PIL MEN QONYZ
Aydaladaghy qoqystyng arasynan auyr shardy dopsha domalatyp kele jatqan Qonyz ózine búrylyp qarap túrghan Pildi úrysa jónelipti:
- Pil myrza osy dýniyedegi eng iri túlghaly, aqyldy januarlardyng birisin. Kýshing de jeterlik, sýiegindi de asyl dep jýr ghoy. Biraq jәndikterding jýretin joldaryn aram boqtyghynmen bógep tastaysyn. Men bolsam sony tazalaymyn dep býkil ómirimdi ótkizip kelemin. Tipten jeytin asyma da ainaldy. Atymyzdy boqtyq qonyz dep atap jýr. Maghan erip jәndik ataulynyng kóbi boq jep jýr. Kimge bolsa da jiyerkenishti kórinis emes pe? Sol ýshin eshkimnen alghys alyp kórmeppiz. Anda-sanda osylay bizge de kózinning qyryn sala jýrseng etti, bizdi osy uaqytqa deyin elemey kelding ghoy. Taptap ótuing de mýmkin edi.
Sonda myna qonyzdyng batyldyghyna razy bolghan Pil:
- Búl dýniyede atqarmaghan isim joq edi. Kezinde adamdargha, jan-januarlargha it múryny ótpes qalyng ormanda, adam ayaghy baspaghan asularda jol salyp bergen edim. Sol ýshin tauday tastardy kóterdim, aghashtardy týp-tamyrymen qoparyp, auyr jýkterdi tasuyma tura keldi. Ózimdi barlyq jan-januarlargha qaraghanda әldimin dep keldim. Alayda men dәl qazir sening kýshine qayranmyn. Bir ózing ózinnen on ese auyr qoqysty, boqty demey aq qoyayyn, baghanadan beri әri-beri zyr qaghyp, dopsha domalatyp jýrsin. Aytshy sonda, pilding boghy senderge rasynda as bola ma? Álde basqaday manyzdylyghy bar ma? Oy toba-ay, osy uaqytqa deyin neghyp bilmey kelgenmin? - dep, tandanghanyn jasyrmay basyn shayqapty.
- Nege bolmasyn Pil myrza, osynshama boqtyqty әueli әri-beri domalatyp jýrip, shargha ainaldyramyn, sonan song tannyng atqanynan keshting batqanyna deyin qara ter bop ýiime tasimyn. Sender pilder panalaytyn ýidin, nening bar ekenin, nening joq ekenin bilmeysinder, jer ýstindegi orman-toghay, qúnarly jerlerding bәrin iyelenip alghansyndar, astaryng dayyn, eng tәttisin tandap jýrip, biyik aghashtyng basynan ýzip jeysinder. Qoldaryn, yaghny múryndaryng úzyn degendey. Toqtyqtan ne istemeysinder? Jegen astarynnyng ózin ayaghyna deyin qorytpay ainalagha shashasyndar. Al bizding kýni boyghy bar tapqanymyz tek senderding boqtaryng bolsa ne isteuimiz kerek, ýiimizge tasimyz da. Ol jaqta shiyettey – shiyettey onshaqty balalarym men әielim kýtip otyrady. Jegenimizding ózin әri qaray ishimizde qorytyp tynaytqyshqa ainaldyramyz. Sondyqtan saghan qaraghanda mening on ese artyq kýsh júmsauyma tura keledi. Áytpese mening kýshim tasyp barady deysing be? Basqalardyng aitqysy kelse aita bersin, ómir sýruge qajet tabighy zattardyng bәri biz ýshin adal. Ony qoyshy, eng manyzdysy myna jer betin, tughan jerimizding topyraghyn qúnarlandyryp, gýldendiruge sen ekeuimiz de birdey at salysyp jýrmiz ghoy, sening ne jegeninnen góri boghynnyng bar paydalylyghy sonda jatyr emes pe?, – dep Qonyz manday terin sýrtken eken.
«Búl dýniyede әr zattyng óz oryny bar, artyq-kemi bolmaydy, ol bәrine tendey bólinip berilgen» degen osy bolar.
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