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Ámirjan Qosanov. 9 gramm

Qadyr agha qaytqan kýni jaughan qar turaly

Ádebiyette әidik degen qaldy aty.

Aqyndarsyz - Ómir leker, qaljauly.

Bir ay boyy qar kórmedi Almaty, -

Qadyr agha qaytqan kýni qar jaudy!

 

Tәndi oraydy. Jyrdy oray ma aqyret?

Zamanyna aiyp emes, naz artty.

Aq sóileudi biletúghyn Aqyn ed,

Osy qarmen auamyzdy tazartty.

Ózi taza jýretúghyn Aqyn ed,

Jýrisimen búl Ómirdi tazartty!

 

Óleng jazu - әr aqynnyng Úly isi,

Ketkeninshe jyryn tókti, tynbady!

Basqalargha sabaq boldy múnysy -

Kadyr aqyn iyilmedi, synbady!

 

Perishteni etetindey syrqatty

Biylik degen, baylyq degen bәle eken!

Barmasa da bastar jaqqa tym qatty,

Tektiligin saqtap qaldy Qadeken!

 

El jaghynda jýrgen mening zatymdy úq,

Bәdkim mening myna oiym tosyndau:

Búl zamanda maqtamauyng - batyrlyq!

Minezdilik - ortaq horgha qosylmau!

 

Jaulap ketken dala menen qalany

Teksizdikting bolar ma eken tәmamy?

Ótti-ketti Abay aqyn zamany, -

Ornady ghoy saray aqyn zamany!

Ornady ghoy malay aqyn zamany!

 

Ár saualgha tabylatyn jauaby,

Shyn aqynnyng ólen-jyryn jattap qal!

Aqyn ketti. Ony bilmey jauady

Aq qaghazday óleng jazar appaq qar...

 

Qadyr agha qaytqan kýni jaughan qar turaly

Ádebiyette әidik degen qaldy aty.

Aqyndarsyz - Ómir leker, qaljauly.

Bir ay boyy qar kórmedi Almaty, -

Qadyr agha qaytqan kýni qar jaudy!

 

Tәndi oraydy. Jyrdy oray ma aqyret?

Zamanyna aiyp emes, naz artty.

Aq sóileudi biletúghyn Aqyn ed,

Osy qarmen auamyzdy tazartty.

Ózi taza jýretúghyn Aqyn ed,

Jýrisimen búl Ómirdi tazartty!

 

Óleng jazu - әr aqynnyng Úly isi,

Ketkeninshe jyryn tókti, tynbady!

Basqalargha sabaq boldy múnysy -

Kadyr aqyn iyilmedi, synbady!

 

Perishteni etetindey syrqatty

Biylik degen, baylyq degen bәle eken!

Barmasa da bastar jaqqa tym qatty,

Tektiligin saqtap qaldy Qadeken!

 

El jaghynda jýrgen mening zatymdy úq,

Bәdkim mening myna oiym tosyndau:

Búl zamanda maqtamauyng - batyrlyq!

Minezdilik - ortaq horgha qosylmau!

 

Jaulap ketken dala menen qalany

Teksizdikting bolar ma eken tәmamy?

Ótti-ketti Abay aqyn zamany, -

Ornady ghoy saray aqyn zamany!

Ornady ghoy malay aqyn zamany!

 

Ár saualgha tabylatyn jauaby,

Shyn aqynnyng ólen-jyryn jattap qal!

Aqyn ketti. Ony bilmey jauady

Aq qaghazday óleng jazar appaq qar...

 

Arasynda sezim menen aqyldyn

Jatqan jyrdy jastayymnan jattadym!

Aq qaghazyng - materialy aqynnyn,

Tabighattyng qoljazbasy - aq qaryn!

 

Ne bolsa da kóremin men osy elmen -

Kóre almaytyn, qyzghanshaq hәm baqtalas.

Appaq qarday ýstelderde tóselgen

Ne nәrseni kótermedi aq qaghaz?!

 

Appaq qaghaz el ýmitin aqtauda,

Ótti talay janrlardyng synaghy -

Bir adamdy әsirelep maqtaugha,

Qalghandaryn dattaugha da shydady!

 

Jyr oqymay búl zamanda búzyldy el,

Oqyrmansyz aqyndargha - obal-aq!

Marjan sózben ótirigi týzilgen,

Talay aryz kete bardy «domalap».

 

Ey, aqyndar! Ataq ýshin talaspa!

Qadyr-ghúmyr - bәring ýshin sol ýlgi.

Nómiri Bir Aqyn edi Alashta,

Kimge tastap ketti sol bir nómirdi?

 

Alyptardyng belgisindey tau qalmaq,

Júbatamyn men qazaqty jylaghan!

Qoshtasqanda qos janary jautandap,

Sәby syndy jylap qaldy Túm-agham!

 

Tauday bolsyn jas aqyndar talaby,

Býgin Muza qylmynsudy doghardy!

...Dәnene emes tazartu bir qalany

Aytpay kettin, tazartar kim qoghamdy?!

 

9 gramm

Shendilerge kórmepti únap Aqyn,

Aqiqattan asatyn joq izgi úran!

Alpamsaday adamdy qúlatatyn

Oq salmaghy nebәri 9 gramm!

 

Últsyzdar jýr jamylyp Últtyng atyn,

Syrty býtin, týtin-di - sol ishki mәn!

El tarihyn bir sәtte kýrt búratyn

Oq salmaghy nebәri 9 gramm!

 

Keler úrpaq bәigeden qalyspady,

Aqtarar ol qúpiyanyng dorbasyn myn!

Altyn basty alashtyng arystary

Qúrbany bop ketti ghoy qorghasynnyn!

 

Tirisinder, eske alar Halyq barda,

Qaytalaymyn zamannyng izgi úranyn:

Qorghasynnan mert bolghan alyptargha

Men altynnan eskertkish túrghyzamyn!

 

Qayda ketti qazaqtyng qahar shaghy?

Shalqayyp jýr shonjarbas shirikteri!

Kózdep, dәldep tasadan tapanshany

Kim basady ajaldy shýrippeni?

 

Jýzi qara jauyzdar kýireydi әmse,

Keler úrpaq qoyady san súraqty!

10 gramgha jetpeytin týidey nәrse

10 million qazaqty qansyratty!

 

Qúlazyghan quady qúba beldi,

Jaryq fәny qúpiyasyn soqyr ashqan!

Eski әdispen jyghady Qúlagerdi

Zamanauy Batyrash, Qotyrashtar!

 

Qangha bókti qoldary qúransyzdyn,

Aramzalar adaldy bek tejedi.

Qayda ketting dueli fransuzdyn,

Qazaghymnyng qaydasyng jekpe-jegi?!

 

Kim úghynar kónili alandyny?

Qarabetting moynynda ortaq qarghyn!

Qaraq jasau jamylyp qaranghyny -

Qalyptasqan qadeti qorqaqtardyn.

 

Kuәsi bop tarihy syn kóshterdin,

Tiri menen ólini toghystyram!

9 gramm júmsaghan qylmyskerdin

Jetedi eken týbine 9 gramm!

 

Ómir ózi ozbyrdy oqshaulady,

Jaysandardy shygharyp qol basyna.

Keyde 9 gramday oq salmaghy

Tatidy eken bir atom bombasyna!

 

Jaramsaqtyq - janyma jat ústanym,

Zar zamannyng zaualyn zengir ettim!

Tapanshadan bastalghan atystaryn

Dýmpuine úlasar zenbirektin!

 

Zaman sotyn men әli qúram әli,

Dala býgin qaharly, tau - yzgharly.

9 gramm salmaqty kýnәlary

Jermen jeksen etedi jauyzdardy!

 

Qaranghydan qútqarar jaryq der em,

Alshang basam júrtymnyng dýr baghynda.

Aman-esen jýrermin Halyq degen

Oq ótpeytin qalqanym túrghanynda!

«Abay-aqparat»

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