"Bir jýrekting baqytyn úghu ýshin, myng jýrekting qayghysyn tyndau kerek" degen óleng joldary jaydan-jay aitylmaghan. Qoghamdaghy adamdar ainalasyna nemqúrayly qaraudy qoyghanda ghana ruhany janghyryp, damyghan eldermen iyq tirestiruge bolady.

Eger, myna Saraghashtaghy balanyng oqighasy búrmalansa (zorlanbaghan bolsa jaqsy ghoy әriyne. Biraq, zorlansa da zorlanbaghan deu bizding elde týk emes) mening búl biylikke degen, búl jýiege degen azdaghan qúrmetim joghalary haq! Búl oy mening basymda ghana emes, kópshilik osylay oilaytyn bolar...

Men eshqashan zorlyq-zombylyq jasaushylardy qoldaghan emespin. Osy minezim maghan kóp kedergi keltirdi. Shekarada ofiyserlerding bassyzdyghyna qarsy shyghamyn dep 3 aigha qamalghan kezim de bolghan. Júrt әskerden shashyn artyna qayyryp qaytqan kezde men taqyrbas bolyp qaytqanmyn. Mening eng qorqatyn dýniyem - ar soty... Ákemizge, balamyzgha ótirik aita salu onay shyghar... Biraq, ózindi alday alasyng ba?

Aysúltan Jaqypov

Facebook-tegi paraqshasynan