Men 45 jastamyn. Ómirim turaly ishimdegi oilarymmen jәne jýregimdegi sezimderimmen bóliskim keledi.

Ómirdegi qúndylyqtar turaly

Bizding otbasymyzda zangha baghynu, adaldyq, әdildik jәne shynayylyq әrdayym joghary baghalanatyn. Áriyne, múnday qúndylyqtar kóptegen otbasylarda bar shyghar, biraq mening ata-anam búl mәselede erekshe prinsipshil boldy. Sol qasiyetterding kóbi maghan da daryghan siyaqty.

Mening anam qatal әri prinsipshil basshy boldy. Ol 20 jyldyng ishinde Taraz qalasynyng ortalyghyndaghy qarapayym qazaq mektebin elimizdegi eng myqty әri bedeldi oqu oryndarynyng birine – Tóle by atyndaghy №8 gimnaziyagha ainaldyrdy. Soghan qaramastan, ol múghalimderge maghan baghany kóteruge nemese qanday da bir jenildik jasaugha eshqashan jol bergen emes. Kerisinshe, tapsyrmany kóbirek berip, menen basqalardan da qatty talap etudi súraytyn.

Ákem de qatal әri adal adam edi. Ol Jambyl oblysy boyynsha qúdyqtar men gidrotehnikalyq nysandardyng jobalaryn әzirledi. Jaghympazdardy, jaltaqtardy jәne jemqorlardy jany sýimeytin. Onday adamdarmen amandasudan da qashqaqtaytyn. Tipti kezdeysoq amandasyp nemese sóilesip qalsa, ýige kelgen song qolyn juyp alatyn. Qazir oilasam kýlkili kórinedi, biraq búl shyndyq bolatyn.

Sezimder men ýmitter turaly

Eng aldymen, men ózimdi baqytty adammyn ba degen súraqtan bastayyn.

IYә, men baqyttymyn.

Men óz júmysymdy jaqsy kóremin. Tanerteng júmysqa ketip bara jatqanymdy, keshke sharshap qaytyp kelgenimdi kórip jýretin balalarymnyn, júbayymnyng jәne jaqyndarymnyng janymda boluy – men ýshin ýlken baqyt.

Ázirge balalarym әkesining júmysta qanshalyqty kýsh júmsaytynyn tolyq týsine bermeydi. Shynyn aitsam, múny kómekshim Madinadan basqa eshkim tolyq týsinbeytin shyghar. Biraq balalarym erjetedi, biz boylaryna sinirgen qúndylyqtarmen ómir sýredi.

Men Mәjiliste kýn sayyn talqylap, qabyldap jatqan zandar halqymyzdyng ómirin jaqsartsa eken dep armandaymyn. Onyng ishinde óz balalarymnyng da bolashaghyna ong әserin tiygizse deymin. Osy maqsat jolynda men de, әriptesterim de az enbek etken joqpyz.

Mansap turaly

Mening mansabym – qaghazdaghy әdemi jazylghan ómirbayan emes. Ol – ómirimning naqty ýsh kezeninen túratyn ýlken jol.

Birinshisi – ghylym men oqytushylyqqa arnalghan 14 jyl.

Ekinshisi – sottardaghy zangerlik tәjiriybege arnalghan 7 jyl.

Ýshinshisi – songhy 3 jyldaghy Parlamenttegi qyzmet.

Mening kýshim de osy jolda jatyr.

Studentterge dәris oqy jýrip, auditoriyany basqaru qabiletimdi jetildirdim. Jer qúqyghy siyaqty kýrdeli salany jastargha qyzyqty etip jetkize bildim. Árbir dәris arqyly ózimdi bolashaqtaghy kәsiby auditoriyalarmen júmys isteuge dayyndadym.

Ghylymgha arnalghan jyldar bilimimdi shyndap, kәsiby qúzyretimdi arttyrdy. Al sottarda azamattardyng jerge qatysty qúqyqtaryn qorghaugha júmsaghan jeti jyl tәjiriybemdi tolyq qalyptastyrdy.

Osynday joldan keyin Parlamenttegi jetistikterim ómir jolymnyng zandy jalghasy boldy.

Dostyq jәne ainalamdaghy adamdar turaly

Men ýshin eshqashan bay nemese tanymal adam manyzdy bolghan emes. Men әrdayym óz isining kәsiby mamanyn, moyyndalghan sarapshyny joghary baghaladym.

Aynalamdaghy adamdardy da osy qaghida boyynsha tandadym jәne әli de solay tandaymyn. Ekinshi manyzdy ólshem – dostyqqa adaldyq.

Ómirimde bir ret bolsa da senimimnen shyqqan jalghan dostardy jәne maghan teris әser etetin adamdardy esh qinalmay óz ortamnan alystatamyn.

Men sózge emes, iske senemin.

Óitkeni adamnyng shynayy bolmysyn onyng sózi emes, isi kórsetedi.

Bilim men qyzyghushylyqtar turaly

Men bilimge әrdayym erekshe qúrmetpen qaradym.

Men bilimdi әri kitap oqudy jaqsy kóretin otbasynda óstim. Anam – 55 jyldyq enbek ótili bar pedagog, әkem – injener-jobalaushy jәne gidrogeolog.

Bizding ýide kitaptyng orny erekshe bolatyn.

Mektepten kelgen song 90 jastaghy kózi kórmeytin әjeme kitap oqyp beretinmin. Sheshendik óner, biylerding tóreligi, aqyndardyng ólenderi, qazaq tarihy men mәdeniyeti turaly enbekterdi birge oqydyq.

Qazaq tarihy men әdebiyetinen bólek, paleontologiyagha, arheologiyagha, әlem tarihy men geografiyasyna qyzyqtym.

10-synypta zang salasyna degen qyzyghushylyghym erekshe oyandy. Uniyversiytetke týskenshe kýtpey, belgili zangerden jeke sabaq alyp, qúqyq negizderi men qúqyq salalaryn tereng mengere bastadym.

11-synypqa kelgende zang uniyversiytetining ekinshi jәne ýshinshi kurs baghdarlamasynyng edәuir bóligin jatqa biletinmin.

Studenttik tórt jyl ishinde birde-bir ret diskotekagha, klubqa nemese bargha barghan emespin. Esesine uaqytymnyng kóp bóligin uniyversiytet kitaphanasynda ótkizdim.

Men әrdayym ómirdegi basymdyqtardy dúrys qoya bildim. Sonyng jemisin kórip jýrgen siyaqtymyn.

Minezim, bolmysym jәne temperamentim turaly

Menimen birge ómir sýru de, júmys isteu de onay emes.

Bala kezimnen ózim de, ata-anam da mening tik minezimnen talay qiyndyq kórdik. Bireu synasa, ashugha berilip, tereze syndyrghan, jihaz býldirgen, ailar boyy salghan suretterimdi jyrtyp nemese laqtyryp jibergen kezderim boldy.

Jas úlghayghan sayyn ózimdi tәrtipke ýirettim, minezimdi tejey bildim. Biraq menimen ómir sýru nemese júmys isteu jenildep ketti dep aita almaymyn.

Júbayym Adelige erekshe rizamyn. Ol maghan eki keremet bala syilady. Balalarym meni sabyrlyraq әri baysaldyraq etti.

Sonday-aq, maghan sengeni jәne әrdayym meni birinshi oryngha qoyghany ýshin de oghan alghysym sheksiz.

Men óz ústanymynan taymaytyn, minezi bar, ar-namysty adamdardy qúrmetteymin. Shyndyqty aitu qiyn bolsa da, ony betke aitatyn adamdardy syilaymyn.

Óz kózqarasy joq, óz qúqyghy men mýddesin qorghaugha dayyn emes, ózgening aitqanymen ghana jýretin adamdardy әlsiz dep sanaymyn.

Prinsipshildik pen batyldyqty bir sәtte emes, býkil ómir boyy dәleldeu kerek. Ol ýshin adam bilimmen, tәjiriybemen jәne kәsiby qúzyretpen qarulanuy tiyis.

Býginde Parlamenttegi júmysyma dәl osy qasiyetter kómektesip keledi.

Jalpy alghanda, Parlament meni tәrtipke shaqyryp, emosiyagha beriletin kommersiyalyq zangerden jauapty memleket qayratkerine ainaldyrdy.

Búl jolda Mәjilis Tóraghasy Erlan Qoshanovtyng enbegi zor. Ol mening kәsiby qalyptasuyma ýlken yqpal etti.

Jalpy, ómirim turaly aitarym múnymen shektelmeydi. Qazirgi oilarym men sezimderimdi әli de úzaq bayandaugha bolar edi.

Biraq keyde әr adam osylay ótken jolyna kóz jýgirtip, óz ómirin saralap otyruy kerek dep oilaymyn.

Óitkeni dәl sonday sәtter adamgha jýrip ótken jolyn baghalaugha, jetistigi men qateligin tarazylaugha jәne aldaghy maqsatyn aiqyndaugha mýmkindik beredi.

Baqytjan Bazarbek, mәjilis deputaty

Abai.kz

Men 45 jastamyn. Ómirim turaly ishimdegi oilarymmen jәne jýregimdegi sezimderimmen bóliskim keledi.

Ómirdegi qúndylyqtar turaly

Bizding otbasymyzda zangha baghynu, adaldyq, әdildik jәne shynayylyq әrdayym joghary baghalanatyn. Áriyne, múnday qúndylyqtar kóptegen otbasylarda bar shyghar, biraq mening ata-anam búl mәselede erekshe prinsipshil boldy. Sol qasiyetterding kóbi maghan da daryghan siyaqty.

Mening anam qatal әri prinsipshil basshy boldy. Ol 20 jyldyng ishinde Taraz qalasynyng ortalyghyndaghy qarapayym qazaq mektebin elimizdegi eng myqty әri bedeldi oqu oryndarynyng birine – Tóle by atyndaghy №8 gimnaziyagha ainaldyrdy. Soghan qaramastan, ol múghalimderge maghan baghany kóteruge nemese qanday da bir jenildik jasaugha eshqashan jol bergen emes. Kerisinshe, tapsyrmany kóbirek berip, menen basqalardan da qatty talap etudi súraytyn.

Ákem de qatal әri adal adam edi. Ol Jambyl oblysy boyynsha qúdyqtar men gidrotehnikalyq nysandardyng jobalaryn әzirledi. Jaghympazdardy, jaltaqtardy jәne jemqorlardy jany sýimeytin. Onday adamdarmen amandasudan da qashqaqtaytyn. Tipti kezdeysoq amandasyp nemese sóilesip qalsa, ýige kelgen song qolyn juyp alatyn. Qazir oilasam kýlkili kórinedi, biraq búl shyndyq bolatyn.

Sezimder men ýmitter turaly

Eng aldymen, men ózimdi baqytty adammyn ba degen súraqtan bastayyn.

IYә, men baqyttymyn.

Men óz júmysymdy jaqsy kóremin. Tanerteng júmysqa ketip bara jatqanymdy, keshke sharshap qaytyp kelgenimdi kórip jýretin balalarymnyn, júbayymnyng jәne jaqyndarymnyng janymda boluy – men ýshin ýlken baqyt.

Ázirge balalarym әkesining júmysta qanshalyqty kýsh júmsaytynyn tolyq týsine bermeydi. Shynyn aitsam, múny kómekshim Madinadan basqa eshkim tolyq týsinbeytin shyghar. Biraq balalarym erjetedi, biz boylaryna sinirgen qúndylyqtarmen ómir sýredi.

Men Mәjiliste kýn sayyn talqylap, qabyldap jatqan zandar halqymyzdyng ómirin jaqsartsa eken dep armandaymyn. Onyng ishinde óz balalarymnyng da bolashaghyna ong әserin tiygizse deymin. Osy maqsat jolynda men de, әriptesterim de az enbek etken joqpyz.

Mansap turaly

Mening mansabym – qaghazdaghy әdemi jazylghan ómirbayan emes. Ol – ómirimning naqty ýsh kezeninen túratyn ýlken jol.

Birinshisi – ghylym men oqytushylyqqa arnalghan 14 jyl.

Ekinshisi – sottardaghy zangerlik tәjiriybege arnalghan 7 jyl.

Ýshinshisi – songhy 3 jyldaghy Parlamenttegi qyzmet.

Mening kýshim de osy jolda jatyr.

Studentterge dәris oqy jýrip, auditoriyany basqaru qabiletimdi jetildirdim. Jer qúqyghy siyaqty kýrdeli salany jastargha qyzyqty etip jetkize bildim. Árbir dәris arqyly ózimdi bolashaqtaghy kәsiby auditoriyalarmen júmys isteuge dayyndadym.

Ghylymgha arnalghan jyldar bilimimdi shyndap, kәsiby qúzyretimdi arttyrdy. Al sottarda azamattardyng jerge qatysty qúqyqtaryn qorghaugha júmsaghan jeti jyl tәjiriybemdi tolyq qalyptastyrdy.

Osynday joldan keyin Parlamenttegi jetistikterim ómir jolymnyng zandy jalghasy boldy.

Dostyq jәne ainalamdaghy adamdar turaly

Men ýshin eshqashan bay nemese tanymal adam manyzdy bolghan emes. Men әrdayym óz isining kәsiby mamanyn, moyyndalghan sarapshyny joghary baghaladym.

Aynalamdaghy adamdardy da osy qaghida boyynsha tandadym jәne әli de solay tandaymyn. Ekinshi manyzdy ólshem – dostyqqa adaldyq.

Ómirimde bir ret bolsa da senimimnen shyqqan jalghan dostardy jәne maghan teris әser etetin adamdardy esh qinalmay óz ortamnan alystatamyn.

Men sózge emes, iske senemin.

Óitkeni adamnyng shynayy bolmysyn onyng sózi emes, isi kórsetedi.

Bilim men qyzyghushylyqtar turaly

Men bilimge әrdayym erekshe qúrmetpen qaradym.

Men bilimdi әri kitap oqudy jaqsy kóretin otbasynda óstim. Anam – 55 jyldyq enbek ótili bar pedagog, әkem – injener-jobalaushy jәne gidrogeolog.

Bizding ýide kitaptyng orny erekshe bolatyn.

Mektepten kelgen song 90 jastaghy kózi kórmeytin әjeme kitap oqyp beretinmin. Sheshendik óner, biylerding tóreligi, aqyndardyng ólenderi, qazaq tarihy men mәdeniyeti turaly enbekterdi birge oqydyq.

Qazaq tarihy men әdebiyetinen bólek, paleontologiyagha, arheologiyagha, әlem tarihy men geografiyasyna qyzyqtym.

10-synypta zang salasyna degen qyzyghushylyghym erekshe oyandy. Uniyversiytetke týskenshe kýtpey, belgili zangerden jeke sabaq alyp, qúqyq negizderi men qúqyq salalaryn tereng mengere bastadym.

11-synypqa kelgende zang uniyversiytetining ekinshi jәne ýshinshi kurs baghdarlamasynyng edәuir bóligin jatqa biletinmin.

Studenttik tórt jyl ishinde birde-bir ret diskotekagha, klubqa nemese bargha barghan emespin. Esesine uaqytymnyng kóp bóligin uniyversiytet kitaphanasynda ótkizdim.

Men әrdayym ómirdegi basymdyqtardy dúrys qoya bildim. Sonyng jemisin kórip jýrgen siyaqtymyn.

Minezim, bolmysym jәne temperamentim turaly

Menimen birge ómir sýru de, júmys isteu de onay emes.

Bala kezimnen ózim de, ata-anam da mening tik minezimnen talay qiyndyq kórdik. Bireu synasa, ashugha berilip, tereze syndyrghan, jihaz býldirgen, ailar boyy salghan suretterimdi jyrtyp nemese laqtyryp jibergen kezderim boldy.

Jas úlghayghan sayyn ózimdi tәrtipke ýirettim, minezimdi tejey bildim. Biraq menimen ómir sýru nemese júmys isteu jenildep ketti dep aita almaymyn.

Júbayym Adelige erekshe rizamyn. Ol maghan eki keremet bala syilady. Balalarym meni sabyrlyraq әri baysaldyraq etti.

Sonday-aq, maghan sengeni jәne әrdayym meni birinshi oryngha qoyghany ýshin de oghan alghysym sheksiz.

Men óz ústanymynan taymaytyn, minezi bar, ar-namysty adamdardy qúrmetteymin. Shyndyqty aitu qiyn bolsa da, ony betke aitatyn adamdardy syilaymyn.

Óz kózqarasy joq, óz qúqyghy men mýddesin qorghaugha dayyn emes, ózgening aitqanymen ghana jýretin adamdardy әlsiz dep sanaymyn.

Prinsipshildik pen batyldyqty bir sәtte emes, býkil ómir boyy dәleldeu kerek. Ol ýshin adam bilimmen, tәjiriybemen jәne kәsiby qúzyretpen qarulanuy tiyis.

Býginde Parlamenttegi júmysyma dәl osy qasiyetter kómektesip keledi.

Jalpy alghanda, Parlament meni tәrtipke shaqyryp, emosiyagha beriletin kommersiyalyq zangerden jauapty memleket qayratkerine ainaldyrdy.

Búl jolda Mәjilis Tóraghasy Erlan Qoshanovtyng enbegi zor. Ol mening kәsiby qalyptasuyma ýlken yqpal etti.

Jalpy, ómirim turaly aitarym múnymen shektelmeydi. Qazirgi oilarym men sezimderimdi әli de úzaq bayandaugha bolar edi.

Biraq keyde әr adam osylay ótken jolyna kóz jýgirtip, óz ómirin saralap otyruy kerek dep oilaymyn.

Óitkeni dәl sonday sәtter adamgha jýrip ótken jolyn baghalaugha, jetistigi men qateligin tarazylaugha jәne aldaghy maqsatyn aiqyndaugha mýmkindik beredi.

Baqytjan Bazarbek, mәjilis deputaty

Abai.kz