Qazaqqa tәuel onasha, yaky basqalarmen birge ortaq mәselelerding keneske búryn týskenderi de bar, býgin týsip jatqandary da bar hәm týseyin dep týrghandary da bar. Qazaqqa qarasan, sol mәseleler qazaqqa tәuel ya ortaq mәseleler siyaqty emes, yaky qazaq turaly bolghanmen, ne bolyp, nemen bitkeni talghausyz. Yaghny jaqsy bolsa, jaqsy boldy dep quanbaytyn, jaman bolsa, jaman boldy dep kýizelmeytin beyne bir bolmashy ghana mәseleler siyaqty.

Senderding keneseyin dep otyrghandaryng men turaly is pe? Mening isim bolsa, mening jayymdy ózimnen artyq eshqaysyng bilmeysin! Maghan keregi mynau dep, jany bar, esi dúrys adam aitpas pa? Onday tirlik bizding qazaqta kýni býginge deyin kórinbey túr.

Qazaqqa tәuel onasha, yaky basqalarmen birge ortaq mәselelerding keneske búryn týskenderi de bar, býgin týsip jatqandary da bar hәm týseyin dep týrghandary da bar. Qazaqqa qarasan, sol mәseleler qazaqqa tәuel ya ortaq mәseleler siyaqty emes, yaky qazaq turaly bolghanmen, ne bolyp, nemen bitkeni talghausyz. Yaghny jaqsy bolsa, jaqsy boldy dep quanbaytyn, jaman bolsa, jaman boldy dep kýizelmeytin beyne bir bolmashy ghana mәseleler siyaqty.

Senderding keneseyin dep otyrghandaryng men turaly is pe? Mening isim bolsa, mening jayymdy ózimnen artyq eshqaysyng bilmeysin! Maghan keregi mynau dep, jany bar, esi dúrys adam aitpas pa? Onday tirlik bizding qazaqta kýni býginge deyin kórinbey túr.

Búryn qazaqqa tәuel ya ortaq mәseleler qozghalghan kezde, qazaq ýni shyqpaghanda oilaushy edik: qazaqta gazeta joq, ne istelip, ne bolyp jatqanyn qaydan bilsin? Bilip túrsa, qazaq ta basqalarmen qatar jandyghyn, júrttyghyn bildirer edi ghoy deushi edik. Mәselen, 1910-shy jyly bastauysh mektepter turaly Dumada kenes bolghanda: mektepterde oqu orys tilimen oqylsyn, jasynan balalar orys tiline ýirenip, Rossiyagha qaraghan basqa tildi júrttar óz tilderin úmytyp, orys tiline auyp, oryspen birigip, sinisuine jaqsy degen. Sonda, joq, olay emes, әr halyq bastauysh mektepte ózining ana tilimen oqytu tiyis dep, orystan tili basqa júrttar, onyng ishinde bizding noghay bauyrlarymyz, tús-túsynan te-legramdy jaudyryp jatqanda, qazaq dybysy estilmegen.

Qazaqtar nege auzyna su alghanday ýndemey otyr degenderge: qazaqta gazeta joq. Dumada ne mәsele qaralyp jatqanyn qazaq bilmey jatyr deushi edi. Olay dep qazaqty әnsheyin aqtau ýshin ghana emes, ózimiz solay ghoy dep oilaghandyqtan aitushy edik, әtten, gazetanyng joqtyghy! Tóbe basyna qoyghan qarauylshyday kózine ilingenin, qúlaghyna estilgenin mezgilinde bildirip túratyn habarshy gazeta bolsa, osy kemshilikter qazaqta bolmas edi-au dep, tisti qayrap, barmaqty shaynaumen bolyp edik.Onan keyin: býitip otyryp qazaq júrt qataryna erip is istey almas, әr orynda kózi joq soqyr, qúlaghy joq keren, tili joq maqau bolar da otyrar. Búghan kóz, qúlaq, til bolghanday nәrse qajet dep, gazeta shyghardyq. Gazeta shyqqannan berli qazaqqa ne keregin, ol ne keregine qoly jetu ýshin ne keregin әrkim bilgeninshe, qolynan kelgeninshe jazyp jýr, qúlaghyna salyp jatyr. Qazaq turaly múnday mәseleler qozghalyp jatyr hәm qozghalmaqshy, ony da gazeta jazbay túrghan joq. Mýfty mәselesi qozghalady dep jazyldy, biylik ózgeriledi dep jazyldy, eki orys, bir qazaq mәselesi jazyldy, bauyzdamay mal soy mәselesi jazyldy. Qazaq kóre, bile otyryp, basqalarmen qatar is ete almaytynyn endi kórsetti. Jogharghy aitylghan tórt mәselening ekeui, mәselen, biylik pen eki orys, bir qazaq - qazaqqa ghana tәuel mәseleler, onan basqa ekeu, mәselen, mýftiylik pen mal bauyzdamau - Rossiyadaghy barsha músyl-mandargha ortaq mәseleler. Qazaqtyng basqalarmen qatar júrttyq qyla almaytyndyghy onasha ózindik mәselelerden sezilmese de, ortaq mәselelerden anyq kórinip túr. Mýftiylik pen mal bauyzdamau turasynda basqalar ne istep jatyr? Qazaq ne istep jatyr? Qazaqtyng týrine qaraghanda, aitylghan tórt mәsele «ne bolsa, ol bolsyn, bizge bәribir» degen siyaqty. Qazaq jayyn bilmeytinder qazaq solay dep otyr eken dep hәm úghady. Qazaq shala músyl-man, olargha maldy bauyzdau, bauyzdamau bir esep, sondyqtan olardyng basqalarday kýizele qoymaytyny deydi.

Maldy bauyzdau, bauyzdamau qazaqqa bir emes ekenin biz bilemiz, basqalardyng qazaqpen aralasyp jýrgenderi ghana biledi. Qazaqtyng qarasyn kórmegender qazaq jayyn qaydan biler? Qazaq ang syqyldy aram, adaldy aiyrmaytyn halyq dep biledi. Jogharyda aitylghan mәseleler qazaqtyng naq janyna bata qoymaytyn mәseleler dese de, tipti kereksiz mesele dep bilgendikten emes. Qazaq kerek qylmaghandyqtan ýndemey otyr ma? Qazaq ýndemey otyrghany estimegennen emes, kereksinbegendikten emes, jandyghynyng joqtyghynan, ýreysizdiginen. «Maldy bauyzdamay soyyndar, mýftiylikting qazaqqa keregi joq, dining joghalu ýshin eki orys, bir qazaq bolyp otyryndar. Tiling joghalu ýshin balalaryndy basta-uysh mektepterde orys tilimen oqytyndar» dep biz aitsaq, ýndemek týgil, dýniyany basyna kóshirer edi. Dindi kerek qylmaytyn shala músylman dep otyrghan qazaqtar dinshil bolyp, auzyna su alghanday ýndemey otyrghan moldalar sheshen bolyp, ýreysizder batyr bolyp, qanday bizge әkirender edi! Ony basqalar bilmese de, biz jaqsy bilemiz. Biylik turaly jazylghanda, «qazaqtyng din isinen basqa dýniyaui, yagny tirshilik isteri, sharighatqa qaramay, biylik qarauynda bolu kerek, óitkeni sharighat - bir aitylyp, tas siyaqty qatyp qalghan, ózgerilmeytin jol, tirshilik kýn sayynbózgerilip túrady. Sondyqtan tirshilik isi ózimen qatar ózgerilip túratyn jolda bolargha tiyis» degen sóz aitylyp edi. «Sharighat tas siyaqty qatyp qalghan» degen sózge shamdanyp, oryssha oqyghandar din jayyn bilmeydi dep, Bilmeytinimizdi betimizge basyp, talay adamdar ashulanyp,basqarmagha hat jazdy. Sharighat qatqan tas siyaqty degenge jany kýizelip hat jazyp otyrghan qazaqtar múnyng әkesindey jogharyda aitylghan mәseleler bolmashy, jangha batpaytyn mәseleler dep ýndemey otyrar ma? Ýndemeu sebepteri basqa shyghar deymiz. Ol sebebin bizden góri qazaqtyng ózderi, әsirese moldalary artyq bilse kerek.

Biz din jayynan sóilesek, oryssha oqyghandar din jayyn bilmeydi dep, auyz ashtyrmaydy, jerime týsting dep, ayaq bastyrmaydy. Sondyqtan biz din isteri turaly pikir aitugha tartynamyz. Qazaqtyng din isteri mynaday bolargha kerek dep, joba saylap, jón kórsetip otyrghan moldalarymyz taghy joq. Biz birdeme desek, shap etip betimizden alatyndar kóp. Din isteri turaly pikirin aityp, joba kórsetuge biri de joq.Mýfty jayynan jazatyn qazaqtan molda shyqpaghan son, noghay moldasy jazyp otyr, 6-shy mayda bolatyn Peterburgtaghy músylman kenesine bararlyq qazaqta qanday molda bar dep súraghangha esh moldany kórsete almay otyrmyz. Óitkeni iske jararlyq qanday molda bar ekenin bilmeymiz. Onda barghan molda qazanday qylyp oraghan sәldesin kórsetuge barmaydy. Qazaqtyng din isteri qay jóndi, qay tәrtipti bolu jaghynan tolyq maghlúmat bererge barady. Qaranghy halyqqa týndikti býrkep, qaranghylap qoyyp, sharighat soghatyn moldalar qazaq arasynda kóp ekenin bilemiz, biraq bilimin jaryqqa shygharyp kórsetpegen son, Peterburg kenesine qaysysy jaraytynyn bile almadyq. Bilimin jaryqqa shygharyp jýrgen qazaqta bir-eki molda bar ekenin de bilemiz, biraq olardyng sózin basqa moldalar quattamay tqrghan son, kenestegi sózin de quattamas dep, olardy da kórsete almadyq.

Sóitip, әueli, biz turaly mәseleler qozghalyp jatyr eken dep, kónili selt etken qazaqtardy kóre almay túrmyz, ekinshi, qazaq ruhany isteri mynau jendi, mynau tәrtipti bolugha tiyis dep, joba jasaghan moldalardy kóre almay túrmyz hәm qazaqtyng ruhany isteri turaly Peterburg kenesine baryp, tolyq maghlúmat bererlik moldalardy da taba almadyq. Qazaqtyng ózine arnap jeke mýftiylik bere qalsa, mýfti, qazy, ahun, imam bolarlyq moldalar tabylar ma? Álde, deuge jaramasa da, auyz jeuge jaraytyn deymiz be? Qazaq moldalary da jaryqqa shyghyp, bet-jýzin kersetui tiyis shyghar deymiz.

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