Keshe Saryarqadaghy Kinoparkten "Snayper" (American Sniper) filimin kórip qayttyq. 160 adamdy (biyresmy 255) jer jastandyrghan adamdy dәripteu dúrys emes dersiz. Biraq amerikalyq túrghyda ol - qaharman. Filimnen amerikalyq patriotizmning biyik ýlgisin kórdim. Kino ghoy dey salugha bolady. Biraq Kris Kayl esimdi "teniz mysyghy" shynymen búl ómirde bolghan mergen. Ol óz maydandasynyng qolynan qaza tapqan kezde amerika júrtynyng qalay qayghyrghanyn kórdim (janalyqtar múraghattaryn qarap). Tarazdaghy terakti kezinde ózin qúrban etken Ghaziz Baytasovty solay joqtay aldyq pa? Esime aldym, amerikalyqtarmen salystyrdym... Joq. Biz joqtamaq týgili, mәn de bermegen siyaqtymyz. 
Amerikalyq armangha shyn senetin, elin sýietin, júrtyn sýietin, elinin, halqynyn, óz otbasynyng qauipsizdigin basty oryngha qoyghan Kris Kayldyng bir sózi únady. Ol "terroristerdi qúrtpasaq, olar Detroit pen Chikagogha, sening jәne mening ýiime jetedi. Otbasylarymyzgha qauip tóndiredi", - deydi. Myng jerden sayasat, amerika ózi úiymdastyrghan soghys, t.b. desek te, qarapayym azamat retindegi onyng sózi shyndyq.
Mysaly, bizding qaysymyz, Siriya men Iraktaghy IShIM mening elime, mening otbasyma qauip tóndirui mýmkin dep otyrmyz? Aytpaydy emes, aityp ta jýrgen shygharmyz... Biraq sol qauipting betin alu ýshin ne istep jatyrmyz? Osy FB-da otyratyn qalyng jurnalister IShIYM-ge qarsy qaru alyp qarsy shyqpasaq ta, aqparattyq maydanda ne is tyndyrdyq?
Filimdi kórip otyryp, bizding әngime bos sandyraq ekenin úqtym. Eshtene oilap tabudyng qajeti joq. IYdeologiyamyzdyng basty baghyty etip eshqashan eskirmeytin, satylmaytyn qúndylyq - sezimdi, mahabbatty aluymyz kerek shyghar. Birden Otandy sýy dep qinamay, ózindi sýi, otbasyndy sýi, júmys ornyndy sýi, menshigindi sýi, kórshindi sýi, sony qorgha, (Abaydyng ýsh sýngi keremet qúral) sen ósseng eling de ósedi, sen óshseng eling de óshedi, elinning bolashaghy sening qolynda dep tәrbiyeleu kerek shyghar. Sonda әrqaysymyzdyng ishki egolarymyz jiylyp kelip, Otangha degen ortaq ego bolar. 
Bir anyghy - kez-kelgen iygi iydeologiya jemqorlyq bar jerde túl. Búl endi tausylmaytyn taqyryp.
Óz oiym ózimdiki. 

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