Ákimdikting tapsyrmasymen Chelyabinsk qalasyna jaqyn ornalasqan Troisk qalashyghyna attanyp kettim. Audan әkimdiginde qyzmet isteytinderding eng jasy kishisi bolghandyqtan ba, aptasyna birneshe ret keyde Kókshetaugha, keyde Astanagha issaparmen meni ghana jiberip túratyn.
Endi mine, ózim eshqashan baryp kórmegen Chelyabinsk oblysynyng Troisk qalasyna bet aldym.
Qalagha kelgen son, qalalyq әkimdikti kóshedegi adamdardan súrastyra jýrip tauyp aldym. Hatshy qyzdy qolqalap jýrip, qala basshysyna kiruge rúqsat aldym. Ishke kirip, diplomatymnan hat alyp, ózin Aleksey Anatolievich Iliin dep tanystyrghan qala merine ústattym.

Hatty alyp oqydy da: “Men orman sharuashylyghymen habarlasyp, kelisimge keleyin, sonan song jauap berermin. Siz bir-eki kýn qalada bola túrarsyz, nemese osynda isteytinderding bireuining ýiinde bolynyz, qonynyz, — dedi jyly jymiyp. Sóitti de, qonyraudyng nýktesin basyp, hatshy qyzdy shaqyrdy.
— Alina, sen Nikolay Berezindi shaqyryp kelshi, — dedi júmsaq ýnmen.
Kóp úzamay esikten orta boyly, tolyqtau sary jigit kirdi.
— Nikolay, myna jigit Qazaqstannan, Aqmola oblysynan kelip otyr. Jalpy, bizdegi orman sharuashylyghy dayyndaghan taqtaylaryn alugha niyet bildirgen eken. Soghan myna jigitti aldyn ala tapsyrys beruge jiberipti. Birer kýn sening ýiinde bola túrsyn. Kelgen qonaq qoy, qonaqýilerge jibermey-aq qoyayyq, — dedi.
Sonymen, úiymdastyru bólimining jetekshisimen, keshke ýige qayttyq. Nikolaydyng menen eki-ýsh jas ýlkendigi bar eken. Túrghan ýii Troiskining týbindegi Dubovka degen auylynda kórinedi. Qaladan ýsh shaqyrym jer. Kóbine velosiypedpen jýretinin aitty.
Men elimizdegi, ol Reseydegi jaghdaydy sóz etip ýiine keldik. Ýii ýlken, aghashtardan qiyp salynghan, әdemi-aq. Bastyqtary meni emin-erkin demalsyn dep әdeyi osy ýige jiberdi-au deymin. Aynalasynyng bәri kókpenbek orman. Qiyryna kózing jetpeydi.
«Tayga dep osyny aitady eken-au», — dep oiladym ishtey. Biraq búl bir ghana sheti ghoy.
Darbazadan kirgende auladan orystyng engezerdey shalyn kórip, jaqyndap kelip qol alysyp amandastyq.
— Ty kazah? — dep súrady shal. Men basymdy iyzedim.
— Ego zovut — Beysengazy, iz Kazahstana, — dedi anadaydan Nikolay velosiypedin qoyyp jatyp. Ýige kirip, sheshesimen tanysyp, shәy iship, esik aldyna demalugha shyqtym. Artymnan birazdan song shal keldi. Ózin Ivan Illarionovich dep tanystyrghan bolatyn. Ústalyqpen ainalysatyn kórinedi. Biz otyrghan demalatyn oryn ken, kórkem etip jasalynghan-aq. Degenmen myna ataydyng týri orystan góri aziyalyqtargha kóp úqsanqyraydy. Qanynda Sibirdegi úsaq halyqtardyng birining qany bar-au dep oiladym ishtey.
— Nu kak, tam u vas? — dedi mahorkasyn tartyp otyryp.
— Birqalypty, eptep jýrip jatyrmyz, — dedim orysshalap. — Sizderding túryp jatqan jerleriniz qanday әdemi, Tayganyng sheti, auasy taza.
Shal birdene esine týskendey, mening týrime oilana biraz qarap otyrdy.
— Mamandyghyng kim? — dep súrady әlden uaqyttan son. Ákimdikte isteytinimdi biledi, shәy ýstinde aitqanmyn.
— Mamandyghym — jurnalist, — dedim.
— Eto horosho, — dedi. Ol Tayga jaqqa úzaq qarady. Nikolay demalayyn dep divangha jata ketken, úiyqtap qalghan bolar. — Ya toje kazah, — dedi shal maghan qarap. — Moya prababushka chistokrovnaya kazashka byla.
Men qazaqsha týsinemin әri sóileymin de. Tek qazaqtarmen kezdeskende ghana. Jasym seksenning altauyna keldi.
Shal qazaqshany azdap búzynqyrap sóilese de, múndaydy kýtpegen meni an-tang qaldyrdy.
— Mening atalarymnyng túsynda, osy Tayganyng ishinde qazaq auyldary óte kóp túrady eken, kóp bolghanda orystardan da kóp. Tayganyng ishi órip jýrgen mal.
Ivan Illarionovich ap-anyq qazaqsha sóilep otyr.
— Sen bilesing be, «Tayga» sózi qystaqta shóp jinaghanda taylap jinaudan (shóp orghanda tyghyzdap, jan-jaghynan baylap taylau) shyqqan. Eki-ýsh atpen nemese ógizben birnesheuden qystaqtaryna kók shópting ýstimen syrghanatqanday etip tartyp otyrady eken. Sóitip, mol qyp qys qystaularyna jinap alatyn. Osy jyl sayynghy taylap jinaudan (birneshe ghasyr osy ormandy dalany meken etken el-júrt qoy) mynau qalyng toghay Tayga atalyp ketken deydi júrt mening bala kezimnen.
Ishimnen mýmkin shynynda da solay shyghar dep oiladym. Shal eshteneni qaldyrmay qazaqsha sóilep otyr. Men orysshany týsinemin ghoy desem de bolmady, qazaqsha sóileuden auytqymady.
— Osy Troiskide jeti mynday qazaq túrady, ishindegi tanys qazaqtarmen qazaq tilinde sóilesip, amandasamyn. Keyde әngime-dýken qúramyz. Sen jurnalispin deysing ghoy, men saghan myna oqighany aitayyn, tyndap al, keyin eline barghanda mýmkin jazarsyn. Búl, әriyne, birer ghasyr búryn bolghan oqigha ghoy. Bәri úmytylghan. Biraq qalayda jaz, eling bilsin, týsinding be?
Shal tizemnen qysyp qaldy, qoly әleuetti eken.
— Múny menen basqa osy manayda kóp eshkim bilmeydi. Tek, úmytpa әri erinbe! Mening әkem aitushy edi, sening atang әskery kazak bolghan dep. Atam bylay deytin kórinedi. Osy ónirge orystar alghash kelip ornalasyp jatqan kez eken, bekinister, qorghanystar salyp degendey. Manaydaghy tolyp jatqan qazaq auylynyng kisileri keyde shapqynshylyq jasap, bekinisterdi búzyp, endi kelip qonystanyp jatqandardy qyryp ketip otyrghan. Kóshim handyghynyng túrghyndary ghoy jәne keyinnen kelgenderi bar. Osydan keyin-aq aq patshadan bizding atamandarymyzgha jarlyq týsken kórinedi. Býkil Sibirdi tolyp jatqan qyrghyz-qaysaq auyldarynan bosatu kerek delingen әlgi jarlyqta. Atalarymyz otryad-otryadqa bólinip, әri ishki jaqtan kelip jatqan orys otryadtary qosylyp, solardyng bәri dayyndyqtan ótkizilip, kimderding qay baghytty qazaqtardan tazalaytyny belgilenip, qaghazgha týsirilip, naqtylanghan kórinedi. Sodan qandy qyrghyn bastalghan da ketken.
Árbir otryadqa kýnine birneshe auyldy túrghyndarymen birge typ-tipyl etu tapsyrylghan. Ayaushylyq bolmasyn dep qatang eskertilgen kórinedi. Auyldardy qorshaugha alu tanertengi alakeuimde, sonday-aq, keshqúrym júrt oryngha otyrghanda aghyndaghan shabuyldar bastalghan. Ýiler, qystaqtar — bәri órtelgen. Enkeygen shal men enbektegen balalar otqa laqtyrylghan. Erkekter, әielder — bәri atylghan, ayausyz shabylghan. Tek qyzdar men jas kelinshekterdi әskerler bólisip alyp otyrghan. Múndaghy әskerler әielsiz, otbasynsyz kelgender ghoy. Birneshe jýzdegen auyldar otqa oranyp, kýli ghana qalypty. Sol shabylghan auyldyng birinen atam bir qyzdy atyna óngerip alyp kelgen kórinedi. Osy qyzdan mening әkem tudy, men әkemning jalghyzymyn. Meni sol qazaq әieli — әjem ghoy ósirgen. Aldyna salyp, óz tilinde óleng aityp, ara-arasynda kemsendep jylap otyrushy edi. Men jylama dep kóz jasyn sýrtetinmin. Ol kezde eshtene týsinbeytinmin, — dep, shal kózine jas alyp, tereng kýrsindi. — Óstip, qanshama auyldardy órtep jәne adamdardy qyrugha bola ma eken? Eng qúrymaghanda, qazirgi qazaq jerine qaray aidap, kóshirip jiberse bir sәri ghoy. Bala, men aitqan osy oqighany úmytpa, — dedi shal iyghymnan qysyp. — Osy oqighany tyndaghan, estigen sen jalghyz ghana adamsyn. Qúdayym seni saqtasyn! Elinning birazy qalay qyrylghanyn halqyng bilsin! Búl tariyhqa kirgizilmegen, kezinde aitugha qatang tyiym salynghan oqighalar. Men Úly Otan soghysy kezinde bir qazaq jigitine aitpaq bolghanmyn. Ólen-taqpaqtar jazyp jýretin. Keyinnen bólimshesimen basqa polkke auysyp ketti de, kóz jazyp qaldym. Odan keyin qalam-qaghaz ústaytyn qazaqtardy kezdestirmedim. Tirshiligi basqa qazaqtardy kórip jýrmin ghoy. Biraq olar eshtene úqpaytyn qazaqtar. Ári kóringenge aitugha jýreksindim. Jasym úlghayghan adammyn, qansha jýrerimdi kim bilsin?! Ájemning kóz jasyn aqtap keteyin eng bolmaghanda. Sen múny Nikolaygha da aitpa, ol bilmeydi. Qazir sender tәuelsiz elsinder ghoy.
Ivan Illarionovich maghan ótinishpen qarap:
— Qalayda jaz! — dedi.
Erteninde shayymyzdy iship, kempir-shalmen qoshtasyp, jolgha shyqtym. Troiskige deyin jayau tartyp keteyin dedim. Kóp alys emes. Kele jatyp sheksiz-shetsiz taygagha qaradym. Birneshe jýzdegen shaqyrymdy alyp jatqan nu orman ýnsiz tenselip túrghanday. Qyrghyn tauyp, otqa oranyp jatqan auyldar, yshqynghan adamdar, shynghyrghan balalardyng shyryldaghan dauysy qúlaghyma estilgendey boldy. Kózime jas tyghylyp, óksip-óksip jylaghanym esimde.
Jalghyz kele jatyp: «Men qalayda jazamyn!» — dep aighaylaghanym әli oiymda…
Týsten keyin tapsyrylghan júmysymdy bitirip, poyyzgha otyryp, Qazaqstangha qaytyp kettim.
Ivan Illarionovichting tapsyrmasyn orynday almay jýrippin. Talay jyldar ótip ketipti-au.

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