Songhy uaqytqa deyin ózge últtan әiel alghan últ marqasqalaryn ishtey jaqtyrmaytynmyn. Tipten, әlime qaramay ishtey sottaytynmyn. Qaqym bar ma, joq pa, qaramaymyn ózimshe.

Songhy kezdegi qazaq әielderining "keremetterin" kórip-bilip jýrip, ol oiymnan ainydym. Adam alasy әr últta jetkilikti. Eger, M.Shoqaydyng әieli qazaq bolghanda, jat elde kórgen sonsha auyrtpashylyqqa shydar ma edi? Áriyne, qazaq qyzy kótermeytin jýk joq. Beti aulaq, ALJIYR-de azamatynan bas tartpaghany ýshin qanshama apalarymyz qasiret keshti. Onysy ýshin ókinbedi. Bauyryndaghy balasynan beyhabar, kýieui atylghan qazaq әielderining jankeshtiligin aitam...Solay boluy kerektigin jýregimen qabyldady ә?..

"Biraq, sol Shoqay atamyzgha osaly kez bop qalsa she? Turasynda, adal әiel últqa bólinbeydi-au, jaqsy men jaman barshagha ortaq qasiyet qoy?.." dep, osy kýni oilanamyn ghoy.

Býginde ýy bolghysy keletin qazaq qyzdary kemip, óz basynyng raqaty ýshin ómir sýrgisi keletinder sany kýrt ósip bara jatqany ashy shyndyq. Ata-ene, kýieuli boludy basyna jýk sanap, "baghymsyz bostandyqta" bolghysy keledi.

Shetelden keldi dermiz. Biraq, osy shetelding jaghymsyz jaghy nege bizde tez qabyldanyp, tamyrlap ketedi ә? Dәstýrimiz toydyng aldyndaghy dayyndyq pen saltanat tez ótip ketetin kezeng dengeyinde qalyp qoydy. Toydan son, europa stiyline kóship ketemiz. Eshkimdi kinәlay almaysyn. Aqiqaty osy bop qaldy.

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