Baspana- bas pana... Bas degen - bas (adamnyng basy), pana degen -yq, tasa, qorghan, ýi. Ekinshi jaghynan , baspana- eng basty pana, qorghanysh degen maghynagha iye.

"Úya qalsa iyesiz, aidyn ýshin sol qayghy.
Qanghyp kelgen shýregey kólge pana bolmaydy" (E.R.) degendegi "pana" sózi elding jýregin qozghaghan kezinde. Jalanash qalghanday bir panasyzdyq sezilgen.
Býginde kim kóp, jylap-enirep panasyz - baspanasyz, Bas Panasyz jýrgen QAZAQ kóp.

Qúlaq túnady -tyndasan, kózing qarauytady-qarasan. Búl qalay bolghany sonda? Ýiler salynyp jatyr kelip,berilip jatyr top-tobymen. Pәterge múqtajdar azayar emes biraq...Astynan ónip jatyr ma, búl ne,búl?..
"Patshalyq Resey qazaqtardyng orys qatarly jóni týzu ýy salyp kiruine rúqsat etpepti. Han Jәngirding ózi Oraldan ýy salugha ýsh ret súrap, rúqsat ala almapty" degendi oqyp qalghanymyz bar edi. Sonday-aq, jalpy pәter jaldaushylar sanyn azaytpaugha mýddeli toptar bar emes pe eken degen oy keledi...

Bastaryn qayda tygharlaryn bilmey, tapqan-tayanghanyn pәter jaldaugha berip, úshy-qiyry joq múqtajdyqtyng ortasynda bastary ainalyp jýrgen qarashagha kimning jany ashymaq? Qashan sory arylmaq panasyz eldin...
Kózining jasy monshaqtap bir shәkirtim keldi aldyma. Kýieui iship ketken. Tórt balasymen jalghyz qalypty. Jataqxananyng bir bólmesin jaldap otyr eken. "Eger sol bólmeni jaldaugha ketpese, jaylap kýn kórip keter edim" deydi taryghu tanbasy betinde túrghan jap-jas kelinshek.
Qanday sabaqqa alghyr, qanatty qyz edi... Synghan taghdyr , suynghan kónil kóp. Ómir ghoy.

Biraq biz adambyz. Adam qoghamymyz. Adamy túrghydan oilasayyqshy,endeshe.
Neghyp qolymyzdan kelmeydi, eldi tentiretpey,eng bolmasa bir-bir qújyra jasap beru.
Bilmeymin...Soghan niyet joq siyaqty әzirge.

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