Qúqyqtyq esep jónindegi komiytetting deregine sensek, biylghy jyldyng toghyz aiynda 2359(!) adam ózine-ózi qol salyp, jaryq dýniyege hosh aitypty.  Alla ajalyn adam qolynan jazghan jandardyng sany da osy jyldyng toghyz ay kóleminde 1025-ke jetken. Jalpy, óz ómirin ózi qighan jandardyng mólsheri jyl sanap ósip keledi.

Al, biylik óz azamattarynyng qyrshyn ómirlerine qol saluyna arasha týse almay otyr. Tek esebin jasap, tizimin hattap, kenselik júmyspen ghana shektelude. El ishinde aty jaman dertting nege etek alghanyn anyqtau, oghan arasha týsuge talpynysty júrt biylikting boyynan bayqay almay keledi. Biraq, sol jamnadyqty jasyrmay jariya qylghanyna da «tәube!» Eski әdetine basyp, keremetten kóz ashtyrmasa qayter edik?!

Nege biylik dersiz? Kýni keshe aidyn, kýnning amanynda, tetelesterining tepkisine shydamaghan eki jasóspirim Túzdybastauda ózderine qol saldy. On eki de bir gýli ashylmay o dýniyege attandy. Al, sol ekeui oqyghan mektep bilim jәne ghylym ministrligine baghynyshty. Búl biylik emey ne?! Aldyn almaghan son, bolary bolyp boyauy singende artynan alashapqyn bolghany biylikting biliksizdigi emey ne?! Ata zanda jazylghanday memleketting basty baylyghy adam jәne onyng ómiri bolatyn bolsa, qazaq biyligi azamattarymyzdyng basyn jútyp jatqan dertting sebebin anyqtap, adam ómirine arasha týsuding amaldaryn myqtap qarastyrghany jón.

Qúqyqtyq esep jónindegi komiytetting deregine sensek, biylghy jyldyng toghyz aiynda 2359(!) adam ózine-ózi qol salyp, jaryq dýniyege hosh aitypty.  Alla ajalyn adam qolynan jazghan jandardyng sany da osy jyldyng toghyz ay kóleminde 1025-ke jetken. Jalpy, óz ómirin ózi qighan jandardyng mólsheri jyl sanap ósip keledi.

Al, biylik óz azamattarynyng qyrshyn ómirlerine qol saluyna arasha týse almay otyr. Tek esebin jasap, tizimin hattap, kenselik júmyspen ghana shektelude. El ishinde aty jaman dertting nege etek alghanyn anyqtau, oghan arasha týsuge talpynysty júrt biylikting boyynan bayqay almay keledi. Biraq, sol jamnadyqty jasyrmay jariya qylghanyna da «tәube!» Eski әdetine basyp, keremetten kóz ashtyrmasa qayter edik?!

Nege biylik dersiz? Kýni keshe aidyn, kýnning amanynda, tetelesterining tepkisine shydamaghan eki jasóspirim Túzdybastauda ózderine qol saldy. On eki de bir gýli ashylmay o dýniyege attandy. Al, sol ekeui oqyghan mektep bilim jәne ghylym ministrligine baghynyshty. Búl biylik emey ne?! Aldyn almaghan son, bolary bolyp boyauy singende artynan alashapqyn bolghany biylikting biliksizdigi emey ne?! Ata zanda jazylghanday memleketting basty baylyghy adam jәne onyng ómiri bolatyn bolsa, qazaq biyligi azamattarymyzdyng basyn jútyp jatqan dertting sebebin anyqtap, adam ómirine arasha týsuding amaldaryn myqtap qarastyrghany jón.

Dese de, tayaqtyng bir úshy ózimizge de kelip tiyetini ras. Qoghamdaghy adamy qatynastardyng kýrdelenip, qatygezdenip bara jatuy jәne týrli oqighalardyng adam janyn azapqa saluy, jany qysylghanda jan balasynan meyirim men týsinistik tappauy da aty jaman dertting dendeuine jol ashyp otyrghany býgingi kýnning shyndyghy bolyp túr. Amal ne...

Álde toghyz aida ajalyn óz qolynan tauyp, jan tapsyryp jantalasqan 2359 pendening bәri sana syrqatyna shalynghandar jәne onyng bәri túrmystyng tauqimetinen tausylyp óz ómirin qinalmay qighandar ma?

Meyirlen, Adam!

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