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Kýnsúlu Ayteshova, múnayshy. Aqsha quyp arzandama. Azamattargha aitarym – osy

Ólmeytin jan joq, ana dýniyege de bararsyndar. Ata-babalarynnyng ruhtary aldarynnan shyghyp: «El ýshin, Jer ýshin, Namys ýshin ne istedinder?» - dep súrar. Sonda, on eki mýshelering men Ar satyp jinaghan mal-mýlikterin, azamattardy syrtynan ósektep, aryndy satyp jetken baylyq pen mansaptaryn, qarausyz qatyn-baldaryng ózderinning qylyqtaryna kuә bolar. Sol kezde kózderinnen sora, milarynnan iring aghyp, Alla men aruaqtardyng aldynda - tiride kórgen jalghan rahattyng ólide azabyn tartarsyndar. Áriyne, búl sózimdi jýrekterine auyr alasyndar, Adal jýrip, aq sóileytin Azamatty, men kinәlaghanmen, Alla aqtaydy ghoy. Árqaysysyng óz әreketterine jәne Ar-Namystaryna Allanyng aldynda túrghanday ýnilip kórindershi. Adalmyn dep tapsandar, Halyqtyn, Últynnyn, qatyn-balanyng qamyn oilaghan Er bolsandar, Qúday aldarynnan jarylqasyn.

Ólmeytin jan joq, ana dýniyege de bararsyndar. Ata-babalarynnyng ruhtary aldarynnan shyghyp: «El ýshin, Jer ýshin, Namys ýshin ne istedinder?» - dep súrar. Sonda, on eki mýshelering men Ar satyp jinaghan mal-mýlikterin, azamattardy syrtynan ósektep, aryndy satyp jetken baylyq pen mansaptaryn, qarausyz qatyn-baldaryng ózderinning qylyqtaryna kuә bolar. Sol kezde kózderinnen sora, milarynnan iring aghyp, Alla men aruaqtardyng aldynda - tiride kórgen jalghan rahattyng ólide azabyn tartarsyndar. Áriyne, búl sózimdi jýrekterine auyr alasyndar, Adal jýrip, aq sóileytin Azamatty, men kinәlaghanmen, Alla aqtaydy ghoy. Árqaysysyng óz әreketterine jәne Ar-Namystaryna Allanyng aldynda túrghanday ýnilip kórindershi. Adalmyn dep tapsandar, Halyqtyn, Últynnyn, qatyn-balanyng qamyn oilaghan Er bolsandar, Qúday aldarynnan jarylqasyn.

Mysaly, «Azamatpyn» dep, «Erkekpin» dep ejireygenmen, aitatyn ósekterin, kóre almaytyn kýndestikterin, aqshagha tabynghan úsaqtyqtaryn, jaudy kórgende jaghympazdana qalatyn jaldaptyqtaryn, Ata-babanyng aruaghy men ata-qonys Manghystau tórinde jatqan qayran Batyr shaldardyng úrpaghymyn-au dep bir sәt oilanbaytyntyndyqtaryn,  kóringendi tórine shygharyp dos sanaytyn jәreukelikterin, aiqay әielge tabynyp, artynan  ergen esirlikterin, dos pen qasty aiyra almaytyn kór soqyrlyqtaryn, qaltalaryna bes tiyn aqsha týsse - bekire balyqtay qúiryqtaryndy búlghap, jargha soghyp azyp jýretin maqtanshaqtyqtaryn, bir sәt qiynshylyq bolsa - tóbe shashtaryng tik túryp, tilemsektenip, beyshara bola qalatyn mýnәiim keyipterin, júmys, qyzmet babyndaghy bir-birine jasaytyn opasyzdyqtaryn, qatygezdikterin, bәseke quyp, jalghan kisimsinulerin, tiresken jerde tize býge qalatyn arsyzdyqtaryng men әlsizdikterin, jasy qalatyn jigersizdikterin, ózgening betine qaray almasandar da bir-birindi (qazaqty-qazaq) jamandap alyp, qalasa óltire salatyn  qarghys tiygen niyetterin, bilim men bilikti, ataq pen abyroydy, baylyq pen mansapty, aqsha men mal-mýlikti ózing siyaqty taghy bir qazaqty múqatu ýshin jinaytyn essizdigin, ózge bireu betine qarap kýlse - kómekteseyin degenine kórsetetin danghoylyghyng men daraqylyghyn, shashpalyghyn, adal sóz ben shyndyqqa kelgende shipanday qalatyn aqkót torghaylyghyn, jaudyng maqtaghanyn dostyghy dep oilaytyn aqylsyzdyghyn, qara jerding betinde qarakóz Qazaqtan basqa jaqynynnyng joq ekendigin sezbeytin tasjýrektigin, nadandyghyn, Ata-babalarynnyng naqyl sózderi men ómir tәjiriybesine nazar salghyng kelmeytin menmendiging men tәkәpparlyghyn, qaryzgha alsang da dostyng múnyn, jaudyng syryn bilging kelmeytin dýmbilezdigin, ózine de senbeytin, ózgeni de kýndeytin, ózimsingen jaqsynyng adal sózinen bit izdeytin, ózegine qol jýgirtetin, ainala berip ayaghynan shalatyn ekijýzdiligin, auyrdyng astymen, jenilding ýstimen kýn kórging keletin qaraqshylyghyng men jalqaulyghyng - ei, Qarakóz Qazaq, seni bir kýni orgha jyghady, úrpaghyng jaudyng qolynda ketedi.

Tfә! Tfә! Aytqan jerden aulaq! Qúday saqtasyn! Búl mening jaman qazaqtargha, arsyz qazaqtargha aitqan ýkimim. Jaman, arsyz - jogharyda men atap ótken qasiyetter barlyq halyqta da bar. Qazaqtan asyl halyq joq.   Bizding Ata-babalarymyz әlemdi alaqanynda oinatqan kezinde... Biz - Kóktýriktermiz! Qazaqtan imandy, qazaqtan mәdeniyetti halyq boldy ma, sirә?! Eline kelip etegin jinap, esin jana bilip jýrip bireuler Qazaqqa kýlgisi keledi. Qazaqqa kýlu - Adam Ata-Hau Anagha kýlgenmen birdey. Sebebi, biz, qazaqtar, manghystaulyqtar - jer betindegi eng ejelgi  halyqpyz. Ghylym dәleldeydi, әli. Bir әuliyesi joq elder de elmiz dep otyr. 362 Áuliye, biz, ejelgi halyq bolmasaq - qaydan keldi. Biz búdan bylay Tarih pen ghylymdy ózimizding úldarymyz ben qyzdarymyzdy elge tanystyryp býkil әlem «úly»  dep tapqanda ghana moyyndaymyz.

Biz ózimizdi-ózimiz synasaq, ózgelerden joghary mәdeniyetke ie bolu ýshin synaymyz. Mening Halqym - Mening Jýregim. Jýregim men nәpsimdi shaytany әreketterden tazalap, Allanyng pәk pendesine ainalghym keletin qasiyet, Ata-babalarymnyng tektiligi men әdet-ghúrpynan, imandylyghy men ruhany mәdeniyetinen qanyma singen Kiyeli - Dәris. Imandylyq pen ibany, adamgershilik pen Ar-úyatty, mәdeniyet pen aqiqat ilimin kýlli әlemning mening halqymnan ýirenetin uaqyty jaqyn. Sondyqtan, azamattarym, qarakóz qazaqtarym, auyr aitty dep ókpelemey, maqtady dep mardymsymay, ózgeden kem de emes, artyq ta emes júmyr jerding pendesi ekendikterindi, sәt sayyn sezinip, qatyn-bala qaryndastyn, qargha tamyr qazaqtyn, Qazaqstan men qasiyetti Manghystaudyng iyesi tek qana sender ekendikterindi, jaqsysy men jamanyna, zary men múnyna, bary men joghyna, ary men namysyna әrbir Azamat, Erkek jauapty ekendigin bilip jýrinder!

Qazaqta bir sóz bar, «Jaman erkekti jaqsy qatyn adam qylady» degen. Aynalayyn zamandastarym, kelinderim, qyz-qyrqyndarym! Osy sózding maghynasyn oilanyp kórdinder me? Eki ayaqty pendeden әu basynan da adam bolyp tuylady ghoy olar. (Jaqsy qatyn «Adam» qylghan «Erkekti» aityp otyrmyn.) onsyz da anasynan adam bolyp tuylghan beybaqty, jaqsy qatyn qaytadan qalay adam qylmaqshy. Á, kórdinizder me, mine! Demek, Erkek, Azamat, shyn mәninde adam atyn alu ýshin, oghan qoyylatyn talaptar bar. Er Azamat Erlik qasiyetin joymay, Azamattyq túghyrynan týspey, birinshi Halqynyng qamyn oilaytynday dәreje men jaghdayda jýru ýshin, әlgi, Halyq aityp otyrghan «jaqsy qatyn» erkegin jýndey týtpey, erlik ruhyn janyp, Erining Ary men Namysyn pendelik paydakýnemdik pen úsaq-týiekten joghary ústap, qorghap otyruy kerek. Al bizder she?.. Erlerimiz etegi jalpyldap aqsha tapsa , erini jalpyldap ózinmen otyryp ósek aitsa, búghyp bútynnyng arasynda jatsa, qazan-tabaq, kese-ayaqtyng arasynda jýgirip jýrse, Eldin, Halyqtyng Ary men Namysyna shabatyn jerde ketegine kirip ketken kýshiktey basyn baghyp búgha qaludy bilse - «Naghyz Adam» jasap aldyq dep oilaymyz. Ózimizdi ózimiz «erkegining erkin alghan aqyldy qatynbyz» dep esepteymiz. Aynalyp kelgende Ol - Er emes, ertteuli Esek bolyp shyghady. Sosyn onday «erdin» sózin de, ózin de  qatyn-bala tyndamaydy. Týzge shyqsa janary jasyq, aitatyny ósek, ýige kirse kónili pәsik, izdeytini jayly tósek pen tegin as - ózi aram, kýshi adal eki ayaqty dayyn esek kimge túlgha bolady? Sondyqtan aqyldy qatyn Erin - elining panasy dep ardaqtauy kerek. Halqynnyng qamyn oila dep, әkeni - úlyna ónege qyluy kerek. Halqyng aman, tórt qúbylasy týgel bolsa, sening de bala-shaghang baqytty, bolashaghyng bayandy bolady. Jaqsy qatyn erin osylay ardaqtap, Er bala tusa, endi әkesining ornyn basyp halqyna pana bolatyn boldy dep quanady. Mine, «Jaqsy qatynnyng erkekti Adam qyluy» dep osyny aitady. Úlyn әkening ornyna, qyzy ózi siyaqty erteng bir Azamattyng Ary men Namysyn qorghap otyratyn - Imanyna ibasy say, ana etip tәrbiyeley bastaydy. Al, onday әieldi әulie demey kór. Sol ýshin «Otan - ot basynan bastalady», «Áyel - otbasynyng bereketi» - dep, dana halqymyz aityp ketken.

Aynalayyn, Azamattar! Otan, El-Jer, qatyn-bala, mal-mýlik - bәrin de tabatyn, qorghaytyn sender. Jau kelse birinshi senderdi múqatady. Senderding arlaryndy taptaydy. Senderding ata-babalarynnyng sýiekterin shashady. Senderding apa-qaryndastaryng men qyzdaryndy keleke  qylady. Biring ýshin - birinmen dos bolma. Biring ýshin - birinning tilegindi tileme. Árbiring ózdering ýshin, bir-birinmen dos bolyp, bir-birinning tilekterindi tilender. Jau jaghadan, it etekten alghanda Qazaqqa qazaqtan basqa dos bolmaydy. Adaydy arandatqan N.Sokolova da keter erteng Reseyine nemese týrmesine, al sen ýrip, júmyssyz dalada qalatynyndy esinnen shygharma! Sol kýni әrbir júmystan shygharylghan qazaqtyng orny ýnireyip kórinip túrady. Sondyqtan Qazaqtyng әr Azamaty Bir Alla, El, Birlik, Enbek,Halyq, Qazaq, Manghystau, Pir Beket degen sózdi estigende eleng ete qalatyn bolsyn. Sonda ghana sen Anannyng Aq sýtin aqtaysyn. Atannyng Aryn - arlaysyn. Anadan tughandaryng ras bolsa, aqylyma qúlaq salyndar, Azamattar! Jep-iship, Halyqtyng yrysyn tógip, óz otandaryndy ózdering jauday tonap, jaumen birigip, dosty satyp jighan mal-mýliktering az kýngi kórgen jalghan qyzyqtaryn, aqsha quyp arandap azghandaryn  úrpaqtarynnyng kózinen qan bolyp aghyp jýrmesin! Oilanynyzdar, bauyrlar ! Álide kesh emes! Júmysqa shyq! Ózine ózing kór qazba!

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