Jan mәselesine Shәkәrim kóp toqtalyp, kóp oilanyp, ol turaly kóp jazghan. Ruhany janghyru jolyna týsu ýshin әueli adam ózining negizgi bolmysyn týsinip aluy kerek. Sondyqtan bolsa kerek, «Jaralys basy – qozghalys», «Qasyna qylysh qayratqan», «Tabighat neshe týrli jan jaratty», «Újdandyny maqtaydy tamam adam», «Shymdy jerde kóresiz qara topyraq», «Keldi, ketti», «Kýn ayazda terezege» jәne basqa da osynday tereng syrly ólenderinde aqyn jannyng sheksiz qasitterin pash etedi.

Ol jandy «Ýsh anyq» shygharmasynda bylay dep týsindiredi:

«Men jandy bylay týsinemin: biz denening týp negizin teksergendey jannyng da týbin teksersek, jan da dene siyaqty basynan bar bolyp tabylady. Dene negizin tekserushilerding sila veshestva (dene quaty) degendegi quat osy jan. Sol jan deneden denege ósip órshiydi. Jan da órshiydi. Ghylym dәleldegendey, dene әldeneshe týrlenip ózgerse de onyng esh nәrsesi joghalmaghany siyaqty, jannyng da eshnәrsesi joghalmaydy».

Osylay Shәkәrim jannyng mәngilikti ekenine dәlel keltiredi. Biraq múny týsinu ýshin jandy aqyl, yaghny sau aqyl, ruhany aqyl kerek. Jannyng qasiyetteri turaly aqyn «Tura jolda qayghy túrmas»  óleninde әri qaray bylay dep jalghastyrady:

Shyn sýy bar, jiyrenu bar,

Maqsúty bar, erki bar.

Jaratylghan nege búlar,

Osyny tap, oy qúrap.

Barsha әlemning nәrseleri,

Bolsa jannyng әseri.

Esti sol jan – Tәniri әseri,

Tazalyqty túr súrap.

Shyn taza jan tazalyqpen,

Tәnirisine barmaq ol.

Meyirim, nysap, әdildette,

Aghyzam dep núr búlaq...

Oyshyl «Shyn sýy bar, jiyrenu bar, Maqsúty bar, erki bar» dep jan qasiyetin aityp otyr. Adam tek qana materiyadan qúralghan degen materialistik kózqarasqa ol osylay soqqy beredi. Jәne jan da, tipti býkil bolmys kórinisi, – Tәniri әseri, yaghny Tәnirining shapaghat núrynan taraghan.

Ásirese songhy shumaqtyng maghynasy ýlken. Osy býkil bolmystyng iyesi Tәnirge qaytu ýshin jan tazalyghy kerek eken. Al búl tazalyqqa, jogharyda aitylghanday, tazaru barysynda zattyq tәn men nәzik bolmysty birte-birte qaldyru arqyly jetuge bolady. Jannyng tazaruy onyng ózining «shyn taza jan» boluyna, yaghny barlyq materiyadan aryluyna mýmkindik beredi. Osylay Shәkәrimning búl sózderinen býkil bolmystyng ýlken syryn ashugha bolady. Al ol shyndyqqa jetu ýshin «Meyirim, nysap, әdildet» kerek, sebebi búlar jan qasiyeti, ruhany bolmys arqyly ghana Alla taghala Ózining «núr búlaghyn» aghyza alady, yaghni, Ózining shapaghat núryn berip, materiyalyq bylghanyshtan tazartady.

Biraq fәny әlemde búghan ýlken bóget bar. Alla taghalanyng shapaghat núryna tosqauyl bolatyn ol qanday bóget eken? Ol bóget – nәpsining qylyqtary. Jan men nәpsining baylanysy adam ómirin qalyptastyrady.

Myna jaqta nәpsi jatyr,

Qiyanatty jastanyp:

«Barmayyq, – dep, – qoyshy, batyr»,

Eteginen júlqylap.

Yndynyna sen iyesin,

Kimge kónding erik berip.

Mine, bayqa jan jýiesin,

Asa berme búrqyrap.

Nәpsi onay jau emes! Sebebi ol Alla taghalanyng negizgi eki quatynyng biri. Nәpsi «Barmayyq, qoyshy, batyr!» dep, eteginen júlqylap jandy Ghaziz Jangha jibermeuge úmtylady. Jannyng denesi – ruh bolsa, al tәnning denesi – nәpsi. Búl eki dene jan men tәnning ómir sýruge kerekti qúraly da bolyp tabylady. Sondyqtan jan men tәn bir-birimen alysqanda qúraldaryn paydalanady. Osy sebepten fәny әlemde ruh pen nәpsining kýresi ýzdiksiz mәngilikti jýrip jatady.

Nәpsi adamnyng nәzik denesine jatady. Nәzik dene materiyaldyq bolmysqa jatatyndyqtan, nәpside materiyaldyq әlemning barlyq jaman qasiyetteri bar.

Materiya, yaghny nәpsi jangha eki týrli zalalyn tiygizedi. Birinshisi, materiya әueli jandy nәpsi bylghanyshymen jauyp tastaydy. Osylay nәpsimen jabylghan jan ruhany kózinen aiyrylady. Nәpsining ekinshi zalaly – ruhany kózinen aiyrylghan jandy nәpsi tartyp tómen – ruhany dengeyden, materialdyq dengeyge – týsiredi. Sonan keyin Shәkәrim sózimen aitqanda «Barmayyq, – dep, – qoyshy, batyr», Eteginen júlqylap» jandy óz ýiine jibermey, yaghny Abay kórsetken Týp IYege qaytarmay, osy fәny әlemde alyp qalady. Sondyqtan búl fәny әlemdegi adamdar nәpsining qúlyna ainalghan, adasqan jandar bolyp tabylady. Shәkәrimning búl óleninen, mine, osynday manyzdy tújyrym jasaugha bolady.

Osylay, fәny әlem jandy qúrsaugha alu ýshin materiyanyng qasiyetterin paydalanady. Nәzik bolmysty qúraytyn sezimder, aqyl-es, psihikalyq erekshelikter, búlardyng barlyghy nәpsining kórinisteri. Osylay nәpsi nәzik bolmystyng kórinisi jәne adamdy materialdyq әlemge baylap, qúrsaulaytyn qúral tәrizdi.

Óz ýiine jibermey, jandy qúrsaulaghan nәpsining qylyqtary Qúday aldynda qiyanatsyz bolmaydy. Sondyqtan nәpsi basqarghan jerde qiyanat bar. Nәpsi qiyanattan lәzzat alady, sondyqtan nәpsi qiyanatty jastanyp, tynyshtyq tabady.

Nәpsini jenu nege óte qiyn? Sebebi, nәpsi Jaratushynyng materiyalyq quaty, sondyqtan, materialdyq әlemde ol óz ýiinde jatyr. Al jandy alatyn bolsaq, ol ruhani, sondyqtan, ol materialdyq әlemde óz ýiinde emes. Onyng ýii ruhany әlemde. Biraq onyng ruhany kózi materiyalyq shelmen jabylghandyqtan, ol ózining ýii ruhany әlemde ekenin úmytyp, fәny әlemdi óz ýiim dep esepteydi. Osylay jan adasady. Fәny әlemdegi jandar osylay adasyp, materiyalyq әlem zandylyghymen ómir sýredi. Nәpsi óz ýiinde jatqandyqtan, ol kýshti. Materialdyq ómirding zandylyqtary nәpsi qúmaryn qandyru ýshin arnalghan. Nәpsi búl zandylyqtardy jaqsy paydalana alady. Adamnyng nәpsi yqpalyna qalay týsip qalghanyn ózi de bilmey qalatyny osy sebepten. Osylay býkil adamzat nәpsi yqpalynan shygha almay, qúldyrau jolynda deuge bolady. Úly órkeniyetterding joyylyp ketu sebebi de osy.  Biraq jangha materialdyq zandylyqtardyng qajeti joq. Ol taza ruhsyz, jalang materiyamen lәzzattana almaydy. Sondyqtan nәpsiden kózi ashylghanda jan qinalysqa týsedi. Búl úyattyng әseri. Osylay adam úyaty qysyp  zardap shegedi. Zardap yqpalymen adam balasy ómir syrlaryn dúrys týsinip, oi-órisi kenip, jana dengeyge kóterile alady. Oy jýiesi ózgergen adam ómirin ýilesimge keltirip, jan dýniyesin tazarta alady. Adamnyn, qoghamnyn, tipti býkil adamzat órkeniyetinin  janghyruy osylay bastalady.

Fәny ómirding ózinde de nәpsini jenuding joly bar! Ol qanday jol? Materialdyq әlemde Jaratushynyng tómengi quaty, nәpsi, Onyng joghary quatyn, jandy jenedi. Biraq ol nәpsini de auyzdyqtaytyn kýsh bar. Ol kýsh – barlyq quattardyng qaynar kózi bolyp tabylatyn Alla taghalanyng Ózi. Jaratushy Ózinen shyqqan quatty Ózi auyzdyqtay alady. Endeshe kómekti sheksiz meyirimdi Jaratushydan súrau kerek. Eger ózine berilgen erikti dúrys paydalanyp, kónilindi Jaratushygha audarsan, onda sheksiz meyirimdi jәne rahymdy Alla taghala kómek beredi.

Biraq búl әrkimning qolynan kele bermeydi. Sebebi, ruhany kózin nәpsi biylegen adamgha kónilin Jaratushygha audaru onay emes. Ondaylargha Shәkәrim «Yndynyna sen iyesin, Kimge kónding erik berip» dep, yndynyna (kónil erkine) ózing iyesin, dep, biraq soghan qaramastan onyng nәpsige kónip ketkenin eskertip otyr. Adamnyng kórgen zorlyq-zombylyghyna eshkimning kinәsi joq, tek onyng ózi ghana kinәli.

Adasudan shyghu ýshin adamgha ruhany bilim alyp, ruhany jolgha týsu kerek.

Alla taghalagha qúlshylyqtyng mәni men mәnisi turaly oishyl birsypyra ólenderinde týsinik beredi. «Mal da ayauly», «Men jazdym ólenmenen birtalay sóz», «Súraghan jangha sәlem ait», «Tauyq nege shaqyrar saghat sayyn» atty ólenderinde ómirding negizgi maqsaty Jaratushygha qúlshylyq etu ekeni, býkil bolmys tek qana Týp IYening razylyghy ýshin jaratylghanyn aitady.

Biraq Alla taghalagha tolyq berilu, taqualyq ómir fәny әlemde kóp qúptalmaytyny da belgili. Sondyqtan kezinde Shәkәrimdi materialist pәnshiler men shala moldalar jabylyp biri «elden bezdi» dese, biri «kәpir» atandyryp, mandaryna jolatpaghan. Tipti ateist kommunisterding ony atyp tastaghany da belgili.

Dinning týpki maqsatyn kerek qylmay, maghynasyn ózgertip, ruhany mәnin búrmalaghan imansyzdardyng betin qajy bylay dep ashyp kórsetedi:

Taza dinning shyn negizin,

Ústaghan bir bende joq.

Dýnie tolghan kóp shataq din,

Bәri birdey shatpyraq.

Biraq, din – Qúday joly. Qúdaygha qaytu ýshin basqa jol joq. Sondyqtan qazirgi din qanday nashar bolsa da, aldynda ýlken maqsaty bar adamgha odan bas tartu mýmkin emes. Qazaqta «Bitke ókpelep tonyndy itke tastama» degen ónegeli sóz bar. Nәpsi yqpalynda jýrgen nadandargha ókpelep dinnen bas tartugha bolmaydy. Din Alla taghalanyng kórinisi. «Dinnen bas tartu» degen sóz «Alla taghaladan bas tartu» degenmen birdey. Sondyqtan ómirding týpki maqsatyna jetuge úmtylghan әrbir jan dindi zerttep, onyng maghynasyn dúrys týsinip, ol ýshin kýresui kerek. Alla taghalagha degen eng ýlken qúlshylyq, mine, osy bolyp tabylady.  Búl turaly Shәkәrim bylay dep jazady:

Din tazasyn dinnen izde,

Din shataghyn syngha sal.

Anyq aina ózinizde,

Ayda aqyldy qattyraq.

Shala din de, pәn de tappas,

Din tazasyn oy tabar.

Erkin aqyl tipti adaspas,

Kezse kirsiz jarqyrap –

dep, dinning tazasyn dinning ózinen izdeu kerek ekenin aitady. Osylay taza aqyldyng kómegimen «din shataghyn syngha salyp» shatasqan dindi qalpyna keltiru kerek. Islam әleminde dinning qúldyrau kezinde danyshpandar kelip, dinning auytqyghan baghytyn týzep otyrghan. HII ghasyrda ómir sýrgen әl-Ghazaly sonday ghúlamalardyng biri boldy. Shәkәrimdi de osy dengeyden kóruge bolady. Tek qana onyng jazghandaryn taza aqylgha salyp, dúrys týsine bilu kerek.

Oyshyl Qúdaydy soqyr sezim emes, oi-óristing joghary dengeyin paydalanyp, sana-sezim arqyly qabyldau keregin bildiredi. Qúdaygha osylay ghana jetuge bolady. Qúdaydyng kórkem qasiyetterin aqyl-es arqyly tanyp, týsinip-týisinip qana Oghan degen mahabbatqa jetuge bolady. Múnday dengeyge  jetu ýshin tek qana dinning syrtqy dәstýrin ghana ústanbay, bolmystyng tereng mazmúnyn pikirleu kerek. Shәkәrim, esti adamdy, mine, osyghan shaqyryp otyr.

Áriyne, Shәkәrim tәrizdi oily adamdar ómirding aqiqatyn kórgende ózining búrynghy tirshiligining beynet, qorlyq, mardymsyz ekenin týsinip, biraq múny aityp jetkizuding óte qiyn ekenin, basqalardyng ony qabylday almaytynyn kórip ýlken qayghygha batady. Ózining osynday qalge týskenin kórsetip, ol ólenin bylay dep ayaqtaydy:

Shyndy taptym, qayghy basty,

Shyn syrymdy aitayyn.

Din de, pәn de qatty adasty,

Dau sabasty barqyrap.

 («Tura jolda qayghy joq», 65 jasymda jazylghan)

Al endi qatty adasqan din men qaulaghan daudy basu ýshin ne isteu kerek. Ol ýshin eng әueli ruhany bilimdi tolyqtyru kerek. Al ruhany bilim býkil bolmystyng negizi bolghandyqtan, jannyng ne ekenin biluden bastalady. Sondyqtan bolsa kerek, oishyl «Ýsh anyghynda» endi jan mәselesin әri qaray órbitedi.

«Biraq denening tolyqtyghy, nasharlyghynyng kezegine qaray jannyng da tolyq, nashar uaqyty bolady. Mәselen, jana bitken balanyn, júmyrtqanyn, sentyabride úryq kómip ólgen shegirtkening úryghynyng jandaryn oilanyz? Hayuandardan erki azdyghy bolmasa ósimdikterding de jany osylar siyaqty. Mәselen, biday, tary, shópting tamyry, jemisting úryghyn oilasanyz».

Búl arada jan dep bolmysty jandandyratyn әlemdik toq aitylyp otyr. Sebebi, jan mәngilikti bolghandyqtan, ol ózgermeydi, yaghny óspeydi de, kishireymeydi de. Ol birqalypty. Biraq, ruh ózine dene qalyptastyratyn bolghandyqtan, ol alatyn denening tolyqtyghy, nasharlyghynyng kezenine qaray onyng tolyq, nashar uaqyty bolady. Úryqtaghy jannyng erki óte shektelgen, sebebi onyng ruhy dene alyp әli damyghan joq. Búghan mysal retinde oishyl jana bitken balany, júmyrtqany, shegirtkening úryghyn mysal keltirip otyr.   Jetilgen denede ruh ta quatty, sondyqtan múny ruhtyng ósui deymiz.

Jan fәny әlemde ana qúrsaghynda bolsyn, jer qúrsaghynda bolsyn, әueli nәzik bolmysynan bastap, birte-birte tәndi qalyptastyrady. Búl kezde onyng deneleri óte әlsiz. Sondyqtan olardyng ósip-jetilui ýshin arnayy jaghdaylar bolmasa, olar ónbey, ólip te qalady. Shәkәrim adamdarda ghana emes, hayuandarda, tipti ósimdikterde de jan bar ekenin bildirip otyr. Jan mәngilikti ruhany bolghandyqtan, ol qanday denede bolsa da ózgermeydi. Endeshe adamdar men hayuandardyn, ósimdikterding jany birdey bolghanymen, denesining jetiluine baylanysty onyng bilinui әrtýrli. Olardyng ruhy, dәlirek aitqanda, ruhy jasaghan nәzik bolmysy men tәnderi  ghana әrtýrli. Hayuandardyng ruhy ósimdikterding ruhynan joghary, al adamdardyng ruhy odan da joghary bolady. Ruhtyng joghary ne bolmasa tómen boluy onyng materiyamen jabylu dengeyine baylanysty. Materiyamen neghúrlym kóp jabylsa, onyng ruhy da, erki de solghúrlym tómen bolady. Shәkәrimning «Hayuandardan erki azdyghy bolmasa ósimdikterding de jany osylar siyaqty» degen sózi jandardyng barlyghy birdey, biraq olardyng qanday denede bolghanyna baylanysty erikteri әrtýrli, degendi bildirip otyr.

Búl oilardyng jelisin onyng «Atanyng shahuatynyng kóp qoy mәni» óleninen de tabamyz. Aqyn jan turaly bylay dep jazady:

Atanyng shahuatynyng kóp qoy mәni,

Ananyng qúrsaghynda qan bolghany.

Qús pen adam bolar dep kim aita alar,

Óli qan men jany joq júmyrtqany?

Basynda onyng kiyimi shahuat edi,

Qyzyl qan, aq júmyrtqa kiygeni әni!

Denesi neshe million qúbylsa da,

Onyng jany – bayaghy eski jany.

Sezimining zorayyp, azaymaghy –

Qanday týrde bolghannan onyng tәni.

Qayda barsa, ol ózin «ózim» deydi,

«Ózim» dep denesi emes, jandy aitqany.

Sol jannan tipti «ózimdik» joghalmaydy,

Esep emes, san ólip, san qaytqany.

(«Tau basyndaghy oi», 64 jasta jazylghan)

Ózining «Ýsh anyghymen» ýndesip jatqan oishyldyng búl óleni dýniyetanymdyq ýlken manyzy bar, býkil bir konsepsiyany qamtityn shygharmanyng biri. Ol әueli jan ata úryghy arqyly ana qúrsaghyna týsedi degen tújyrymdy qaytalaydy. Sonan keyin Qúranda aitylatyn adam balasynyng bir tamshy qannan payda bolady degendi bildiretin ayatyna sýienip, jannyng qúpiyasy sheksiz ekenin bildiredi. Sol qúpiyalardyng biri – «Denesi neshe million qúbylsa da» jannyng bayaghy eski jan bolyp, ózgermeui. Al onyng seziminin, yaghny nәzik bolmysynyng zorayyp, azaymaghy – qanday týrde bolghannan onyng tәni. Yaghni, jannyng әrbir tughandaghy jaghdayy onyng alghan tәnine baylanysty eken. Eng bastysy – «Ózim» dep denesi emes, jandy aitqany», yaghny adamnyng negizgi bolmysy tәn emes, onyng jany eken. Qansha ólip, yaghni, neshe million dene tastap, qansha tirilip, qansha million deneni qayta alsa da, ol ózin «ózim» dep sezinedi. Sebebi jannyng ózimdik sezimi, yaghny túlghalyq qasiyetteri bar. Biraq fәny әlemde ol «ózim» degen sezimdi dene arqyly qabyldaghandyqtan, ózining materiyamen jabyluyna baylanysty ózin әrtýrli sezinedi. Tómengi dengeylerde ol ózin «tәnmin» dese, al joghary dengeylerde ózin nәzik bolmysymen teneydi. Tek qana eng joghary, ruhany dengeyde ghana ol ózin-ózi tolyq tanyp, ózin «janmyn» dep sezinedi. Búl - adamnyng ózin-ózi tanu dengeyleri.

Shәkәrimning osy oilary Týrkiyada ómir sýrgen parsynyng úly oishyl aqyny Rumidyng jazghandarymen tolyq sәikes keledi. Shәkәrim oiynyng onymen ýnestigi aqynnyng Mekke saparynda Týrkiyada bolyp, Stambúl kitaphanasyn kóp aqtarghanynyng bir belgisi bolu kerek.

Jaralys, yaghni, tabighat soqyr, essiz degen materialistik jenil kózqarasqa Shәkәrim qarsy. Búl turaly ózining «Jaralys basy – qozghalys» óleninde «Jan de meylin, bir Mәn de, Sol quatpen bol tanys, Álemdi sol Mәn jaratqan» dep әlemnin  tereng mәni baryn kórsetedi.

Qazirgi kezde tehnikanyng damyghany sonshalyqty, tipti jasandy sana-sezimdi intellekt jasap shygharugha da bet alghanday. Ózi oilap, ózi jasaytyn mashina robot bolsa, onda ol kezinde adamnyng qatysuynsyz-aq ózi oiyna kelgenin jasay beredi degen sóz. Osylay robottar qoghamy payda bolyp, adamzat qoghamymen taytalasyp, aqyrynda qoghamgha ýlken qater boluy mýmkin degen oilar da aitylady. Biraq, Shәkәrim tújyrymdary boyynsha tehnika qansha damyp, óris alsa da onyng adamzat qoghamyna qater tudyruy mýmkin  emes. Adamnyng jany bolghandyqtan, onyng ruhy arqyly adamnyng jetilu mýmkindigi bar. Al jansyz robotta múnday mýmkindik joq. Jansyz mashina týgili, odan joghary túrghan jany bar, biraq erik pen joghary sana-sezim berilmegen hayuanattarda da ózin ózi damytu mýmkindigi joq.  Mashina ony jaratushy adam bergen qasiyetke ghana iye. Ony әri qaray jetildiruge, ne bolmasa qosymsha taghy basqa qasiyetter alugha mýmkindigi joq. Sebebi, materiya tek qana sheksiz qasiyeti bar jan arqyly ghana damyy alady. Eng jetilgen materiya bolyp tabylatyn adamnyng materialdyq denesi osynday. Eger jan ketse qanday jetilgen materiya bolsa da damymaq týgili, qozghala da almay qalady. Barlyq jetilu jeksiz quaty bar jannan shyghady. Jan bolghanda adamnyng materiyaldyq denesi maqsat qoyatyn aqyl-oy men sana-sezim, jasampazdyq beretin erik pen qayrat, jaman-jaqsyny aiyra biletin kónili bar ómir kórinisine  ainalady. Al jan ketkende tәn óli materiyagha ainalyp, búl qasiyetterinen airylady. Búlar tek qana jany bar adamgha ghana tәn qasiyetter.

Qanday jetilgen robot bolsa da, ol ony jasaghan adamnyng yrqynan shygha almaydy. Jasalghannyng jasampazdyq qabyleti jasaushynyng qasiytinen asyp kete almaydy. Endeshe jany joq robot mashina adammen eshuaqytta tenesip, ne bolmasa odan asyp ketpek emes.

Biraq, materialist ghalymdar jandy joqqa shygharyp, jasandy intellekt jasaymyz dep, mine, osynday bos әureshilikke salynady. Shәkәrim olardyng isterine kýmәn keltirip, materiyadan óz betimen ómir sýretin jasandy tirshilik iyesin jasaugha bolmaytynyn dәleldeydi. Jaratushynyn, jannyng bar ekenine búl – birinshi dәleli. Sonymen birge, oishyl ekinshi dәlel keltiredi.

Tipti, belgili bir әdispen jasandy intellekt shyghardy dep esepteyik. Sonyng ózinde de, Jaratushyny joqqa shygharugha bolmaydy. Alghashqy elementterdi jasaghan kim? Ghalymdar olardy qaydan alyp otyr? Oishyl búl súraqqa «Osy soqyr, essiz dep jýrgen jaralystan shyqqan zattardan, olardyng qasiyetterinen alyp paydalanyp otyr» dep jauap beredi. Elementter әuelden bar, olardy Jaratushy jaratqan. Al basqa jan iyeleri olardy tek qana qoldanady. Búl aqiqatty týsinip, ony moyyndauymyz kerek.

Qoryta kelgende, jan -- adamnyn, tipti býkil tirshilikting shyqqan qaynar kózi jәne býkil әlemdi basqaratyn negizgi quat bolyp tabylady.

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