Aynalayyn, aghayyn!

Myna bir sózime qúlaq asqandarynyz jón. Men ardager sportshymyn. Meni qazaq halqy Olimpiada chempiony dep qúrmetteydi. Halyqtyng osynday qúrmetine bólenu ýshin men talay jyl boz kilemde ter tóktim. San mәrte jaraqat alyp, qinalghan kýnderim kóp boldy. Biraq, men oghan moyymadym. Ayaqtan shalyp, qyspaqqa alghan kezderdi de bastan ótkerdim. Osynday qiynshylyqta jýrip, men elimning atyn shyghardym. Mine, mening bar erligim osy. Ýlken sporttan keyin men mal sharuashylyghymen ainalysyp kelemin. Elime qanday da bolsa, bir paydam tiysin degen jalghyz oiym. Kәsip ashyp, elge júmys beru, sol tabystyng bir bóligin halyqqa bólip beru. Auyldy jerge qanday qoldau bildirip otyrghynymdy, ony ózderiniz de bilesizder.

Men istegenimdi aitayyn dep otyrghanym joq. Meni tolghandyratyn bir mәsele. Mening atymdy jamylyp, men bilmeytin iske aralastyru. Sayasatqa meni aralastyryp, Preziydentke ashyq hat jazghandardyng tizimine mening de aty jónimdi qosyp qoyypty. Men búl iske mýlde qatysym joq. Búl ashyq hat úiymdastyrghandardy mýlde tanymaymyn. Mening rúqsatymsyz syrtymnan qosyp jiberu naghyz arandatushylyq. Eger qattyraq aitar bolsam, búl naghyz qylmysqa jatady.

Aynalayyn aghayyn, men myna iyenternet degen jýieni tolyq týsinbeytin adammyn. Men jastayymnan gazet oqyp ósken jannyng birimin. Áli kýnge deyin qolymnan gazet týsken emes. Al myna «Feysbuk» degen jelige Haly Beket degen azamat jariyalapty. Búl sol hattyng avtory ma? Ony da anyq týsine almadym. Múny men balalarymnan bildim. Búl hatty dayyndaghan kim? Nege mennen rúqsat súramaydy. Ár iske mening atymdy japsyra beretin bolsanyzdar, mening Jaqsylyq degen atymnan ne qasiyet qaldy?! Sayasatpen mýlde aralaspaytyn adamdy aparyp, ashyq hattyng týbine tirkey salghandaryng dúrys dep sanamaymyn. Mening óz ústanymym, ózindik kәsibim bar. Onyng syrtynda sportta jýrgen ini-qaryndastaryma aqyl kenesimdi aityp, batamdy berip jýremin. Qinalyp jatqan jeri bolsa, qol úshymdy sozyp, bolysyp jýremin. Mine, mening kәsibim. Qartayghan shaghymda aqsaqaldyq qasiyetimnen aiyrylghym kelmeydi. Mening ótinishim, múnday iske meni aralastyrmanyzdar, syrtymnan tong piship, bosqa aram ter bolmaghandarynyz abzal. Eng bastysy mening arym taza, eshkimning aldynda aryzdanyp barghan emespin. Sondyqtan, búl iske meni qospaghandarynyz jón. Qaytalap aitamyn, múnday isting qaytalanbauyn ótinemin!

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