Jenis KÁKENÚLY, keskindemeshi, grafiyk, publisist, QR Suretshiler odaghynyng mýshesi:

– Agha, qazaq sizdi keshegi Ábilhan Qas­teev, Oral Tansyqbaev, qala berdi, Aghym­saly Dýzelhanov syndy qazaq­tyng qylqalamyn janyna serik etken ten­dessiz suretshilerining jalghasy retin­de kóredi, sizding sәigýlik atty ar­qau etken tuyndylarynyz biraz júrt­ty qal-qaderinshe oigha qaldyrghany sóz­siz. Áytse de siz jay suretshi emes, «Mә­deniyetti qoldau jyly» (2000) av­tory­syz, sonday-aq «Jenis Kәkenúly» atty alibom-jinaghynyz shyqty, al son­ghy shyqqan «Aq zer» atty enbeginiz qazaq, qazaq qana emes-au, әlem suret ónerining syghyp alghan shyrynynday dýnie boldy desek qatelespeymiz. Agha, olay bolsa, alystan sermemey, birden HHI ghasyrdaghy suret pen suretshiler jayyna kóshsek, әlemdik beyneleu óneri qazaq kartinalaryn tany ma, mo­yynday ma, jalpy, biz suret әlemi­ning sanatynda barmyz ba ózi?

Jenis KÁKENÚLY, keskindemeshi, grafiyk, publisist, QR Suretshiler odaghynyng mýshesi:

– Agha, qazaq sizdi keshegi Ábilhan Qas­teev, Oral Tansyqbaev, qala berdi, Aghym­saly Dýzelhanov syndy qazaq­tyng qylqalamyn janyna serik etken ten­dessiz suretshilerining jalghasy retin­de kóredi, sizding sәigýlik atty ar­qau etken tuyndylarynyz biraz júrt­ty qal-qaderinshe oigha qaldyrghany sóz­siz. Áytse de siz jay suretshi emes, «Mә­deniyetti qoldau jyly» (2000) av­tory­syz, sonday-aq «Jenis Kәkenúly» atty alibom-jinaghynyz shyqty, al son­ghy shyqqan «Aq zer» atty enbeginiz qazaq, qazaq qana emes-au, әlem suret ónerining syghyp alghan shyrynynday dýnie boldy desek qatelespeymiz. Agha, olay bolsa, alystan sermemey, birden HHI ghasyrdaghy suret pen suretshiler jayyna kóshsek, әlemdik beyneleu óneri qazaq kartinalaryn tany ma, mo­yynday ma, jalpy, biz suret әlemi­ning sanatynda barmyz ba ózi?

– Qazaqtyng beyneleu әlemi «sosia­list­ik realizmnin» tomagha-túiyq qalpy­nan ayaq-qoly bosap shyghysymen kóp úza­may myng týrli, qúlpyrma boyaugha qanyghyp ýlger­di. Qúmyrsqanyng iyleuindey byjy­na­ghan, ózgeler túrmaq, suretshining ózi adasyp qal­atyn qyzyqty, qiyametti qan bazar. Ne joq deysing HHI ghasyrdyng palitrasynda? Kim­der joq deysiz onda? Kemengerler de jýr, kemister de… «Óner – halyqtyki» degen ústanymda jýrgender de, «joq, óner – óner ýshin» dep órekpigender de iyin tiresedi. Akademiyalyq qatang stilidi saq­tap qalghandar da, Kandinskiy men Shagal­dyng ózi tirilip kelse de, bas shayqap ketetin avan­gard ókilderi de barshylyq. Natur­mort­tan tartyp, avtomobiliding jaramsyz dón­gelekterinen installyasiya jasaghandar, bolmasa peyzajdan bastap konservi qal­byrynan performens istegenderge deyin­gi­­ler de bir shoghyr. «Qazaq qashanghy suret әlip­pesin naturmorttan bastay berui ke­rek» dep keyip, qazaqtyng beyneleu әlemine «Bab­nama», gharyshtyq sana-sezim ilimin ústa­nym etkender de bar. Suretshiler jiy­na­lyp art-simpoziumgha shyqsa, tap baya­ghy­sha tabighat kórinisterin tәptishtey jazyp, aq ter, kók ter bolyp jatsa, ekinshi bireuler kerisinshe týk bitirmey, әbden kórme bastalarda kenebine bir-eki tastyng nobayyn týsirip, «tap-taza su» dep jazyp qoyatyn boldy. Ol azday, әlgi kartina úyal­may jýldeli oryn alatyn dәrejege jettik qoy. Áu bastaghy «jaqsylap salyp, jazyp ýi­renu kerek» degen aksiomadan ainy­mauy­myz kerek edi, biraq әr zamannyng jazylmaghan zany bar eken. Bir kezde eng kóp oqityn el edik, endigide balalar kitap­qa qaramaydy da. Sol siyaqty bir kezderi may­ly boyau әdisterin 10-20 jyl tәptishtep ýi­renetin adam balasy búl kýn­deri «enbek­te­mey», «qaz túrmay», «tәi-tәy baspay-aq» «jýgirip» ketuge qúmar. Sy BAy Shy dey­tin suretshi aitypty: «Qyryqqa kelgen­de ghana suretti týsine bastadym, endi bir 30-40 jyl suret salsam, tәuir suretshi boluym kәdik. Al 100 jasasam ghana naghyz suretshi bolar edim» dep. Suretke, jalpy, kez kelgen ónerge qúlaqkesti qúl bolu kerek.

– Qysqasha aitqanda, qazirgi bey­ne­leu ónerining óz «kartinasy» osynday ghoy? Al endi art-biznes degendi qalay týsinuimizge bolady? Án men jyrdy shou-bizneske ainaldyrghan zamanda, beyneleu ónerining qan bazary art-biznes jaghymdy sipatqa ie me? Ja­l­py, biznes degen sauda desek, sau­da­nyng opasyz da jaghy bar ghoy, sodan týbi adamzat opyq jemey me?

– Tayau jyldary batystyng asa daq­pyrtty «Saatchi» atty suret galereyasy órtke orandy. Qyzyl jalynnyng kómeyin­de jýzdegen sotyq jerdi alyp jatqan, ýlken anghardyng ishinde saqtauly myndaghan kartina ketken desedi. Al sol Charliz Saatchy deytin kim edi? Ol – Iraktaghy soghys­tan qashyp, Angliyagha taban tiregen, mayly boyau iyisi múrnyna barmasa da, beyneleu әlemin aqshanyng sauyn siyryna «әdemi» ainaldyra bilgen kәsipker. Ónkey atyshuly, «jauyz» kartinalardy satyp alyp, qayyra satumen aty shyqqan onyng jinaghynda kóptegen balany qinap óltirip, etin jegen kannibaldyng ýlken portreti bo­lypty. Álgining kelbetin jýzdegen sәbiyding alaqandarynyng tabymen, bederimen sal­dyrghan deydi әlgi súm. Syrtta әlgi jazyq­syz shetinegen balalardyng analary ereuil­detip, «Saatchiyge» qarsylyq aksiya­syn jasap jatsa da, kórmege qyzyq kórip sabylushylarda esep bolmaghan desedi.

Osy kýnderi auksiongha týsetin kartiy­nalardyng narqy da, baghasy da biz ýshin týsinik­siz. Dúrystap qaryndash ústay da almay­tyn­dardyng shygharmasy búrynghy ótken may­talmandardan әldeqayda qymbat boluy qalypty jaghdaygha ainalyp bara­dy.

– Aqyndardy mýshәira, әnshilerdi toy asyrap jatyr, al suretshilerdi she? Olar qalay kýneltip jýr býginde, әl­de memleket tarapynan qanday da bir kómek bar ma?

– Onynyz ras, memleket tarapynan bizge bólinetin aqsha tenizding tamshysynday ghana. Biraz uaqyt búryn suretshilerding sezin­de bolyp keldim, sonda byltyr Suret­shiler odaghyna bar-joghy 7 million tenge ghana bólinipti, 7 million degen ne? Týkke túrmaytyn qarjy ghoy, elimizde 1000-gha juyq Suretshiler odaghynyng mý­she­leri bar, sonyng әrqaysysynda jetpey jat­qan problemalar shash etekten. Qay jyrtyghyna jamau bolady solardyn? Biz bir jyly hudgrafty 50 týlek bitirsek, qa­zir sonyng ishinde qylqalamdy ústap qalgha­ny men ghana shygharmyn. Qalghandary týgel der­lik suretshilikpen bala-shaghasyn asy­ray almaghandyqtan basqa salagha ketip qal­dy. Tayauda teledidarda migrasiya turaly bir habar jýrip jatyr eken, sonda polisiya mayory sóilep túr, tanys adam kózime ottay basyldy. Sóitsem, ózimizding gruppa­nyng starostasy. «Mәssaghan, kezinde mayly boyaudyng sheberi bolamyn degen jigitter qayda ketip qalghan?» dep ishim uday ashyp ketti. Myna uaqyt, zaman degen adamdy diyirmen sekildi uatyp, shashyp jiberedi eken ghoy... Al suretshilikti tastamaghandar óz etining tiriliginen jәne baquatty tanys­tary bar, yaghny solar arqyly kartinany satyp ne bolmasa «Aruart», «Óner», «Qú­lan­shygha» baryp, kelisip, әiteuir solar bergen tiyn-tebenmen ólmesting kýnin keship jatyr. Qalay bolghanda da qylqala­myn tastap ketpegen mening әriptesterime myng taghzym! Biz ekonomikamyz myqty dep maqtanamyz, biraq jaqynda ghana bir suretshi jigit Ózbekstangha baryp, sonda bizden әldeqayda «nashar túrady» degen ózbekterding suretshilerge jasap qoyghan jaghdayyn kórip, tanghalyp keldi: Tashkent­ting ortasynan zәulim galereya ashyp beripti, әriyne, sodan keyin olardyng suretshileri eshkim­ge alaqan jaymaydy.

– Álemdik beyneleu óneri ókilderi­ning әrqaysysynyng ózindik órnek, ózin­dik stili, bet-beynesi bar, sonday-aq mәngilik taqyryby da bolady. Al siz óziniz qay kartinanyzdy mise tútasyz? Suretshiler jýz kartina salsa, sonyng bәrin aldymen ózi moyynday bermey­tinge úqsaydy ghoy?

– Túlpar. Sebebi qay zamanda da qazaq­t­yng serigi qoy ne siyr emes, jylqy bolghan. Jaugha shapsa da, toygha barsa da, qyz kóruge barsa da qazaq túlpar minip baryp, bәigege túlpar minip shauyp, jylqynyng eti men qymy­zyn iship, saqyldaghan sary ayazda qyz-qyz qaynap, malyn baghyp, tirshilik etken. Al óz tuyndylarymnyng ishindegi kó­ni­lime asa bir qatty únaytyn birine toqtal­saq, ol – «Shәkәrimdi joqtau» degen kartinam. Búl suretting súlbasy Astanagha alghash kelgen 2003 jyly basyma keldi. 1932-37 jyldar aralyghynda 7 million qazaq bolsaq, sonyng 4 milliony ashtan qyrylypty, әriyne, salystyrmaly týrde aitamyn. Qazaqtyng bastan ótkergen nәu­bet­terin tize kelgende, tipti sonau jon­gharmen shayqasqan súrapyl kezderding ózi­nen asyp týsken qasiret osy ashtyq bolghan. Birining balasyn biri jeuge barghan son, odan asqan qasiret, odan asqan tamúq boluy mýmkin be? Bolishevikterding qolymen jasalghan búl súrapyldy biz genosid dep óz atymen atauymyz kerek. Mine, mening «Shәkәrimdi joqtau» degende aitqym kelgen, kórsetkim kelgen súmdyq osy edi: bir jaghyna qaray auyp ketken er-toqymy bauyrynda túrghan aq boz at keypinde berdim. Qúiyn ba, dauyl ma, әiteuir aspannan bir bәleket, bir obyr tónip keledi... Jalpy, qiyamet jyldargha arnalghan kartina edi.

– Osy qay zamanda, qay dәuirde ómir sýrse de, suretshiler janynyn, tagh­­dyrlarynyng bir-birimen úqsasty­ghy bola ma? Siz, mysaly, ózinizdi әlem­dik qas suretshilerding qaysysyna úq­satar ediniz?

– Suretshilerdi ortaqtastyratyn bir nәrse bolsa, men aitar edim: ol enbek­qorlyghy dep. Tandy tangha úryp, ýy betin kórmey kezip, tipti sau basyn taugha da, tas­qa da úryp, qalypty adam ómiri barmaytyn qúrbandyqtargha da baryp jatatyn qiyaly halyq – osy suretshiler. Alla Pugacheva oryn­daytyn «Million alqyzyl raushan» әnin­de bir qas súlugha degen sezimi jolynda tipti ýi-jay, dýniye-mýlikti million gýlge almastyrghan da bir beyshara suretshi emes pe edi?.. Men ony dúrys ne búrys dep qara­lap, ne jaqtap jatqanym joq, tek suret­shi bolmysyn aitamyn. Biraq barlyq suret­shiler bir degen shablondyq kózqaras­pen qarau da qatelik. Sebebi tanym men týisik, mentaliytet, bolmys – bәri adamnyng tegi, qany men últyna, imanyna, ómir sýru saltyna baylanysty qalyptasady. Osy jaghynan qazaq suretshilerining batys suretshilerimen, jalpy, qazaqtyng batys júrtymen eshqashan qabysqan emes, qabyspaq ta emes. Óitkeni Europanyng әlem turaly týsinigi, tanymy bir bólek te, qazaqtardyki bir basqa.

– Beyneleu ónerinde óziniz ýlgi túta­tyn bir suretshi bar ma, aitalyq, Pablo Pikasso, bolmasa Leonardo da Vinchi, mýmkin, biz bilmeytin basqa bir suret­shi?..

– Qylqalamynyng sheberligine tәnti bolyp, tanghalghannan kartinasynyng al­dyn­da saghattap tapjylmay túrugha bolatyn maytalman maestrolar bar, biraq olardyng birde-bireui mening kumiyrim emes. Biraq mening búl sózimdi «ózim ghana myqtymyn, ózgening bәri bir tiyn» degen tәkapparlyq dep oilap qalmanyzdar, sebebi mening ghúmyr boyy suret salsam da, nebir ghajap kartinalarymmen eldi tamsandyrsam da, eshqashan jete almaytynymdy moyynday­tyn bir úly suretshim bolsa, ol – Jaratushy IYemiz. Qystyng bir kýni esimde, shynyltyr ayaz edi. Balkonnan bir nәrse alayyn dep esikti ashyp qalghanym sol – tanghajayypty­ghy­na til jetpeytin suret kóz aldymda túra qal­masy bar ma?!. Tang atyp kele jatqan әdemi kez. Terezening betin basqan qyraugha ayaz­dyng suretin salghan Jaratqannyng she­ber­ligin tek kórsoqyr ghana kórmeytin shy­ghar. Al men bolsam jýz jerden suretshi bolsam da, terezedegi әlgi ghajap suretting bir sharshy santiymetrin sala almaytynym­dy moyyndadym. Qúday taghaladay sheber joq. Biz, jalpy, galaktikanyng bir sheti ghana Temirqazyq ekenin bilemiz, al qalghan sheti qayda, o sheti men bú shetining diametri qansha, bizge beymәlim.

– Qazaq qashanghy óz suret әlippesin naturmorttan bastay berui kerek? Qazaqtyng beyneleu óneri ýshin tyn, to­syn әdis oilap tabatyn uaqyt jetti me, qalay?

– Suret saludan әldeqayda kesh tughan kino salasy tap qazir kosmosta jýr. Kórermen nazaryna osy kýnge deyin nebir shedevr-jauharlardy berdi. Tehnikalyq ýstemdik arqyly adamnyng miyna kirip bolmaytyn nebir mýmkindikti iygerdi. Al biz, suretshiler, әli Leonardo da Vinchy ústa­ghan palitramen júmys isteymiz. Push­kin aitady eken: «Ghasyr ózdiginen algha jyl­jidy delik, ghalymdar, fizika, mediy­sina men filosofiya men azamatshyl­dyq jetile jәne ózgere beredi delik, al poeziya bolsa, bir ornynda qala beredi, eskirmek emes, ózgermek te emes. Maqsaty – sol baya­ghy. Endeshe, ejelgi astronomiya, fiziy­ka, me­disina men filosofiya ókilderining pa­­yym­dary, enbekteri, ashqan janalyq­ta­ry kónerip, kýn sayyn derlik janghyryp jata­dy. Tek naghyz aqyndardyng shygharma­shy­ly­ghy sol bayaghy sony, mәngi jas kýiinde saq­talyp qaluda. Jaryqtyq, poeziyany ghana emes, tura bizding beyneleu ónerin de aityp otyr dersiz. Biz suretshiler de sonau týrli-týsti boyaudy palitragha qúiyp, ke­nep­ke mindetti týrde naturmort salyp bas­taytyn ýrdisten eki eli ajyraghan joqpyz.

– Qazaq, jalpy, beyneleu ónerining bayybyna baryp týsine alatyn dәre­jege jetti me, yaghny әlemdik suretshiler bolsyn, jalpy kartinalarda berilgen astarly oidy úgha alamyz ba? Kópke topyraq shashqanday kórinetin de shy­ghar, biraq, shyny kerek, osy saladan saua­tymyz azdau sekildi kórinedi ma­ghan, al suretshi, myna sizge she?

– Ókinishke qaray, sizding sózinizge qosylugha mәjbýrmin. Óitkeni beyneleu ónerining ózi emes, europasha beyneleu әdisi, yaghny kenepke mayly boyaumen ghajap kóri­nister salu bizge nebary ótken ghasyr­dyng orta túsynda ghana dendep ene bastady. Olay bolsa, bir ghasyrgha jeter-jetpes kezde halqymyz tútas búl ónerge kirigip, sony týsinip kete qoymasa, ol zandy da shyghar. Mýmkin, jatsynamyz ba... Biz qazaq ózi «óner aldy – qyzyl til» dep, aitys, jyrshylyqty ónerding tóresi sanaymyz, qanday daudy bolsyn, qyzyl tilmen qylyshtay kesip, tipti sol arqyly ýlken soghystan eldi aman alyp qalyp otyrghan halyqpyz. Sondyqtan ýnsizdikti serik etken beyneleu ónerin ózimsine qoymady, kirigip ketpedi dep renjiytin jónimiz joq. Kartinany jaqsy týsinip, qúnyn biletin orta bar, tek óz suretshilerimizdi dәriptey­tin galereyalardy kóbeytip, sol arqyly suret ónerine óz ornyn tauyp beru jaghyn kóbirek eskersek, jaqsy bolar edi. Osy tústa bizde «myna kartina arqyly suretshi osynday oy aitqysy kelgen» deytin nәti qazaq, tili qazaq, suretshilerding janyn jaqsy týsinetin ónertanushylardyng kem­digi­nen biz mesheu halde otyrmyz. Arygha barmay-aq, óz ishimizde aqshasyn qayda júmsaryn bilmey jýrgen bayshykeshter jeterlik. Solarmen jaqsy aralasatyn bir ónertanushy bolsa ghoy, shirkin, ol jay ghana bir otyrys ne saltanatty keshterde әlgi adamdargha qazaqtyng suretshilerin, nebir ghajap kartinalaryn aityp jetkizse, әldeqashan biz órge shyghyp ketken bolar edik. Mysaly, Mamontov, Tretiyakovtar ózderi suretshi emes, kópes kisiler bolgha­nymen, jandarynda jaqsy suretshiler jýrgendikten, Reseyding eng keremet suret­shilerine tapsyrys berip, bolmasa solar­dyng eng jaqsy degen kartinalaryn satyp alu arqyly ózderining galereyasyn ashyp, tarihta olardyng aty qaldy. Mine, ónerdi týsinu, ónerdi qoldau, naghyz mәdeniyettilik dep osyny aitynyz, al ol – óreden shygha­tyn qúbylys. Al bizding býgingi bayshy­kesh­ter ne istep jýr, toylarynda tikúshaqpen qazaq­tyng ýstinen aqsha shashyp, soghan ja­ry­sa jýgirgen óz halqyn mazaq etip, mәz bolyp jýr. Solar Almaty ne Astanadan galereyalar ashyp berse ghoy, biz qalay quanar edik, jalpy, halyqty qanday mәdeniyet biyigine úmtyldyrar edi. Jә, galereya ashpay-aq, jay ózderi qazaq suretshilerining jaqsy suretterin satyp alyp otyrsynshy, olardyng tóniregindegi jandardyng da soghan qyzyghushylyqtary oyanyp, suret ónerine degen qúrmet tuar edi. Al jaghday kerisinshe bolghandyghynyng kesirinen nebir ghajap suretter shang basyp, joghalyp ketip jýr, al suretshiler qúsalyq keship, qylqalamyn tastap ketip jýr. Qasiret pe, әriyne, belgili bir dәrejede.

– Qazaqtyng beyneleu óneri sóz ónerin­en keyin túrady dep qaldynyz, al sóz óneri degende Alash balasy aldy­men Abaydy auyzgha alady. Qalay oilay­syz, eger Abay aqyn emes, suret­shi bolghanda beyneleu ónerining jagh­dayy basqa bolar ma edi, yaghny qazaq suret ónerining Abayy jetpey jýrgen shyghar?

– Mәsele Abayda emes, sebebi qazaq­tyng sóz óneri o bastan myqty, Shalkiyiz nemese basqa da jyraulardyng kezinde-aq til óz ýstemdigin qúryp, poeziya óz shynyna shyghyp qoyghan. Al Abay tek reformator. Sonysymen qazaqty shyngha shygharyp jiberdi. Bizde beyneleu óneri joqtan bar bola salghan joq, yaghny týp-tamyryna ýnil­sek, sonau dalada ýnsiz mýlgigen balbal­tastar mýsin emey nemene? Nemese tanbaly tastar, odan bergide qúraq kórpe, qaly kilemdegi nebir on-órnekter – suret, suret bol­ghanda da, qazaqtyng oidy, sózdi tanba­men kodtauy derlik bir tylsym qúdiret. Biz tek europalyq beyneleu әdisin qabylda­dyq taghy, ózimizding oghan deyingi últtyq kodymyz jasyrylghan suret ónerimizding tilin úmytyp qaldyq. Taghy da bolishevizm­ning kesirinen. Mysaly, gharysh kemesinen ashyq kenistikke shyghatyn gharyshkerlerding arasynda bir týtikshe bolady ghoy? Sol siyaqty ata-babamyz ben býgingi úrpaqty jalghap túrar «týtikshe» әlgi oi-órnektegi últtyq kod bolsa, biz jazatayym sol «týtik­she» qiylyp, ashyq kenistikte adasyp qalghan gharyshkerler sekildimiz. Óz tilimizdi, óz ónerimizdi mensinbeuimizding syryn men sol tamyrymyzdan qiylyp qalghandyghymyzdan dep týsinemin. Búl da sol keshegi bolishevizmning «senderde týk joq edi, biz adam qyldyq» deu ýshin, soghan deyingi qazaqtyng jazuyn, әdebiyetin, salt-dәstýr, ghasyrlar boyghy el basqaru jýiesi, ekonomikalyq qatynastaryn joyyp jiberuining saldarynan. Tipti qazaqtyng býginde óz últyna teris ainalyp, mensin­bey­tin dәrejege jetkeni sol sayasat. Últtyng ózi ishtey súryptaldy, naghyz últym dep shyryldaushylar sol jolda ketti de, orystyng sayasynda bolsa da kýn kórem deytinder oryssha sóilep, úrpaghyn orys mektebine berip, mine, әli kýnge bizding qa­zaq boluymyzgha múrsha bermey kele jat­qan sol úrpaqtyng úrpaqtary. Qazaqy muzy­ka, qazaqy ónerge tejeu bolyp, tipti ke­derg­i keltiruge tyrasatyny jasyryn emes, orys ne Europany úlyqtau arqyly. Al ghayyptan tayyp solar bir ghana sәtke óz últynyng janyn, ónerining mәnin, maghyna­syn týsinse ghoy, shirkin, qazaqtyng jayy keremet bolyp keter edi.

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– Europa bizden әldeqayda búryn qylqalamdy ýirenip, endigide jiyrenip, oinap jýrip suret salatyn dәrjege jetken, biz ony moyyndauymyz kerek. Taghy da qazaqtan asqan dana joq: «Dýniyening basy – sayran, týbi – oiran» deydi. Sol aitqanday, olar basynda izdendi, ólermendikterge bardy nebir, ghasyrlar boyy nebir keremet tudyryp, endigidey kenirdekterine jetip, yqylyq atatyn dәrejege jetti. Toyghan song ne isteydi adam? Adam azady. Toyghan it tipti tamaghymen oinaydy da, shashyp-tógip, batystyqtardyng boyaudy shashyp jiberip, «shedevr» shygharuy sol «toyghan ittin» isi sekildi nәrse. Biraq ol jarasady olargha, al bizding әli jetpey jatyp, olargha elikteytin esh jónimiz joq. Bizding de keluimiz mýmkin sol dәrejege. Eliktegish qazaq eger bir kirisse týpnúsqadan asyp týsetinine talay kóz jetkizetin kezimiz boldy ghoy, mәselen, til mengerude. Endeshe, erten-aq «shimaydyn» kókesin kórsetetinine men senemin, biraq ol dúrys damu satysymen jýrui shart, әitpese adasamyz.

Oqshau oi

Birde men tang qaranghysynan kóshege shyqtym. Taghy da qys. Men júmysqa asyghyp baramyn, aldymda bir balyqshy ketip barady, qarmaghyn asynyp. Nege eken, tyrq etip kýldim әlgige. Oiymda «bayghús, osynyki ne ómir, qazir barady da, kól betinde qatyp jatqan tondy tesip, kýni boyy sol tesikting týbindegi qarmaqty andumen otyrady. Ne útady?» degen saual túrghan. Biraq artynan men ózime kýldim. Sebebi balyqshy da bolsa, onyng kýni menen jaqsy eken, sebebi ol ashyq aspan astynda, óz oiymen ózi, ghalamnyng kenistigin bar jan-tәnimen sezinip otyrady. Ári balyq aulap olja tabady. Men she, men kýni boyy boyau sasyghan bólmede, ózge týgil ózim bilmeytin bir beyneni keltire almay qara terge týsemin. Kimning kýni artyq, endeshe? Áriyne, balyqshynyn. Osyny oilauym múng eken, óz halime ózim kýlip, sony kýrsiniske úlasty.

Avtor: Mәriyam ÁBSATTAR
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