Qadirli Kókserek!

Qúrmetti bauyrym, Samat! Týneu kýni men auruhana tóseginde jatqanymda sening FB arqyly jazghan hatyndy oqyp, qatty tebirenip kettim. Sodan beri biraz uaqyt ótse de oy qúshaghynda jýrmin. Maghan, "Arqada kýn jyly bolsa, arqar auyp nesi bar?" degen sózdi eshkim aita almas. Semeyden men qashyp ketken joqpyn. Qughan eshkim de joq. Balalar: "Áke, janymyzda bolynyz!" - dep jaghday jasaghan son, kelgenim ras.

Semeydi oilau әr qazaqtyng mindeti. Tughan jerim emes pe!? Men nege oilamayyn... Alghashqy kezde týsimde jii kóretinmin. Qazir sәl basqashalau. Sening jaqsy qasiyeting "adamgha - qúrmet" kórsete bilesin. Sen ýshin jaman adam joq. Semeyde mýldem joq. Ol sening oiyn. Basqalar basqasha oilaydy. Semeydi men úmytqan joqpyn. Úmytpaymyn da... Ózing bilesin, men kitabymdy qúshaqtap eshkimning aldyna barmaytynymdy. Maqtau kýtpeymin. Jas kezimde bәri de boldy ghoy. Qazirgi tirlik, mýldem basqasha.

Kókseregim, Semeyde әnshi-kýishilerdi aitpaghanda, talanttar óte kóp. Kóp bolghany jaqsy. Múhtarbek Karimov, Amantay Isiyn, Asan Omarov t.b. aghalarymyz bas bolyp, Rahat Altay, Qayrat Sabyrbay, Sәtjan Kәripjanov, Maqsat Aubakirov, Ayjaryq Abylqasymov, Serik Júmatov, Múrat Tastaghanov t.b. jigitterding qalamy quatty dep bilemin. Baghalaymyn. Pendeshilikteri joq, jýregi taza azamattar. Osy talanttardyng basy qosylyp, tize býgip, iske kirisse aldymyzda almaytyn asu bolmas edi. Ol ýshin әdeby orta kerek. Oilanyp-oylanyp, amanshylyq bolsa, "Nauryz" merekesine qarsy Semeyde bir jiyn ótkizsek degen oiym bar... Maqsatym - bәrimizge ortaq bir jurnal ashsaq. Búl ýlken bastama bolar edi. Ózing basy-qasynda bolsan.

Semeyime arnap men "ýlken bir joba jasap jatyrmyn". Nauryzgha deyin bitip qalar. Talantty adamnyng jauy - oryndy-orynsyz maqtau. Jazghany bir bólek. Týsinksiz bolsa da adamdardy, qoghamdy "tabyndyratyn" adamdar bolady. Búl uaqytsha...

...Dinin, tilin qadirlegen adamgha qoghamnyng da qúrmeti erekshe. Talantty jannyng "aqyryn jýrip, anyq basatyn", qalamgerlerding baghy janatyn kez keldi býginde... Abay atamyz aitady,
"Áuelde bir suyq múz - aqyl zerek,
Jylytqan túla boydy ystyq jýrek.
Toqtaulylyq, qalypty, shydamdylyq -
Búl qayrattan shyghady, bilseng kerek..." degen óleng joldarynda bizding qatarymyzgha kerek asyl maghyna bar.

Al, jaraydy, Kókseregim. Aman bol, kesh jauap jazghanyma renjime...
Semeyge biz kerek bolmasaq ta, bizding Arqa tiregimiz - Semey!
Semeyge jany ashityn azamattargha sәlem...

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