Kýn jylymay, ashpaydy eken.
Mine, shilde óte jәne qayyryldyq. Tau baurayyndaghy, aua rayy sap-salqyn auylda júdyryqtay-júdyryqtay jemisteri albyray salbyraghan anar jaqúttay jaynaydy. Onshaqty týp. Ádette anar degeninizding osylaysha ósip, qyp-qyzyl jemisi jypyrlay jymyndap túratynyn Tashkent tónireginen, Jetisay jaqtan kóretin ek. Mashatbaydyng maqtanatynday jóni bar.
Bir bólmede - bir auyl
Tastanbek aqsaqalgha Tasty jaqqa ketip bara jatqanda jolyqtyq.
Auyldan qalagha auyp jatqan qazaq az emes. Dúrys ta shyghar. Tastanbek qariyanyng әuleti hәm búdan birer jyl búryn qúm ishinen oblys ortalyghyna kóshipti. Jighan-tergenderi, jabylyp ýles qosqandary bes qabatty beton ýiding besinshi qabatyndaghy bir bólmeli pәterge ghana jetipti. Eki úly kelinderimen, nemereleri, kempiri - "bir auyl" bir bólmede túryp jatyr. Juynatyn jeri әjethanasymen birge eken. Kenes kezenindegidey kezekke túrysatyndary qiyn-aq. Úldary jaldamaly júmysta, kelinderi úsaq-týiek sauda jasaydy. Jer telimin alsa, eki úly, eki kelini, nemereleri jәne ózi jabylyp, qarapayym әdispen-aq ýp-ýlken ýy túrghyzyp qoyar edi. Alayda, shaharynyzda jer telimi kezeginde telmirgender elu mynnan asady. Ázirshe bir bólmedegi "bir auyldyn" adamdary kózderi tozandanyp, tandanyp, terezeden bay-baghlandardyng ertegidey eldi mekenine qaraydy. Árqaysysy bir emes, birtalay telimdi qarmap qalghandar, әldeneshe kottedjder salyp tastaghandar, birimen biri qúnyghu bәsekesine týskender beton ýiding besinshi qabatynan ainadaghyday anyq angharylady...
Qozybay jәne qalqozdyng on myng qoyy
Qozybay myrza Qyzylordada, kәtta qyzmette. Jolda jolyqqanbyz. Oghan da. Jaqynda sheshesi jýz birge kep qaytys bopty. Ángimeden әngime shyghady.
"Anam jaryqtyq aqylman edi, - dedi Qozybay myrza. - Búdan bes-alty jyl búryn djip mәshiynesin mingem. Tәuir jigitterding bәri alyp ýlgergen. Shesheme kórsetuge, auylgha bardym. Onsha quanghan joq. Syrtqa shyqty. Djipting tórt donghalaghyn teuip-teuip ótip: "Qansha túrady?" dedi. "Jetpis tórt myng dollar", dedim maqtanynqyrap. Sheshem oilanyp túrdy-túrdy da, ýige kirdi. Dastarqan basynda: "Shyraghym, myna mәshiynenning baghasy on myng qoy eken. Sening әkeng bayaghyda qalqozdyng qoyyn on myngha jetkizip, halyqtan alghys alyp edi. Biraq mәshiyne minbey-aq ótip edi. Qanaghat qylghan da jón", dedi. Keybir sheshelershe shershimedi. Jaqtyrmaghanday bop, janaghyday aqylyn aitty. Sonda anam toqsannyng beseuinde eken-au..."
Qozekeng osylay dedi. Kýrsinip qoydy.
Qanaghat turaly qatty oilanatyny bayqalyp-aq túrdy.
«Egemen Qazaqstan» gazeti, 29.08.2009