Pәli, myna Erjan Tәlip degen "bizdin" auyldyng quy "osy kýni ylghy jyrtqyshtardyng arasynda adam kórsek quanamyz" dep onsyz da shyghayyn dep túrghan kózdi orbitasynan iyterip jiberdi. Tamasha aittyn! Aqiqattyng auyly qayda ekenin kórsetip.

Ótkende ónsheng bir jan-januarlar turaly kórsetetin telearnadan filim kórdim./Qazir solardy qyzyqtaudan basqa dýnie qalghan joq qoy/. Afrikadaghy jaghday: bir ash arystan gnu antilopasynyng búzauyn asyrap alypty. Arystannyng balasyn ne deushi edi, iyә, әiteuir kýshikterinen airylghan analyq bolsa kerek. Analyq sezim ashtyqtan da kýshti bola ma deymin? Álgi arystannyng qabyrghasy yrsiyp, búrandaghan sauyryn sýiretip әreng jýr. Kýni sanauly. Qúdayy berip qalady ayaq astynan. Antilopanyng jana tughan búzauyna tap bolady. Kez-kelgen jalqau arystannyng armany! Bir toq basyp alatyn mýmkindik. Joq, bizding ash arystan analyq sezimdi bәrinen joghary qoyady eken.

Bizding toq qyzdar ang qúsap, perzentin aidalagha laqtyryp ketip jatqan joq pa? Ash arystan - adam eken! Mynau dýniyening qulyq-súmdyghynan beyhabar, beykýnә búzaudy túmsyghymen týrtip oyatady, iytermelep jýrgizedi, bauyryna basyp úiyqtaydy. Týrtpektep suatqa aparady. Arystannyng iyisi shyqqan jerge úsaq-týiek sýiek-sayaq jep, әlsizdi talaytyn qorqaular jaqyndaushy ma edi?! Ári-beriden song ash arystannyng analyq mahabbatyna olar da alystan qarap tanqalumen bolghan shyghar?! Jyrtqyshtyng mahabbatyna ang túrmaq adamdar da tanqalsyn!

Afrikanyng andary da, adamdary da qyzyq qoy, birtýrli! Sol jerde adamnan avtomat kóp-au deymin. Qazaq siyaqty bir halyq emes, ru men taypagha bólinip atysady da jatady ghoy әiteuir. Qanday peri bolsa da ana mahabbatynyng aldynda bas iyedi eken. Biz keyde analarymyzdan iymenbey ónmendep te kete alamyz ghoy. Al afrikalyqtar, arystannyng qasiyeti daryghan ba, qansha atysyp, alysyp jýrse de asyl mahabbattyng aldynda toqtay alady eken. Avtomattaryn tastay salyp, bala-shaghasyn artyp alyp, әlgi ana-arystandy izdep jónkilsin! Afrikanyng jartysy jýr sol jerde. Tәu etkeni - mahabbat! Kәdimgi ananyng mahabbaty! O, ana, qúdyretinnen ainaldym, sizding mahabbatynyzgha adamzat balasy amanda, eljireumen bolatyn shyghar?!

Sodan, dýnie pәlening bәri erkekten shyghady emes pe? Kýshi de kóp, kózi de toymaytyn qomaghay. Ananyng kónili - balada, balanyng kónili - dalada. Aptalap nәr syzbaghan әlsiz arystan-ana kóz shyrymyn alyp jatady. Anqau búzau anqyldap, orman aralamaq bolady. Ajalyna kóringen eken, anday aqyrghan arystannyng aighyryna tap bolady. Neshe kýn boyy nәresteni baghamyn dep terisi sýiegine jabysqan arystan-ana anyrap qala beredi. Osy oqighany ana-arystannyng izinen qalmay, neshe kýni boyy kameragha tartyp, әngimelep otyrghan kuәning kýnirenip otyryp aituyna qaraghanda, Arystan-ana ormangha sinip ketipti. Sodan keyin bes búzau asyrap alypty deydi anyzdar. Senging keledi, senesin. Óitkeni bizding de anamyz bar, qúdaygha shýkir.

Ananyng mahabbatyna teng keletin dýniyede eshnәrse joq! Bolmaghan! Bolmaydy da! Biz ananyng mahabbatyna tәnti bolumen ótemiz. Mýmkin, tehnologiyanyng janaruy - dýniyening bәrin qayta tughyzady. Áy, biraq, ananyng mahabbatyn tughyza almaydy-au! Tabighy týisikpen tirshilik etetin ang ekesh ang da analyq mahabbatyn joghaltpaydy eken, biz she? Qu tildi Erjan Tәlip bauyrym, qozghap jiberding ghoy. Áyteuir, mahabbattan aiyrylyp qalmayyqshy dep aityp jatqanym ghoy. Barshy әri, ózing de bir adamdy týrtpektep qoymaydy ekensin!

Serik Janbolat

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