Núrtóre Jýsip. Qústyng jamany azayyp, adamnyng jamany kóbeygen be?
Ayaz by turaly anyz esinizde me?
Qústyng jamany, shópting jamany, adamnyng jamany she? Adamnyng jamany degen Ayaz by keyin әdil biylik qúrghan han bolmay ma? Sol Ayaz by «Qústyng jamany qaysy?» degende sauysqandy ataydy.
Ayaz by turaly anyz esinizde me?
Qústyng jamany, shópting jamany, adamnyng jamany she? Adamnyng jamany degen Ayaz by keyin әdil biylik qúrghan han bolmay ma? Sol Ayaz by «Qústyng jamany qaysy?» degende sauysqandy ataydy.
- Sauysqannyng jaman ekenin qaydan bildin? - degen han súraghyna Ayaz biy:
- Sauysqannyng jýni ala bolghany siyaqty, ózi de ala, birligi joq. Ekeui birigip úshpaghan, ekeui birigip qonbaghan, adam paydasyna aspaytyn aram qús edi. Sondyqtan qús jamany sauysqan deymin, - dep jauap beretin edi ghoy.
Sol qústyng jamany sauysqandy kórdim jaqynda. Bireu emes. Ekeu emes. Jeteu. «Ekeui birigip úshpaghan, ekeui birigip qonbaghan» dep Ayaz by jamandyghyn aitqan sauysqannyng jeteui birdey úshyp, jeteui birdey qonyp jýr. Jeteuining birligine qayran qaldym.
Qústyng jamany - sauysqan birigip jatqanda, bizding qazaq nege birikpeydi?
Ayaz by ózining jamandyghyn súraghanda hangha: «Ua, taqsyr! Mening jasym eluge keldi. Men qatarlylar әiel alyp, bala kórdi, kelin júmsap qyzyq kórip otyr. Men qayda bolsa sonda, әli kýnge deyin әrkimning artyna mingesip, basqa bireuding qúlshylyghynda jýrmin. Endi men jaman emey, jaqsymyn ba?», - dep jauap bermeushi me edi.
Qyryqtan asqansha qatyn almay, qu tizesin qúshaqtap jýrgen qazaq kóp. Árkimge jautandap, jalbaqtap, qalbaqtap kýn keship otyrghan aghayyndar jeterlik. Basqa bireuding qúlshylyghynda jýrgenderde esep joq. Sonda ne boldyq?
Erte zamanda Ayaz by tәrizdi «adamnyng jamany» atanghan adamdy atpen izdep әzer tabatyn. Býginde onday adamdardyng qatary jýzdep, myndap sanalady. Ayaz biyding aqylynday aqyl bitse, arman joq. Kóbimizding jýrisimiz - qúr dalbaq, qúr sandalu. Kisi esiginde qúlshylyqta jýrgender qatary qazir kez kelgen qalada kezdesedi. Alysqa barmay-aq, Almatydaghy Seyfullin kóshesine kóz salynyz. Álekedey jalanghan jigitter kez kelgen qara júmysqa tilenip, kóshede túr...
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Týrmege toghytylyp jatqandar da bizding bir tughandar...
Tirligimiz - shala, tilegimiz - ala.
Al ala sauysqannyng ózi anau! Birigip úshady. Birigip qonady.
Sauysqan qúrly saqtyghymyz joq, asyqqanymyzben aptyghymyz kóp, birde araz, birde dýrdaraz, oilaghanymyz - qastyq pen qysastyq, jasaghanymyz - kesirlik, jýrgenimiz - esirlik, jetkenimiz - jesirlik; qazaqty qazaq qorlaytyn, namysyn taptap zorlaytyn, bir-birine bolyspaytyn, bolmaytyn, bar tirligi onbaytyn osynday qalypqa qalay týstik?!.
Bireu qarasa - betinen alatyn, zәrli sózdi aita salatyn, ókpelese - óneshke pyshaq salatyn, óshikse - óltire salatyn ker zamangha qalaysha kez boldyq?
Basqagha kelgende - baladay tatu, qazaqqa kelgende - qabaghy qatu qogham túr...
Qústyng jamany azayyp, qazaqtyng jamany kóbeygeni me rasynda?
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