Qúnanbaydyng serti

Búl әngimeni úzaq jyldar Bórili múrajayynyng mengerushisi bolghan shejireshi Beken aghanyng (Beken Isabaev) auzynan kóp estip edim. Beken agha Múhtar Áuezovti kórgen. «Abay joly» roman-epopeyasyna qazaqtyng últ ruhaniyatyna layyq keybir tarihy derekterding engizilmey qalghanyn da aityp otyratyn... Sonday bir әngimening biri – Qúnanbaydyng Sengirbaymen kýsh synasuy.

Qúnanbaydyng ózi de aitqan: «Elimning mende ótelmes qaryzy bar. Meni eki ólim ajalynan, eki aidaudan alyp qalghan elimning tileui», - degen sózi bar.

Qúnanbay da 15 jasynan bastap kýreske týsip, el arasyndaghy ózi qúrly baluan degenderdi jyghyp, baluan atanghan. 18 jas shamasynda Qúnanbay jauyryny jerge tiymegen Kótibaq ruynan shyqqan 15 jasynan әigili bop, ataghy jayylghan Sengirbay baluanmen kýresu oiynda bolady. Sengirbaydyng Qúnanbaydan jasy ýlken, әri tuysy jaqyn. Sengirbaygha kelip:

- Qaysymyz jyqqanymyzdy eshkimge aitpalyq, jyqsam da jyghylsam da at shapan aiyp bereyin, sizben onasha kýreseyin dep edim, - deydi.

Sóitip Shynghystaudyng qazirgi Jarqymbay biyigi degen sayynda ekeui kezdesip kýresedi. Biraq qaysysy jyqqanyn eshkim bilmeydi. Olar da sertti búzbaghan.

At pen shapandy Sengirbay alady. Uәdege berik adamdar syrlaryn ishke saqtap eshkimge tis jarmady. Sengirbay ólgen son:

- Qaysynyz jyqtynyzdar?- degen zamandastaryna Qúnanbay:

- Sekeng óldi dep uәdeni búzghanym layyq emes, - dep jauap bergen eken.

«Uәde – qúday sózi», «Erding eki sóilegeni – ólgeni», «Er eki sóilemeydi» t.b. degen tәmsilding týiini osy. Uәdege beriktik degen osylay bolsa kerek.

Kәzirgi zamanda bizding joghaltyp alghan eng qymbat qúndylyghymyz – uәde, ant, jauapkershilik. Osylar joghalghannan keyin senim joghaldy. Adamnyng adamgershilik dengeyi sert pen senimnen túrady. Sert joq jerde senim joq. Senim joq jerde meyirim, mahabbat, qúrmet joq. Tipti bir ýide túrghandardyng arasynda senim qalmay barady...

Biz jauapkershilikti osylay joghalttyq!

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