Áygerim Jәkisheva, Múhtar Jәkishevting qyzy. Almaty, 9 mausym 2009 j.

Tútqyndaghy Múhtar Jәkishevting otbasynda bes bala bar. Balalardyng eng kenjeleri - 10 jastaghy egizder Altynay men Ayday. Aysúlu olardan eki jas ýlken. Otbasyndaghy jalghyz úl bala - 15-tegi Aytóre. Al eng ýlkeni - 20 jastaghy Áygerim.

Áygerim jaqynda ghana jazghy demalysqa kelgen bette manyzdy sharuagha kirisip ketti: anasy Jәmila oghan әkesi Múhtar Jәkishevti qorghau isterine qatysty búqaramen baylanys júmystaryn senip tapsyrghan. «Qazatomprom» últtyq kompaniyasynyng búrynghy preziydenti biylghy sәuirde qughyngha úshyrap, mamyr aiynda tútqyndaldy.

Múhtar Jәkishev pen onyng orynbasarlaryna sybaylasqan jemqorlyq jasaghan degen aiyp taghyluda. Biraq Múhtar Jәkishevting jaqtastary top-menedjerdi Qazaqstan preziydenti men onyng ainalasyndaghylardy synaushylargha qarsy sayasy repressiya nauqanynyng qúrbany dep esepteydi.

- Áygerim, songhy uaqyttary siz de ananyzben birge әkenizdi jaqtap kópshilikke shyghyp jýrsiz. Múnyng sebebin biluge bola ma?

Áygerim Jәkisheva, Múhtar Jәkishevting qyzy. Almaty, 9 mausym 2009 j.

Tútqyndaghy Múhtar Jәkishevting otbasynda bes bala bar. Balalardyng eng kenjeleri - 10 jastaghy egizder Altynay men Ayday. Aysúlu olardan eki jas ýlken. Otbasyndaghy jalghyz úl bala - 15-tegi Aytóre. Al eng ýlkeni - 20 jastaghy Áygerim.

Áygerim jaqynda ghana jazghy demalysqa kelgen bette manyzdy sharuagha kirisip ketti: anasy Jәmila oghan әkesi Múhtar Jәkishevti qorghau isterine qatysty búqaramen baylanys júmystaryn senip tapsyrghan. «Qazatomprom» últtyq kompaniyasynyng búrynghy preziydenti biylghy sәuirde qughyngha úshyrap, mamyr aiynda tútqyndaldy.

Múhtar Jәkishev pen onyng orynbasarlaryna sybaylasqan jemqorlyq jasaghan degen aiyp taghyluda. Biraq Múhtar Jәkishevting jaqtastary top-menedjerdi Qazaqstan preziydenti men onyng ainalasyndaghylardy synaushylargha qarsy sayasy repressiya nauqanynyng qúrbany dep esepteydi.

- Áygerim, songhy uaqyttary siz de ananyzben birge әkenizdi jaqtap kópshilikke shyghyp jýrsiz. Múnyng sebebin biluge bola ma?

- Qalay degenmen, ol mening әkem ghoy! Qol qusyryp qarap otyra almadym. Jasym 20-da, qolymnan kóp nәrse keletindigin de jaqsy bilemin. Anama kómektesuge barynshy tyrysyp jatyrmyn. Óitkeni, anama qiyn tiyip jatyr: barlyq sharugha ýlgerumen qatar shyndyqty balalarynan jasyrudyng ózi onay tiymesi anyq.

Anama ýzdiksiz telefon soghady. Keyde onyng esi shyghyp ketedi, kóp nәrselerdi úmytyp qalyp jatady. Moralidyq túrghydan da oghan kómektesuge tyrysamyn jәne әrtýrli oilar salyp, úiymdastyru tehnikalarymen júmys isteuge kómektesemin. Sebebi, anam onyng tilin asa jetik bile bermeydi. Sóitip birqatar jauapkershilikti óz moynyma aldym.

- Siz student shygharsyz?

- IYә, men shetelde - Angliyada oqimyn.

- Songhy oqighalar sizding oqu barysyndaghy josparlarynyzgha ózgeris engizgen joq pa?

- Qazir men demalysta jýrmin. Oqu qazan aiynda ghana bastalady jәne anama kómektesuge uaqytym bar. Al, jalpy aitarym, bizding elimiz jaqsy jaghyna qaray týzelmese, onda mening kónilim qatty qalatyny anyq. Óitkeni men, shyn mәninde, Qazaqstandy óte qatty únatamyn.

Shetelde oquda jýrgende barlyghyna bizding el qanday keremet jәne olardyng múnday ýlken el turaly bilmeui úyat dep aityp, olardy mindetti týrde eldi kelip kóruge shaqyryp jýretin edim. Endigi jerde últtyq qauipsizdik komiytetining jәne birqatar sayasatkerlerding әreketi men múndaghy zansyzdyqtardy kórip otyryp, el ýshin úyalatyn dәrejege jettim. Múnyng barlyghy bizding ar-ojdanymyzgha syn. Osynyng bәri ózgermese halyqtyng jýreginde otansýigishtik ruhy kemiytindigi anyq.

- Áygerim, búl kózqarasynyz әkenizdi ústaghannan keyin qalyptasty ma?

- IYә. Óitkeni, qanshama zang búzylyp jatyr, olay bolmauy kerek. Men búl jerde sybaylasqan jemqorlyqpen kýresu dúrys emes degendey auqymdy mәselelerdi qozghap otyrghanym joq. Tym qúrysa, qarapayym adamnyng qúqyqtary saqtaluy kerek qoy. Sodan kelip, syrt kóz bizdi «ýshinshi әlemge»jatqyzyp, demokratiyasy joq el dep ataydy... Sol ýshin de namystanamyn. Óitkeni, shyn mәninde, Qazaqstan - әjeptәuir ilgeri әri jaqsy memleket.

- Áygerim, әkenizding tútqyndaluyn otbasynyng mýsheleri, әsirese balalar qalay qabyldady?

- Sinlilerim әli búl jayynda bilmeydi. Menimen teteles inime ghana aitylghan. Olardyng bәri de menimen birge, Bishkek qalasynda ata-әjemning ýiindemiz.

- Aytqanday, mausym aiynyng ortasyna taman ananyzben birge Bishkekke bara jatqan jolda sizderdi jibermey qoyghan edi...

- IYә, anamnyng elden shyghugha tolyq qúqyghy bolghan. Óitkeni, qylmystyq is oghan qarsy qozghalghan joq qoy. Onyng ýstine, anam shetke shyqpau turaly eshqanday qaghazgha qol qoymaghan. Sondyqtan onyng qalaghan jaghyna jol jýrip, ózining ata-anasymen qauyshyp qaytuyna qúqysy bar. Jәne ony jibermey qoyyn baryp túrghan zansyzdyq dep esepteymin.

- Kishkentaylar әkesin izdemeydi me, olargha qalay týsindirdinizder?

- Biz olargha әkemiz júmys saparynda dep aityp jatyrmyz. Alayda olar sekem alatyn siyaqty. Ádette, әkemiz bir jerlerge jýrer aldynda telefon soghatyn, onyng ýstine onyng sapary turaly ýnemi sóz bolatyn. Biraq әkem úzaq uaqytqa saparlap ketetin de kezder bolady. Sony biletin olar әkeleri júmys saparymen jýr dep oilaydy...

- Súhbatynyzgha rahmet.

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