1986 jylghy jeltoqsan kóterilisi kezinde, sovet ókimeti eshkimdi ayamady. Asa qatygezdikpen bәrin ayausyz qyrdy. Sottady. Atty. Men alty jylymdy arqalap, Karlagtyng zonasyna týstim (Basynda Manghyshlaqtyng zonasynda boldyq).

Qystyng qaqaghan ayazynda bir kýn demalys berip edi bizge. Qolyma «Ogonek» degen jurnaldy alyp, paraqtap qarap, oqyp otyrghan betim bar emes pe. Kózime eki-ýsh jasar japon qyzdyn, kózine jas alyp túrghan fotosureti týsti. Hirosima-Nagasaky yadrolyq qarudyng qúrbany eken. Suretine biraz uaqyt qadalyp, kóz almay kózine qaradym da qaldym. Kishkentay qyzgha janym ashyp, ayap kettim. Áke-sheshesinen, bәrinen aiyrylghan eken. Oiyma: "Bostandyqqa shyghuyma eki talay. Onsyzda әr kýnimiz ólimmen ólsheuli túrghanda, búl "tozaqtan" endi aman-esen tiri shyghamyz ba, joq pa bir Qúdaydyng qolynda. Shirkin-ay! Ýilensem Qúday maghan osynday kózi badyrayghan, eng bolmaghaly bir qyz syilasa ghoy!» - dep, oryndalmaytyn tereng bir armangha battym. Qolyma úzyndyghy  3 santiymetrdey qaryndashymdy aldym da, fotosurettegi japon qyzyn әppaq qaghazdyng betine sala bastadym. «Ogonek» jurnaly qasymda otyrghan Isa degen sheshen jigittiki edi. Ekeumiz jaqsy aralasatynbyz.

Arada uaqyt óte, 1989 jyldyng aqpan aiynda aman-esen bostandyqqa shyghyp, kóp úzamay 90-shy jyly ýilendim.
Alla taghalam armanymdy oryndap, bir emes, badyrayghan kózderimen eki birdey qyzdarymdy ayamay bere saldy.

Al,qolymmen salghan suretting saqtalyp kele jatqanyna otyz jylday uaqyt bolypty. 

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