Múhtar Kәribay. "Qorghansyzdyng kýni"
Songhy ailarda elimizding birneshe ónirlerinde qylmyskerlerding qolynan balalardyng óltirilui, sonyng ishinde balighatqa tolmaghan jas qyzdardyng zorlyqqa úshyrap, aiuandyqpen ómiri qiyluy býkil qoghamdy shiyrshyq atqyzdy. Adamzat óz damuynyng orasan jetistikterine qol jetkizip otyrghan XXI ghasyrda múnday jabayylyq beynedegi qiyanat qylmystyng oryn aluy sózsiz ashyndyrady, sonymen birge qoghamdaghy әleumettik jaghday men adamgershilik, izgilik qasiyetterding ahualy jóninde auyr oilargha jeteleydi. Múnday soraqylyqtyng týbi qaydan shyghady degende oi-jelisi ózdiginen ótken tariyhqa jetelep, qoldan biylik, bastan erik ketken otarlyq kezenderding kómeski, kólenkeli kýnderine, sol zildi zamannyng zúlmatyn úrpaq sanasynan óshirmeudi múrat tútqan óshpes enbekterge taghy bir ret oralyp, qayta saralap, terenirek úghynudy qajet etkendey. Óitkeni, biz ómir sýrip otyrghan kenistikte, arghysyn aitpaghanda, songhy jýz jyl kóleminde qoghamdyq qúrylystyng ataulary men syrtqy belgileri birneshe mәrte ózgergenimen, ishki dýniyede, sana-bolmysta aina-qatesiz qaytalanyp kele jatqan jayttardyng qalyp qongy alandatuy tiyis.
Songhy ailarda elimizding birneshe ónirlerinde qylmyskerlerding qolynan balalardyng óltirilui, sonyng ishinde balighatqa tolmaghan jas qyzdardyng zorlyqqa úshyrap, aiuandyqpen ómiri qiyluy býkil qoghamdy shiyrshyq atqyzdy. Adamzat óz damuynyng orasan jetistikterine qol jetkizip otyrghan XXI ghasyrda múnday jabayylyq beynedegi qiyanat qylmystyng oryn aluy sózsiz ashyndyrady, sonymen birge qoghamdaghy әleumettik jaghday men adamgershilik, izgilik qasiyetterding ahualy jóninde auyr oilargha jeteleydi. Múnday soraqylyqtyng týbi qaydan shyghady degende oi-jelisi ózdiginen ótken tariyhqa jetelep, qoldan biylik, bastan erik ketken otarlyq kezenderding kómeski, kólenkeli kýnderine, sol zildi zamannyng zúlmatyn úrpaq sanasynan óshirmeudi múrat tútqan óshpes enbekterge taghy bir ret oralyp, qayta saralap, terenirek úghynudy qajet etkendey. Óitkeni, biz ómir sýrip otyrghan kenistikte, arghysyn aitpaghanda, songhy jýz jyl kóleminde qoghamdyq qúrylystyng ataulary men syrtqy belgileri birneshe mәrte ózgergenimen, ishki dýniyede, sana-bolmysta aina-qatesiz qaytalanyp kele jatqan jayttardyng qalyp qongy alandatuy tiyis.
Bizding kóz aldymyzgha úly gumanist, dәuir suretkeri M.Áuezovtyng әigili «Qorghansyzdyng kýni» әngimesining auyr oqighasy oraluy da sondyqtan. Ótken ghasyrdyng basynda jaryq kórgen Múhannyng bastapqy tuyndylarynyng birine jatatyn búl әngimesining kólemi shaghyn bolghanymen, auqymy ken, quaty zor, kýni býginge deyin oqyrmannyng jýregin qaryp, kókiregin qars aiyratyn súmdyq tragediyany (úqsastyqty qaranyz) bayandaytyny mәlim.
Ángime ózegi keng saharanyng iyen bir týkpirinde ýitkigen borandy qysta japadan jalghyz qystauda jaqynda ghana azamatynan jәne onyng kindiginen tughan jalghyz úl baladan airylyp, qasiretten qan jútyp otyrghan: biri tórinen kóri jaqyn kәri kempir, ekinshisi kózi su qaranghy jesir, ýshinshisi endigi bir ýiding jalghyz sýieneri, songhy ýmitindey bolghan kýnәdan pәk on ýsh jastaghy Ghaziza – osynau beyshara ýsh әielding basyndaghy qisapsyz tauqymet, sheti-shegi kórinbes qasiret. Múnyng barlyghy azday, endi olardy basynyp, qaraly otaugha bata jasaghansyp kelip otyryp, óz ýiinde zorlyqpen jas qyzdyng abyroyyn tókken Aqan degen bolystyng aiuandyghyn әshkereleydi. Qorlyq pen mazaqqa, súm dýniyening tozaghyna kóne almaghan Ghaziza ghaziz janynyng songhy zaryn aitugha borandy týnde әkesi men bauyry jatqan molagha jetip, ayazdy dalada qatyp óledi.
Al, Ghaziza kim edi?! «Ol – sypayy, nәzik bolyp ósken Ghaziza: jinishke súnghaq boyly, azghana sekpili bar dóngelek aq-súr jýzdi Ghaziza. Kórgen kózge alghashqy jerden-aq sýikimdiligin sezdiretin uyz jas... búl bala jasynan kókesining jalghyzdyghyn, aghayyndarynyng dostyghy joq qattylyghyn oilap, syrtyna shygharyp eshkimge aitpasa da, sol әkesine jany ashyp, tileuin tileumen ósken. Ol kónildi bolghanda búl da kónildenip, quanyp otyrushy edi. Jasynan sezimdi bala zerdeliligimen әkesining jalghyzdyghyn, sharuasynyng nasharlyghyn úghyp, soghan qolynan kelgenshe kómek qylghysy kelip túratynyn sezgen son, ýiishi týgelimen Ghazizany әlpeshteushi edi». Endi bir ýiding bar auyrtpalyghyn taldyrmash denesi qayysa jýrip kóteretin jalghyz tiregi, jalghyz aldanyshy, shyraq sәulesi, songhy ýmiti.
Búl shanyraqtyng basyndaghy auyr hal әngimede «qonaghy bir elding bolysy bolghan son» әiteuir bir ýmit qoy degen kempirding auzymen aitylady: «…búl arada otyrghan elde adam sekildi adam bar ma? Úrghashy sekildi jybyrlaghan úsaq. Qoryqqanyna ghana jauap berip, qoryqsa ghana aitqanyndy isteytin súmdar emes pe?! Mine – mening Jaqybym ólgenine eki ay boldy. Bireui tuysqan bolyp: bishara, jayyng qanday, sharuang ne kýide dep, esikten qarady ma eken. Qayta ýiimizge kelse, shetinen tysyrayyp, juanymsyp keledi. Ylghy jetim-jesir dep qyzyghyp antalap, bir nәrsemizdi auzyna týsirip alghysy kelip túrady. Úyalmaghyrlar úyalmastan bizdi jegisi kelip túrady. Men sorly balam ólgennen beri solardan kórgen zorlyghymdy aitayyn…», - dep, bóten emes, óz aghayyn-tuysqandarynyng búl ýiding erkegi ólgen song biri malyn tartyp әketip, biri qalghan-qútqan týkke túrghysyz dýniye-mýlkine qyzyghyp, endi basqalary әielderding ózin talasqa salyp jýrgen barsha qiyanattaryn aqtarady.
Kempirding ýmittenip, zaryma qúlaghyn týre jýrsin degendegi Aqan bolystyng bolmysy mynau: «…kýndegi ómirinde búl sekildi talay jauyzdyqty kórip, ózi de sondaylardyng ishinde bolyp jýrgendikten, myna estip otyrghan sózining bәri kóniline tanys, tanghalarlyq tamashasy joq… búl adamnyng ishi jaqsy sezimge jat bolyp ketken bir kýngirt dýnie siyaqty. Óz basyna kelgen bolmasa, bóten kisining basyna kelgen auyrtpalyq pәle bolyp kórinbeydi. Onyng tartqan qasireti kónline qonbaydy, sezimine sinbeydi, tipti úghylmaydy». Kempir tyndaghan adamnyng tóbe qúiqasyn shymyrlatarlyq mún-zaryn tógip otyrghanda eki kózin Ghazizadan almay, aram oilardyng jeteginde otyrghan búl nadan keude kórsoqyr pende o bastan qasyndaghy jandayshap atqosshysy Qaltaydyng jymysqy jospary boyynsha pasyq pighyl, súm niyetpen toqtaghan edi. Aqyry, týn qaranghysyn jamylyp qorghansyz jangha qorlyghyn batyryp aramza oilaryna jetip tynady. Jaqynda ghana azamatynan jәne erke kindikti úl baladan aiyrylyp qos qazagha úshyrap otyrghan qaraly ýige bata jasaghansyp kelip: Qúday isi sypayyshylyq, aqyrynyng qayyryn bersin!,- dep kónil aitqan bola otyryp, endi sorly shanyraqtyng jalghyz tiregi, sýienishi bolyp qalghan әlsiz, nәzik Ghazizany basynyp qorlap ketken qazaq myrzasynyng isi din-islamgha jat, qúdayshylyqtan maqúrym ólsheusiz kýnә boluymen birge, adamdyqqa simaytyn, tipti aiuandyqtan da alys qylmys edi.
«Ghaziza zorlyqtan bosanghanda esi auynqyrap, kóniline dýnie dýniyeligin joghaltqanday, ózinen alystap bara jatqanday bolyp kórindi. Búl sezim – búl uaqytqa sheyin kóniline kelmegen asa jat bir suyq sezim… qorlyq mazaq kórgen Ghazizanyng kózinen dýniyening barlyq qyzyghy ketti. Jastyghyna layyq bolghan ýmit, hiyaldyng bәri de oiyn basqan qaranghylyqqa batty, kónlindegi ómir sýrsem degen ottyng aqyrghy jalyny sóndi». Sóitken Ghaziza bishara bolghan sheshelerim aqyrghy qayghymdy kórmey-aq, bilmey-aq qoysyn! Qayghyly bir syr kórge birge-aq ketsin dep aqyrghy arman-zaryn aitu ýshin әkesining ziratyna jetip, molany qúshaqtaghan kýiinde ayazda ýsip óledi.
Jiylghan aghayyndary kóp izdemey-aq eki jas beyitting arasynan Ghazizanyng sýiegin tauyp alghanda «әkesining beyitine jabysyp, qasiretti ómirding aqyrghy quatyn sol jerde bergen eken. Óler saghatyna sheyin qabaghyn basqan qayghy búl uaqytta jadyraghan: izi qalghan joq. Balalyq jýzinde: «Mende jazyq joq, men tazamyn», - degen ashyq tazalyqtyng belgisi, qayghy-qasiretten seyilgen jas balanyng ajary bar».
Búl dýniyede bar-joghy bir mýshel ghana jasap, songhy sәtine deyin qabaghy qayghydan ashylmaghan Ghaziza o dýniyege ótkende baryp jadyraghan, balalyghyna say qayghy-qasiretten seyilgen, ashyq, taza ajaryn tapqan. Tiri kýninde, qorghansyz jetim qalghan shaghynda búghan janasharlyq tanytudyng ornyna odan sayyn talaugha týsiruge dayyn bolghan, aqyry jolshybay bireulerding qorlyghyna tastaghan tasjýrek aghayyn-júrtyna, barsha adam balasyna óli Ghazizanyng jýzindegi osynau balalyqtyn, tazalyqtyng ajar-belgisi: men senderding ortanda tiri jýrgenimde osynday beynede boluym kerek edi, balalyq shaqtyng balday dәmin tatyp, deni sau, qayratty әke-sheshening meyirim-shapaghatyna bólenip, aghayyn-júrttyng arasynda erkelep ósip, boyjetkende jar qyzyghyn kórip, sәby sýiip, eline qorghan bolatyn úrpaq tәrbiyeleytin analyq baqytqa keneluge layyq edim degen aryz-arman, ósiyet-tilek qalghanday.
«Qorghansyzdyng kýni» tragediyalyq әngimesinde jiyrmanyng ýstindegi jas Áuezov bir ýiding basyna týsken zil-batpan qasiret oqighasy arqyly týpsiz tereng daghdarysqa qúldyraghan qoghamnyng soraqy beynesin, adamdyq qalyptan shyghyp, azghyndap bara jatqan keybir el juandarynyng opasyzdyghyn, qyrdaghy kedey-kepshik, qarapayym adamdardyng bastan keship otyrghan orasan tauqymetining tereng tamyrlaryna deyin jalanashtap, aiqara ashyp qapysyz bayandaydy.
Avtor búl shygharmasynda óreskel, shekten shyqqan, adamnyng aqylyna syimaytyn zúlymdyqty әshkerelep, jan-dýniyendi astan-kesteng etetin, jýike-jýiendi titirkendirip, anau Kýshikbay kezenindegi ayaz ghaziz jan Ghazizamen birge óz denendi qaryp týskendey, biraq beyshara jangha arasha týsuge beydaua kýide bolghandyghynnan jigerindi janshyp, namysyndy qayraytyn qúdyretti tilmen jerine jetkize bayandap qana otyrghan joq. Ol barsha adamzat aldyna ashy saual tastap otyr. Múnday adamdyqtan tym-tym alys, hayuan ekesh hayuannyng da jasamaytyn jauyzdyghyn qazaqtyng myrzasy óz qaryndasyna jasaugha nege bardy?! IYә, qaryndasyna! Olay deytinimiz әrdayym gumanizm tuyn kóteretin úly suretkerlerding eng basty iydeyasy: adam - adamgha bauyr – degen tújyrymgha toqtalady. Búl qaghida әlem әdebiyetining әigili ýlgilerining qaysysynda da menmúndalap túratyny mәlim. Aytalyq, orys әdebiyetining klassiygi Nikolay Gogolidin «Shiyneli» degen әngimesining keyipkeri, bir kensede kóshirmeshi bolyp júmys isteytin Akaky Akakiyevichting basyna qaghaz shashyp, kýndelikti mazaq qyludy әdetke ainaldyrghan jastardyng ishindegi bireui janaghy bayghústyn: «Qoysandarshy endi, sender nege meni qorlaysyndar?» degen jalghyz auyz jalynyshty sózine toqtap qalady. Eshkimmen sharuasy joq, ózimen-ózi, kýndelikti júmysynan basqa eshnәrsede oiy joq jalghyzbasty qart adamnyng osy bir jalynyshty dausy jas jigitting ómir boyy oiynan ketpey, mezgil-mezgil esine týsip túratyn bolady. Sondaghy keyuananyng sózi onyng sanasyna «bizding bәrimiz bir-birimizge bauyrmyz» degen oidy jetkizgen edi. Al, qorghansyz, dәrmensiz Ghazizanyng jalghyz, jalbarynyshty ýnine, tipti, eng aqyrghy tilegine selt etpegen Aqannyng isi - jan balasynyng sanasyna syimaytyn asa auyr qylmys. Áuezov zorlyq pen zombylyq, qatygezdik pen qiyanatshyldyqtyng tamyry tym terenge jayylghan ashy shyndyqty aiqara kórsetip, múnday qoghamnyng órkeniyetti әlemdik qoghamdastyq qataryna qosyla alu-almauynyng zor qaupin eskertedi. Nege deseniz óz bauyryna ozbyrlyq jasau qalypty әdetke, aiypsyz iske ainalghan elding bolashaghy búlynghyr, keleshegi qarang bolmaq. Úly gumanist M.Áuezov qogham basyna týsken osynau tereng tragediyanyng tabighatyn tanugha, odan qorytyndy jasaugha, keler úrpaqtardyng múnday jabayylyqtan qamyryghyp qarsy shyghuyna shaqyrady. Kýresuge dәrmen joq әlsiz jandar alapat qiyanattyng ýnsiz qúrbandaryna ainalyp kete baruda.
M.Áuezovting «Qorghansyzdyng kýni» úly shygharmasynan biz HIH ghasyrdyng ayaghy men HH ghasyr basyndaghy qazaq qoghamynyng birqatar sayasi, әleumettik, etnikalyq problemalaryn kóremiz:
- Memlekettik biylik, basqaru jýiesining kýireui;
- Áleumettik tensizdik, yaghny kýshtilerding әlsizderge ashyq zorlyq jasauy;
- Sharuashylyq salanyng qúldyrauy;
- Adam qúqyghynyng ayaqqa taptaluy, adamgha qúrmetting joqtyghy;
- Áyel tensizdigi;
- Túrmystyq qiyanattyng órshui;
- Adamgershilik qasiyettin, moralidik, diny qúndylyqtardyn, músylmandyq belgining qúldyrauy;
- Densaulyq saqtau, emdeu isining joqtyghy
- Ádilet organdarynyn, sot-qúqyqtyq jýiening joyyluy.
Keng baytaq saharanyng bir týkpirindegi jalghyz bir shanyraqtyng basyndaghy alapat auyr ahual arqyly kórsetilgen jayt sol kezendegi qazaq dalasynyng qay búryshynda aina qatesiz qaytalanuy, nemese kýndelikti bolyp jatuy әbden mýmkin edi.
Keleshekte ózi de bir shanyraqtyng iyesi, adal jar, ayauly ana bolugha jaratylghan Ghaziza opasyz zamanynyn, soghan әbden beyimdelgen súm pendelerding qúrbanyna ainaldy. Izdeushisi joq, qorghaushysy joq qarshaday qazaq qyzy – azattyqtan aiyrylyp búratana atanghan, eldikten aiyrylyp ezdikke úshyraghan, dinnen aiyrylyp kәpirlikke boysúnghan, adamdyqtan ajyratylyp, aiuandyq әreketter basymdyq ala bastaghan iyen, panasyz júrttyng bir ókili. Osynday qorghansyz kýige qarsy túrarlyq kýsh – Ghazizanyng minsiz tazalyghy, meyirimdi jýregi men boyyndaghy úly namys – búl kýnde tek anyzgha ainalyp әbden úmyt bola bastaghan bayyrghy batyr Kýshikbay syndy babalardan qalghan bir mysqal belgi de osy bolu kerek. Ángimede oqigha ótetin orynnyng atauynan mәlimet beru orayynda anyz retinde aitylyp ótetin Kýshikbay batyr turaly qysqasha bayannyng da tereng mәni bar. Sheshek auruy әbden asqynyp túrghan jiyrma jastagha Kýshikbay jaulary múnyng auyryp jatqan shaghyn paydalanyp baylauly túrghan atyn taltýste alyp ketkenin estip, namysyn qoldan bermeu ýshin atqa qonghan Kýshikbay jauda ketken túlparyn aiybymen birge qaytaryp әkelip, aulyna jetken tústaghy tóbede nayzasyn jerge tirep baryp atynan týsip, jan tәsilim etedi. Buyrqanghan batyrdyng armanda ketkenine narazylyghynyng belgisindey, sodan beri onyng molasy túrghan tóbeden ýzilmeytin yzghar, aiyqpaytyn boran soghyp túruy sodan deydi anyzda. Ghaziza sol Kýshikbay batyrdyng әuletinen. Ekeuining arasynda tamyrly baylanys bar. Biri – epikalyq, anyzgha ainalghan geroy, ótken dәuirdin, batyrlyq, jaugerlik azat zamandardyng habarshysy, jauyna ese bermey, qapyda ketken jas batyr; ekinshisi – realistik geroy, oqigha ótetin kezende ómir keship jatqan jetim, jas qyz, ar-namysy jolynda ayazdaghy aq ólimge bas tikti. Qiyanatqa úshyraghan Ghaziza әdettegi әiel zatyna tәn әlsizdikpen jylap-syqtap ýiine qaytyp kelse, ózge ondaghan, jýzdegen beymәlim, әlsiz úzyn etektilerding biri ghana bolyp qalar edi. M.Áuezovtyng Ghazizasy tәni jaralanghanymen jany jaralanbaghan kýiinde barsha tirilerge ózining ólimimen aqyrghy tilegin aityp, ar aldynda, adamdyq aldynda, aqyry qúday aldyndaghy jauapkershilikke tartyp otyr. Kýshikbay men ghaziza taghdyrlary úrpaqtar ýndestigining ýzilmegendigin, últtyng ar-namysty tu etken ruhany quatynyng sembegendigin pash etedi.
Shyndyghynda, «Qorghansyzdyng kýnindegi» qorghansyzdar Ghaziza, onyng soqyr sheshesi, kәri әjesi emes – jalpy, últ, әleumet, halyq. Múnday panasyz, qorghansyzdyq kýiding belgileri, ol sonau saharanyng bir shetindegi: kóruge asa kónilsiz, bauyry borannan bosamaytyn, jel terisinen soqsa da, onynan soqsa da panalyghy joq azynap túrghan dala, dәureni ótip kedeylik basqan, kónilsiz salqyn ómirge týsken kәriler bastaghan el-júrt, iyesiz anyrap, úmytylyp qalghan birdene sekildi, tozyghy әbden jetip, búrysh-búryshynyng qyry ketip júmyrlanghan eski ýy men qora, basy qara qojalaq kishkene tóbeshikting ýstindegi taudan soqqan yzghyryq jel topyraghyn úshyryp jatqan eki beyit, qabyrghalary qara balshyqpen sylanghan kir, sәnsiz, retsiz ýiile salghan peshinde jyltyndyghan oty da әlsiz qaranghy, múz qatqan suyq, onghan mýlki de joq úsqynsyz ýy ishi. Búl ýiding barlyq jany – ýsh-aq әiel bolsa, olardyng әrqaysysy әr úrpaqtyng ókili, biri - kәrilik jetken kempir, ekinshisi -orta jastaghy soqyr әiel, ýshinshisi - balalyq pen jastyqtyng ortasyndaghy taldyrmash deneli qyz. Alayda ýsheuinin, yaghny bir halyqtyng ýsh buynynyng kórip otyrghan jetim-jesirligi, tauqymeti men azaby bir jәne búdan shyghudyng da qanday da bir joly kórinbeydi, bilinbeydi. Ol azday, búlardyng basyna qorlyq ýstine qorlyq, qiyanat ýstine qiyanat qabattasa týspek.
Avtor Ghazizanyng kórgen mazaq, qorlau, rәsualaugha qarsy oiyna kelgen eng sheshushi qadamgha barar aldyndaghy kýiin: «Barsha basynan keshirgen jetimdikke, beynetke, jalghyzdyqqa, qorlyq-mazaqqa týgelimen qarsylyq oilady. Ómirinde syrtyna shyqpaghan ashu, yza, namys barlyq erkin biylep, duyldap basyna bir-aq shyqty... qayghyly bir syr kórge birge-aq ketsin degendey bolyp, tysqa shyqty... bisharalyq, iyesizdikting tanbasy basylghan eski lashyqtyng ishinde Ghazizanyng balalyghy, erkeligi jәne qayghysy, qasireti qaldy. O da birge kómilmek. Barlyq jýregine jyly jaqyndary, nәzik qylyp ósirgen úyasy qaldy...», - depbayandaydy. Osyndaghy: jetimdik, beynet, jalghyzdyq, qorlyq-mazaq jalghyz Ghazizanyng emes, barsha júrttyng basyna ornap otyrghan jay emes pe, bisharalyq, iyesizdikting tanbasy jetim ýsh әielding lashyghynyng ghana emes, tútas qazaq dalasynyng keshken kýii bolatyn ol dәuirde. Shygharmada zorlyqshylardyng qylmysynyng ashylmauy, olardyng týk kórip bilmegendey shanalaryn shegip jýrip ketui, jasaghan jauyzdyghyna qanday da bir jaza tartqan-tartpaghandyghy jayynda birauyz sóz bolmauy da osydan. Óitkeni, anau Kýshikbay asuynyng bir týkpirindegi beyshara bir әuletke qarsy jasalghan qiyanat ýshin jaza beriluinen tútas qazaq júrtynyng jarasy jenildemek emes...
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