Georgiy lentasy jәne qazaqtyng jaltaqtyghy
Shyghysta qúlaq qúryshyn qandyryp qana qoymay, estigen jannyng jýregin terbetip, keudesinde nәzik te tәtti bir әuen qaldyratyn anyzdar kóp. Esti adamdar sol anyzdardyng eshqashan ayaqtalmauyn tileydi kóbine. Ásirese, qiyaly jýirik qazaq halqy әdemi anyz tughyzugha jany qúmar! Úly halyq qana úly anyzdar tughyza alatyny da ras.
Óitkeni, qazir qazaq qoghamy sol qasiyetti tәuelsizdikti shyn mәninde qasterley almaghandyqtan azattyqtyng asyl múrattaryn ayaqqa taptaghanday kýn keshude. Osynau ashy oy jýrekke totiyayyn tamshysynday bolyp tamshylaydy. Ókinishke qaray, múny amalsyz kýiinishpen aitatyn, erin bauyryna alyp tulaytyn bәzbireulerding túlan tútqan qarsylyghyna qaramastan “uly siyamen” jazatyn qily zaman andatpay kelip ýlgergen synayly. Býgingi tanda Qazaqstan memleketinin, qazaq halqynyng qasterli tәuelsizdigi arnasynan asa buyrqanghan asau ózen betindegi qaltqyday qaltyldap, birte-birte bolashaghy beymaghúlym bop barady. Ýmit pen senim irkitke salghan teridey jiydigen shaq.

Georgiy lentasy jәne qazaqtyng jaltaqtyghy
Shyghysta qúlaq qúryshyn qandyryp qana qoymay, estigen jannyng jýregin terbetip, keudesinde nәzik te tәtti bir әuen qaldyratyn anyzdar kóp. Esti adamdar sol anyzdardyng eshqashan ayaqtalmauyn tileydi kóbine. Ásirese, qiyaly jýirik qazaq halqy әdemi anyz tughyzugha jany qúmar! Úly halyq qana úly anyzdar tughyza alatyny da ras.
Óitkeni, qazir qazaq qoghamy sol qasiyetti tәuelsizdikti shyn mәninde qasterley almaghandyqtan azattyqtyng asyl múrattaryn ayaqqa taptaghanday kýn keshude. Osynau ashy oy jýrekke totiyayyn tamshysynday bolyp tamshylaydy. Ókinishke qaray, múny amalsyz kýiinishpen aitatyn, erin bauyryna alyp tulaytyn bәzbireulerding túlan tútqan qarsylyghyna qaramastan “uly siyamen” jazatyn qily zaman andatpay kelip ýlgergen synayly. Býgingi tanda Qazaqstan memleketinin, qazaq halqynyng qasterli tәuelsizdigi arnasynan asa buyrqanghan asau ózen betindegi qaltqyday qaltyldap, birte-birte bolashaghy beymaghúlym bop barady. Ýmit pen senim irkitke salghan teridey jiydigen shaq.
HIH ghasyrda ómir sýrgen orystyng úly oishyly Petr Yakovlevich Chaadaevtyng (1794-1856): “...Men óz Otanymdy auzymdy tigip, tizemdi iyip, kózimdi júmyp jaqsy kóruge moyynsúnghan emespin. Mening oiymda, Otangha meylinshe paydaly boludyng әri tóte, әri jalghyz joly – ony qapysyz tanu. Mening oiymda, kózjúmbay qúshtarlyqtyng zamany әldeqashan ótken. Bardy joq deme, әsirese, joqty bar deme. Mening oiymda, biz aldynghy tolqyndardan keyin olardan qargha qadym bolsa da ilgerileu ýshin kelgenbiz. Olardyng keudesoqty kórsoqyrlyghyn qaytalamau ýshin kelgenbiz. El tarihyna adamzat oiynyng úshar biyiginen qaramayynsha týk te shyqpaydy”, – degen tebireniske toly úlaghatyn ýlgi túta almaghandyghymyz asa qaterli bolyp shyqty. Biz “aldynghy tolqyndardan qargha qadym bolsa da ilgerileu ýshin kelgen” bolsaq ta, 90-jyldardyng basynda tәuelsizdikke qol jetkizgen kezden qargha qadym úzamaq týgili, kerisinshe, tipten tәuelsizdik prinsipterine adal qalpymyzdy búzbay saqtaugha da kýsh-qúdiretimiz jetpey qaldy, ókinishke qaray. Kemeldenbek týgili keri kettik.
Biyik sana, asqaq ruhtyng dýr silkinisi, últtyq namystyng oyanuy uaqyt óte kele jazylyp ketetin kesel emes ekeni beseneden belgili bolghanmen, amal neshik, boykýiez,meylinshe jaltaq qazaq qoghamynda qasiyetti Tәuelsizdik torgha qamalghan beyshara qústyng keypin kiyip otyr. Tәuelsizdikting alghash tәi-tәy basqan jyldarynda jerden bauyryn kóteruge talpynyp, sәl-pәl biyiktegen últtyq ruh, últtyq namys arada ótken azdaghan jyldarda “betegeden biyik, jusannan alasa” bәzbayaghy qalpyna qayta kóshkendey. Úzaq jyldardan beri resmy biylik ústanghan jadaghay sayasat, “eki shoqyp, bir qarau” daghdysy, ontayly kezdeysoqtyqtargha oray әreket etuge iyek artqan jaltaq ústanymdary osynday kýrdeli әri qaterli jaghdaygha túmsyq tiretken synayly. Búghan jeke túlgha, últ ókili retinde kóptegen qazaq azamattarynyng asa kerenaulyghy, Otan taghdyryna basy auyrmaytyn boykýiezdigin qosu kerek. Ásili, jeke adam, tipti, tútas aimaqtardyng taghdyrynda, kýndelikti qam-qareketinde tosyn jayttar, kezdeysoqtyq jii oryn aluy yqtimal bolghanymen, memlekettin, әsirese, últtyng tarihy men keleshegin kezdeysoqtyqtar aiqyndaugha tiyis emes. Memleket mýddesi, qazaq últynyng mýddeleri búdan bylay da tek qana kezdeysoqtyqtargha negizdele beretin bolsa, odan asqan tar oilylyq mysalyn tarihtan izdep tabu qiyn shyghar. Amal qansha, jalpy kórshilerimizdin, әsirese alyp Reseyding ala kóz, kók sýngisinen ýreyimiz úshatyny sonshalyqty, keyingi uaqytta Qazaq mýddesin kezdeysoq jayttargha oray sóz etuge mashyqtanyp aldyq.
Búny eng әueli aqparattyq kenistigimizdegi әlsizdigimiz, sauysqan saqtyghymyz ben jaltaqtyghymyzdyng nәtiyjesinde oryn alyp otyrghan soraqylyqtardan aiqyn angharugha bolady. Sondyqtan da elimizde kommunistik kezendi dәripteu, qyzyl imperiyany ansau, úly orysshyldyq iydeologiyasy men “Resey әlemdegi eng myqty, quatty memleket bolghan, bolyp qala beredi, al әrbir orys – qaharman” degen qúldyq psihologiyany sanagha siniru ýzdiksiz órship keledi kýnnen kýnge. Onyng óreskel mysaldaryna qadam basqan sayyn jii úshyrasudamyz.
Mamyr aiynda Jenisting 64 jyldyghyn aptalap toylauymyz, әsirese, elimizdegi ýsh-tórt bedeldi telearnalardyng Mәskeudegi Qyzyl alanda ótken orys qaruy men soghys kýshterin agressivti týrde nasihattaytyn saltanatty әskery sheruden tórt-bes saghat boyy ýzbey tikeley habar jýrgizui osynyng bir dәleli.
Telearnalardyng barshasy derlik soghys taqyrybyna arnalghan filimderdi aptalap kórsetumen boldy. Tәuligine ýsh-tórt filim! Barlyghy derlik orys iydeyasyn – Úly Otan soghysyndaghy jenis orystargha ghana tiyesili jenis deytin úghymdy ashyq ta, astyrtyn da nasihattaytyn filimder. Turasyn aitalyqshy, Reseyding kinolarynda erekshe erlik kórsetken ózge últ ókilderining jaghymdy beynesi somdalghanyn kórgen jan bar ma? Qazaqtyng er úly, jalpy batyr aziat bar ma? Onday keyipkerler kóbine jeksúryn etip somdalatyny ótirik pe? Tipti, songhy kezde maqtalyp jýrgen “Apostol” telehikayasynda jau qolynda da óz Otanyn sheksiz sýietin orys – komandiyr, al әlgi komandir dayyndyqtan ótkizip jýrgen ýsh diyversanttyng birining familiyasy – Mamedov, ekinshisi latysh, әlde litvan, әiteuir Baltyq tenizi jaghalauy halyqtarynyng ókili. Álgi bayghús Mamedov múnda da berilgen búiryqty oryndaugha qauqarsyz beyshara, týk týsinbeytin miyghúla etip beynelenedi. Qarshaday balalardy (kәmeletke tolmaghan qylmyskerler, jetimder ýiinde tәrbiyelengender) ajal auzyna aidaghan “Svolochiy”, orystyng jana sipattaghy batyrlary – shekara týbindegi shepten qashyp, jol-jónekey nemisterdi jappay qyratyn keyipkerler somdalghan “IIni 41-go” sekildi filimder Kremliding jana zamandaghy iydeologiyasyn kókke kótergen tuyndylar. Osy filimdi jasaushylar jergilikti qariyany da (polyak pa, batysukraindyq bolar, bәlkim) jekkórinishti etip somdaugha úmtylghan. Álgi shaldyng bar kinәsi – óz Otanyn otarlaghan, dýniye-mýlkin talan-tarajgha salghan qyzyl әskerlerdi (orystar, kommunister) jek kóretindigi ghana. Sonday-aq nemisterdi mazaqtaugha toly, jartylay jalanash-jalpy bezek qaqtyryp jýgirtetin “Krepkiy oreshek” kinokomediyasy da filimdi jasaushylardyng oy óresining tómendegine jiyrenish tughyzbasa, eshkimdi tamsandyra qoymasy kәmil. Osyndayda P.Ya.Chaadaevtyn: “...Mening oiymda, orystyng sanasy keskinsiz, rensiz, tómenshek oi. Europaniki – anau, bizdiki – mynau. Biri – pil, biri – qanden”, – dep taghy bir aitqan sózi oigha oralady eriksiz.
IYә, milliondaghan adam qany tógilgen soghys – qasiyetti soghys. Áytse de jeke adamnyng nemese biylik basyndaghy az ghana toptyn, bir memleketting ghana mýddeleri ýshin qasiyetti nәrsening qúny týsirilmeuge tiyis. Úly Jenis barsha adamzattyng jenisi deytin bolsaq, onyng nәtiyjelerin Kremli men orys halqy ghana iyemdene almaydy. Búl – shyndyqty ayaqqa taptau әri naghyz әdiletsizdik.
Resey, orys qoghamy 1941-45 jyldardaghy soghysty, jenisti algha salyp, óz memleketining san qily mýddelerin astyrtyn jýrgizuge әkkilengeni sonshalyq, 9-mamyr qarsanynda, odan keyin de qarapayym adamdar tәuelsiz Qazaqstanda emes, bayaghysha orys imperiyasynyng búghauynda kýn keship jatqanday qorqynysh seziminen aryla alghan joq. Ásirese, sol 9-mamyr kýni elimizdegi barsha telearna jurnalisteri men studiya qonaqtary efirge keudelerine Georgiy lentasyn taghyp shyghuy qasiyetti Tәuelsizdikten sanaly týrde bas tartu retinde baghalanugha tiyis. Eger olar Tәuelsizdik belgisi – memleketimizding kók tuynyng bólshegin jýrek túsyna taghyp shyqqanda jenisting qúny tómendep qalar ma edi?!
Georgiy lentasy degenimiz ne? Georgiy Pobedonoses degenimiz kim? Orys ikondarynda úzyn nayzamen at ýstinen aidahardy óltirip jatqan qalpynda beynelenetin Georgiy Pobedonoses anyzdyq túlgha, pravoslav dininin, Resey imperiyasynyng jelep-jebeushisi. Patshalyq Resey zamanynda Georgiy kresimen soldattar men tómengi shendi ofiyserler – qazaq dalasyn qaru kýshimen jaulaghan otarshyldar, qatygezdigimen aty jayylghan orys-kazaktary, Kenesary hannyng basyn shapqan jendetter men 1916 jylghy últ-azattyq kóterilisi kezinde qazaq auyldaryn ayausyz shauyp, beybit halyqty qan-josa etip qyrghandar kóptep nagradtalghany tarihtan ayan. Eng qayghylysy sol, otarshyldargha osynshalyq qúrmet tanytyp otyrghan әlemdegi birden-bir memleket – Qazaqstan, tek qazaqtar ghana. Býitkenshe, әlgindeyler qúldyq sananyn, naghyz qúldyqtyng shynayy belgisi – shynjyr búghaudy, aghash ajyrghyny moynyna kiygeni iygi edi. Tym bolmaghanda kólgirsu men kezekti ótirikke jol berilmes edi múndayda.Ekinshi Dýniyejýzilik soghysta aghylshyndar da ayanbay shayqasty. Tipti, olar fashistik Germaniyamen 1939 jyldyng qyrkýieginen bastap soghysqan bolatyn. Olardyng tuy qúrmetke әldeqayda layyq. Endeshe ony keudemizge nege taqpasqa?! Ásili, qay kezende de oryn alghan tarihy oqighalardy tәuelsizdik prizmasynan baghalap ýirenbegenimiz ergejeyli óremizding birden bir belgisindey. Úly Otan soghysyndaghy jenis te qazaq halqynyng qaharmandyghyn әlemge pash etken, jәy ghana búratana halyq emes, shynayy tәuelsizdikke naghyz layyq últ ekenin dәleldegen úly oqighalardyng biri bolatyn. Árbir tórtinshi-besinshi qazaq azamaty maydan dalalarynda erlikpen qaza tapty. Barshasy derlik 18 ben 40 jas aralyghyndaghy naghyz qylshyldaghan shaghyndaghy er azamattar. Qazaq últy ózining genofondynan bir sәtte týgeldey aiyrylyp qala jazdady. Jәne soghysta osynsha qúrbandyqqa úshyraghan halyqtar birli-jarym ghana. Osyny orys tarihshylary, Mәskeu moyyndap otyr ma? Joq! Bizdi әli de ekinshi sortty sanaydy. Sondyqtan da osy rette bir shyndyqty basa aituymyz kerek, әlemde orystardy, reseylikterdi únatpaytyndar qaraqúrym, jalpy orys bolghandyghy ýshin emes, Reseyding ghasyrlar boyy jýrgizip kele jatqan dókir sayasaty, Kremli biyligin ústap otyrghandardyng qazirgi óktemdigi, ekijýzdiligi men ózge barsha halyqtardy bitispes dúshpan, ata jau sanaytyn óresizdik, tar oilylyghy ýshin únatpaydy. Orys halqynyng ózi aitatynday: “Álimjettikpen әibat bola almaysyn!”, (“Nasilino mil ne budeshi!”).
Byltyr tamyz aiynda Soltýstik Kavkaz aimaghyndaghy soghysty qazaqstandyq jurnalister “Ontýstik Osetiya janjaly” dep kýlbiltelegenmen әlem júrtshylyghy Reseyding osy agressiyasyn qatty aiyptaghany mәlim. Reseyding baqayshyghyna deyin qarulanghan kýshi basym әskerleri, 58-armiyanyng shynjyr tabandy tankilerining quatty toby tәuelsiz, egemendi Gruziyanyng territoriyalyq tútastyghyn tabangha taptap, eldi bólshektegende әlemdik bedeldi basylymdardyng barshasy derlik “Kremlevskie piraty” (“The Wall Street”), “Zapad bolishe ne mojet bezuchastno nabludati za beschinstvamy bandita – Rossii” (“The Guardian”), “Gruziya : Rossiya naprashivaetsya” (“The Financial Times”) dep jazugha mәjbýr boldy. Tipten, әr sózin ekshep aitatyn AQSh preziydenti, sabyrly da asa mәdeniyetti Barak Obamanyng ózi: “Resey tym óshpendi, әlemge qauip tóndirip, aimaqtaghy túraqtylyqqa kesirin tiygizude. Reseyge qatysty bizding barlyq sayasatymyzdy qayta qarauymyz kerek” deuge mәjbýr boldy. Mine, osy soghys bastalmas búryn Mәskeu Ontýstik Osetiya men Abhaziyada azamattargha Resey tólqújattaryn astyrtyn jappay ýlestirip, Reseyding memlekettik nagradalaryn ondy-soldy taratqan-dy. Tipti, tәuelsiz elding territoriyasynda osynday ekijýzdi sayasat jýrgizilip jatqandyghyna alandaghan Gruziya preziydenti Mihail Saakashvily birneshe ret arnayy mәlimdeme jasap, Kremlidi qatty aiyptaghany da belgili. Alayda, búl Reseyding óktem әri jymysqy sayasatyna toqtau bola alghan joq. Keyinirek Kremli Ontýstik Osetiya halqynyng 90 payyzy Resey azamattary, olardy qorghaugha tiyispiz degen ekijýzdi jeleudi algha tartty.

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Bir ghajaby, songhy jyldary Qazaqstanda da shet elderdin, eng әueli Reseyding nagradalaryna qúmartushylardyng qatary kóbeye týsude. Elimizdegi Reseyding elshiligi jylma-jyl ondaghan qazaqstandyqtardyng keudelerine týrli orden-medalidi taghudy әdetke ainaldyryp kele jatqany angharylady. Olardyng arasynda óner adamdary, qogham, memleket qayratkerleri, ekonomikanyng týrli salalaryndaghy aituly mamandar da bar. Kremliding marapatyna ie bolghandar osy nagradalaryn maqtan ete bastady. Tәuelsiz elding azamattaryn ózge memleketter nege nagradtaydy? Sol memleketting soyylyn soghyp, Qazaqstanda solardyng mýddelerin qorghaytyndyghy ýshin be? Onda Qazaqstan mýddesin kim qorghaydy?! Tayauda Resey preziydenti Dmitriy Medvedev qazaqstandyq belgili akter, M.Lermontov atyndaghy orys drama teatrynyng әrtisi Vladimir Tolokonnikovty “Dostyq” ordenimen marapattady. Jarlyqta: “Qazaqstanda orys óneri men orys tilin taratyp әri nasihattap jýrgeni ýshin” dep ashyq aitylghan. Aldaghy uaqytta tәuelsiz Qazaqstannyng qanshama azamatyn dәp osynday sebeppen nagradtamaqshy? Áriyne, ýstirt qaraghanda múnda túrghan eshqanday jymysqy sayasat, sókettik joq siyaqty. Al shyntuaytynda búl úly orysshyl shovinizm men separatizmning qoltyghyna su býrku, orys tilin nasihattau arqyly Reseyding memlekettik mýddelerine basymdyq beruding shynayy kórinisi. Ózgelerge kórnekilik sabaq, qayda jýrseng de qasyq qanyng qalghansha orys tilin qorgha dep menzeu, yntalandyru. Qazaq qoghamy ýnemi jeleu etetin “halyqtar dostyghyn nyghaytu” degendi de D.Medvedev bilmeydi emes, tek kópe-kórneu kózge ilmey otyr. Internet arqyly Maksim Kramarenko sekildi sayaz oilylardyng elimizdegi belgili jurnalist Serik Maleevke “artymda pravoslav dini”, “úly da kýshti”, “materiktik” orys órkeniyeti, arysy Resey bar”, – dep qoqan-loqqy jasauy da (“Jas qazaq” gazeti, №16, 24 sәuir, 2009 j. Órken Kenjebekovting “Rotofobiya” atty maqalasy) sol jymysqy sayasattyng uly jemisi. Osydan biraz búryn telearnalarymyzdyng birinde ótken ótkir pikirtalas ýstinde jas qazaq radiojurnaliysi “31-radio” arnasynda júmys istep jýrgeninde sondaghy orys әielinin: “Sen múnda 50-de 50 baghdarlamasyna ghana bola jýrsin, әitpese sening de, qazaq tilining de qajeti joq”, – degen auyr sózderdi aitqanyn býkil Qazaqstangha jany jýdep jayyp saldy.
Sodan keyin eshkim selt etti me? Álgi әiel qyzmetten bosatylghanyn estidik pe? Joq! Qazaq tilin, qazaqtardy jәn-tәnimen jek kóretin әlgindey shovinist qyzmetkerler búqaralyq aqparat qúraldarynda – memlekettin, últtyng mýddelerine qorghan bolugha tiyisti salalarda qalaysha әli kýnge qyzmet atqaruda?! Kóshedegi qarapayym adam emes, birge qyzmet isteytin әriptesine osynday pikir bildirgen jan búdan bylay Qazaqstannyng mýddesin qorghaydy dep sene alamyz ba? Sondyqtan da telearnalardyng kópshiligi derlik tól shygharmalar kórsetuden góri, Resey filimderi men telehabarlaryn tәrjimalap úsynudy jón sanaydy. Baghdarlamalarda (“kaz.”) dep kórsetilgenmen, onyng qazaqshasyn tómendegi jýgirip jatqan tiytimdey titrlerden ghana oqy alasyn. Al oghan kim shúqshiyp otyrady?! Ótken senbi kýni “Pervyy kanal Evrazii” telearnasy әlemdik kino retinde “Poliyseyskiy po naymu” filimin úsyndy. Telebaghdarlamada әdetinshe “kaz.” dep kórsetilgen әlgi kinonyng qazaqsha dybystaluy súmdyq soraqy bolyp shyqqan. Audarghan artisterding dybystary kórsetilgen kadrlerden keshigip, mýldem aua jayylyp estilgen.
Mәselen, qylmysker kóshedegi әieldi tu syrtynan ýshkir temir súghyp óltiretin sәtte ekranda auzy ashylghan әieldin, shoshynghan júrttyng beyneleri ýnsiz kórinedi de, dybystaluy birneshe minuttan keyin-rahattanyp otyrghan búrynghy poliyseydi vannagha shomyldyryp jatqan әielding kýlip otyrghan kezinde: “Qútqaryndar! Oibay, óltirdi!” degen sipatta kórermenge estiledi. Audarmalardyng sapasy aityla-aytyla jauyr bolghan әngime, al sol orasholaq audarmany da tehnikalyq túrghydan mýldem siyqsyz etip shygharu qazaq tilin sýikimsiz etuge baghyttalghan arandatu әreketteri sekildi.
IYә, songhy jyldary onsyz da shydamdylyq pen kónbistikting poligonyna ainalghan Qazaqstanda últtyq namysymyzdy osylaysha taptau kýn sanap órship, túraqty ýderiske ainalyp ketkeni ótirik emes. Qazaq BAQ-taryndaghy tiytimdey qatelik, eleusiz kemshilikterdi qatang qadaghalap, qit etse jaza qoldanugha qúshtarlyq tanytatyn sheneunikter orystildi aqparat qúraldarynda alashtyng namysyn ayaqqa taptaudy, qasaqana jiberiletin soraqylyqtardy angharmaghansityndaryn jii bayqaugha bolady. Búl – últtyq namysty kópe-kórneu taptaugha jol beru, tipti, keybireuler ýshin erekshe sәnge ainalghanday. Turasyn aitsaq, biz, qazaqtar, qorqynyshqa jýktimiz. Orys imperiyasynan, kenestik totalitarlyq jýieden ýzilmey jetken qorqynysh. 1916 jylghy qyrghyn men Úly ashtyqtan, 1937-38 jyldardaghy qaratýnek zobalang men ýreyden, ýnemi jýregi shaylyqqan adamdardyng qoyday momyndyghy әri beysharalyghy. Osydan birer jyl búryn belgili aqyn aghamyz Nesipbek Aytov jәne ózge de últ janashyrlary memlekettik tildi qorghau maqsatynda Astanada kóshe sheruin úiymdastyrghany bar. Ortanqol orys әnshilerining konsertine myndap jinalatyn qazaqtardyng jiyrma-otyzy ghana әlgi sheruge qatysty. Reseydegi orys әielining fransuz kýieuimen bala ýshin sottasyp jatqanyn qazir kýndiz-týni habarlap jatqan Qazaqstan aqparat qúraldarynyng kópshiligi osynau manyzdy sharagha tipten nazar audarghan da joq. Ol ol ma, 31-mamyr Qazaqstanda Sayasy qughyn-sýrgin qúrbandaryn eske alu kýni ekeni barshagha belgili. Al sol últtyq Aza kýnin “El arna”, “Habar” men “Qazaqstan” telearnalary ghana qaperge aldy. Ózge barlyq arna basshylyghy býlk etken joq.
“Sherdi sher qozghaydy” demekshi, әlgindey beybit sherulerdi kóptep úiymdastyru ornyna, songhy kezderi memlekettik tilding taghdyry sayasy úpay jinaudyng tәsili emes,populistik qúralgha ainalmasyn deytin “kósemder” elimizde jauynnan songhy sanyrauqúlaqtay qaptap barady. Múnday óli sózdi lauazymdy memlekettik qyzmetkerler de, tipten týrli qozghalystardyng belsendileri de oilanbay aita saludy әdetke ainaldyrghan. Au, әrbir naghyz qazaq ýshin tughan tilining taghdyry, onyng kelesheginen artqan sayasat, odan asqan ómirlik mýdde bar ma?! Bar bolsa – ol qanday mýdde!? Býgin tilimizden airylsaq, erten-aq dilimiz, dinimiz, san ghasyrlyq tarihymyz ben qaytalanbaytyn mәdeniyetimizden birjola aiyrylatynymyzdy biluge kóp aqyldyng keregi joq qoy. Ana tilin bilmeytin pende, júmyr basty adam bolyp qaluy yqtimal, biraq qazaq bolyp qala almaydy ghoy.
Jaltaq, tabansyz, qoyanjýrek eresekter keyingi jastardyng jýregindegi últjandylyq alauyn, tughan halqyna, tiline degen sýiispenshiligin óshirip, etekten tartpaq bolary qayghyly jayt.
Keyingi jastar da әr qadamyn andap bassa, suyrylyp algha shyqpasa, bayaghysha “betegeden biyik, jusannan alasa” bolsa dep tileytinder, solay tәrbiyeleuge qúshtarlar kóp.
Biraq, jastardyng óz joly, óz ýni bar...
Osydan birer apta búryn Almaty qalasynyng әkimi Ahmetjan Esimov myrza Studentter sarayynda Qazaq Últtyq uniyversiytetining ústazdar jәne studentter qauymymen kezdesu ótkizgen bolatyn. Ádettegidey bayandama resmy tilde oqylyp, týrli fakulitetterding atynan әkimge qúttyqtau aitushylar da orys tilinde josyltqan. Jinalghan jastardyng arasynda: “Apyr-ay, biz últtyq uniyversiytetpiz be, әlde Reseyding provinsiyalyq oqu ornymyz ba?” degen narazy kýbir-sybyr úlghaya týsti. Tek kezdesu ayaqtalar tústa mikrofongha qoly jetken qarshaday qazaq qyzy (ekonomika fakulitetining 1-kurs studenti eken): “Osynda otyrghandardyng 90 payyzy, tipten 100 payyzy qazaqsha jaqsy týsinedi. Mening qoyayyn degen súraghym bayandama nege oryssha jasaldy degen súraq emes, mening qoyayyn degenim, bayandama nege qazaqsha jasalmady?” dep saldy. Jinalghan barsha studentter asqan rizalyqpen duyldata qol soqqan sәt sol saraydaghy eng úly, qasiyetti sәt edi. Ile-shala keybir jastar әlgi qyzgha qarata: “Átten-ay, oqudan shygharylatyn boldyn-au, qarakóz qaryndas!” desip ayanyshpen bas shayqasty. Mine, belgilengen shekara-shenberden shyghyp ketse taghdyry ayausyz talqygha týsetinin auzynan ana sýti keppegen keybireuler de jaqsy úghynyp alghan. Biraq әlgi qarshaday qyzdyng órligi men namysqoylyghy qaytalanbas qaharmandyqpen para-par jәne úly aqyn Maghjan Júmabaev: “Men keyingi jastargha senemin!” degen asqaq sózderdi osyndaydan aitqany dausyz. Al student qyzdyng bolashaq taghdyry saray prezidiumynda otyrghan marqasqalardyng aryna syn. Biyligi bardyng sózin ghana sóileytin keybir oqytushylardyng úyatyna bezben!
Futboldy tamashalaugha keyde stadiongha jinalatyn qazaq jastarynyn:
“U kazahov net “nazad”,
U kazahov esti “vpered”!
Ey, detvora, slushayte
Eto poet velikiy narod!” – dep kýrkirey qosylyp aitatyn qazirgi әnderinen-aq el namysyn biyik qoya biletin alash úrpaghy qalyptasyp jatqanyna quanugha tiyispiz.
“Qorqaqtan momyn jaman” degen úly Abay. Tabighat tumysynan qorqaq etip jaratqan jannyng kinәlerin kenpeyildikpen keshiruge bolady, al momyndyqty qoy auzynan shóp almaytyn ynjyqtyq pen maubastyqqa úlastyrugha әdettengen mosqal kisilerding jana úrpaq – jas qazaqtardy da tayghanaq etip tәrbiyeleuge úmtylatyndyghyn aqtaugha bolmaydy. Ásili, sondyqtan da әli kýnge Reseyding iyleuinen shygha almay jýrmiz, qoltyghynan pana izdeuge qúshtarmyz. Eldik tuymyzdy “Euraziya iydeyasymen” auystyrugha әuestigimizding shekten asqany sonshalyq, týr-týsimiz, ómir saltymyz, din men dilimiz, tipti, qamyt ayaqtau keypimiz shynayy aziat ekendigimizdi badyrayta әigilep túrsa da, ekijýzdilikpen ózimizdi әldebir euraziyalyq nәsilge jatqyzbaq bop qara terge týsudemiz. Áygili Loh-Ness qúbyjyghy sekildi ne bar ekendigi, ne joq ekendigi júmbaq әlgi euraziyalyq nәsil qay auru qiyaldan tughanyn týsinu qiyn.
Europagha qaray úmtylystyng da ýdesinen shyghar týrimiz joq, óitkeni, mamyr aiynda NATO-nyng Gruziyada ótkizgen әskery jattyghularyna qatysudan Qazaqstan kópe-kórneu bas tartqany elimizdi Europagha sýikimdi ete qoydy dey almaymyz.
Al býkil NATO elderi men oghan mýshelikke úmtylyp otyrghan jana tәuelsiz memleketterding barshasy óz elderining últtyq qauipsizdigi atalmysh aliyanstyng qyzmetine tikeley baylanysty ekenine әbden kóz jetkizip bolghan.
Soltýstik Kavkazdaghy soghystan keyin ótkizilgen osynau әskery jattyghulargha Batys elderi airyqsha manyz bergendigi belgili jәne oghan Reseyding týbegeyli qarsy bolghany da mәlim. Atalmysh shtabtyq jattyghulardan Qazaqstannyng bas tartuyna Kremliding yqpal etkenine әlemdik sarapshylar men halyqaralyq zerteushilerding esh kýmәni joq.
Ol az degendey, Europa memleketterining ókilderi Praga qalasynda bas qosyp, asa manyzdy “Nabukko” gaz qúbyrynyng qúrylysy tayau arada bastalatyny turaly Deklarasiyagha qol qoyghanda Qazaqstan taghy da qalys qaldy. Resey territoriyasyn ainalyp ótetin әri basqa jobalardan neghúrlym arzan týsetin jәne meylinshe qauipsiz “Nabukko” jobasyna óktem Reseyding әu bastan ósh, týbegeyli qarsy ekeni de belgili. Barsha Batys elderi tiyimdiligin moyyndap otyrghan strategiyalyq gaz qúbyrynan Qazaqstannyng bas tartuy kezdeysoqtyq emestigin Europa angharmaytynday essiz emes shyghar?! Gaz mәselesi tym teren, qúityrqysy kóp әngime. Keler kýnge qaldyrayyq ony da.
Qara sózge des bermegen qazaq osydan san ghasyrlar búryn-aq: “Orystan dosyng bolsa, qoynynda baltang jýrsin”, – dep ghaqliya etkenin Europa elderi endi-endi moyynday bastaghan ispetti. Sondyqtan da óz qauipsizdikteri ýshin alandaydy, postkenestik elderge býiregi búrady. Al Qazaqstan... jeme-jemge kelgende ýnemi Kremlige qarap jaltaqtaydy. Osylaysha zymyran uaqyt jýitkip barady. Jiyrma eki jasynda qan maydanda erlikpen qaza tapqan qaharman úldarymyzdyng biri Baubek Búlqyshev sonau 1942 jyly “Ómir men ólim turaly” tolghanyp: “Adam tuady, adam óledi. Múnda túrghan qayghy ne? Búl – jaratylys zany. Bizding shyghys elderi: “Adam – dýniyege kelgen qonaq, biraz qonaqtadyn, attanuyng kerek”, – desedi.
Biraq adam dýniyege tek qana kelip, әsheyin ghana attana bermeydi: ol artynda oy qaldyrady, oidan múra qaldyrady. Ol ómirge adam bolyp kelip, adam kýiinde qaytady”, – dep tebirengen eken. Qazirgi úrpaqtyng qolyna Tәuelsizdikting kók bayraghyn búiyrtypty, kemenger Jaratushy! Sol asqaq Tәuelsizdik turaly býgingi shyndyq keler úrpaqtar ýshin әldebir anyzdyq múragha ainalmasa iygi. Ádemi anyzdar ayaqtalmasa iygi.

Janabek ShAGhATAY, «Týrkistan» gazeti, 04.06.2009