Janar Eldosqyzy. ShAPALAQ
Ilki zamannan býginge jetken yrymdar az emes. Olar til atty qúdiretti qarudy mengergeninen keyin de qalmaghan synayly. Keyde tipti tilden de kýshti bolatynyn kýndelikti ómirde bayqamay da qalamyz. Bayqasaq ta sebebin saralap, parqyna barmaymyz. Solardyng biri – shapalaq.
Búl sózdi әrkim әr qily týsindiredi. Áldekimderding kóz aldyna teatr elesteydi, endi bireuleri konsertte otyrghanday sezinedi. Biri betin kólegeyleydi, biri әldeneden habar kýtkendey antarylady. Al baz bireuler shapalaqqa toymay sharq úrady.
Shap-shap-shapalaq. Shapalaq aq¬saqty da alysqa shaptyrady. Adam jany qashannan madaqqa qúshtar, qoldaugha zәru, biraq solardyng arasynda Ayaz biydey shapanyn tórge ilip qoy әrkimning qolynan kele bermeydi-au.
Shapalaq semirtedi, azdyrtady. Shapalaq keyde elirtedi, keyde jónge salady.
Jigit qyzgha qúmar-ay,
Qyzdar moyyn búrady-ay.
Kórip qalsa sheshesi,
Sart etkizip úrady-ay!
Shapalaqtyng dәmin tatqan boyjetken jigit kónilin qiyady-ay! Ol ol ma? Shapalaq tipti auyzdy da tyya¬dy. Qayran Qojanasyrlar zamany dep tanday qaghasyng eriksiz! Kim biledi? Býgin bizge qoghamnyng úyatyn betine shygharar «Sh» dәrumeni jetpey jýrgen bolar dep oilaysyng sonda. Biraq qaydam? Jýzin josyp ótken shapalaqty tym jaqyn tiygen «aplodismentke» balaytyndar da bar emes pe?
Ilki zamannan býginge jetken yrymdar az emes. Olar til atty qúdiretti qarudy mengergeninen keyin de qalmaghan synayly. Keyde tipti tilden de kýshti bolatynyn kýndelikti ómirde bayqamay da qalamyz. Bayqasaq ta sebebin saralap, parqyna barmaymyz. Solardyng biri – shapalaq.
Búl sózdi әrkim әr qily týsindiredi. Áldekimderding kóz aldyna teatr elesteydi, endi bireuleri konsertte otyrghanday sezinedi. Biri betin kólegeyleydi, biri әldeneden habar kýtkendey antarylady. Al baz bireuler shapalaqqa toymay sharq úrady.
Shap-shap-shapalaq. Shapalaq aq¬saqty da alysqa shaptyrady. Adam jany qashannan madaqqa qúshtar, qoldaugha zәru, biraq solardyng arasynda Ayaz biydey shapanyn tórge ilip qoy әrkimning qolynan kele bermeydi-au.
Shapalaq semirtedi, azdyrtady. Shapalaq keyde elirtedi, keyde jónge salady.
Jigit qyzgha qúmar-ay,
Qyzdar moyyn búrady-ay.
Kórip qalsa sheshesi,
Sart etkizip úrady-ay!
Shapalaqtyng dәmin tatqan boyjetken jigit kónilin qiyady-ay! Ol ol ma? Shapalaq tipti auyzdy da tyya¬dy. Qayran Qojanasyrlar zamany dep tanday qaghasyng eriksiz! Kim biledi? Býgin bizge qoghamnyng úyatyn betine shygharar «Sh» dәrumeni jetpey jýrgen bolar dep oilaysyng sonda. Biraq qaydam? Jýzin josyp ótken shapalaqty tym jaqyn tiygen «aplodismentke» balaytyndar da bar emes pe?
Shapalaq adastyrady, shatas¬tyrady, shaghystyrady. Shapa¬laq, shyntuaytyna kelgende, kim¬ning kim ekenin anyqtaydy. Key¬de ol bir dәuirding simvolyna deyin kóteriledi. Mysaly, Sta¬liyn, Brej¬nev¬terding joghary minbe¬den joldanghan jyr¬larynyng «qa¬yyr¬masy» shapalaq әuenimen әr¬lenbese, qalaysha KSRO – KSRO bo¬lar edi! Al, bәlkim, shapalaq dәl solay soghylmasa, KSRO óz ornynda qalar ma edi? Qayran shapalaq, sening qadirindi partiya jinalysyn jiti qadaghalaghan «ýsh әrip» qaydan bilsin? Sening sazdy ýnindi jaghympazdar «orkestrinin» sauatsyz «diriyjeri» qaydan tanysyn? Jýzi ar shapalaghynyng dәmin tatyp kórmegen jandardyng qoly da shapalaqtyng shyrayyn qaydan keltirsin?
Kezinde KSRO-gha kelgen AQSh basshysy Nikson Kenes júmys¬shylarynyng shydamyna qayran qalypty. Sonda mәrtebeli qonaqqa sabaq bolsyn dep Brejnev ony zauytqa alyp barghan desedi. Zauyt¬taghylardy shaqyryp alyp, sóz bastaydy: «Ertennen bastap, jalaqylaryng azaytylady! (Du qol shapalaq). Júmys kýni úzartylady! (Du qol shapalaq). Árbir onynshy dargha asylady! Júmysshylar jarysyp qol soghyp jatyr. Sóitse, arasynan bir jigit shyghyp: «Jipti ózimiz әkeleyik pe, әlde kәsipodaq qamtamasyz ete me?» degen eken. Mineki, ol tipti qoghamdy biylep-tósteuding shyrqau shegine de jetkizedi.
Ókinishtisi, keyde sol ashy dauystan tarihtyng qúlaghy túnyp qalghanday kórinedi. Kýngir-kýngir etip, Uiliyam Shekspirding de aitqa¬ny estiledi. Qúrmetti Shapalaq myrza, ol sizdi «iliy Sezari» tragediyasynda da jyrgha qosqanyn bilesiz be? Tyndanyz. Patshany taqtan taydyrghan Brut Senat aldyna shyghyp, josparlarymen tanysty¬rady. Úsynystaryn qoldaghan jiy¬nal¬ghandar du qol shapalaq úrady.
Kópshilik:
Ghúmyr, ghúmyr bersin Brutqa
1-azamat:
Sarayyna jetkizeyik úlyqtap
2-azamat:
Babalardyng arasynan oq ozyq
Belgi kerek!
Erlikti kim úmytpaq?
3-azamat:
Brut bizge Sezari bolsyn,
Basymyzgha qonyp baq.
Endi minberge Mark Antoniy shyghyp sóz alady. Dәl sol Senat ile-shala Brutqa qarsy keledi.
Kópshilik:
Tapjylmandar, algha,
kәne, halayyq!
1-azamat:
Aq boz ýiin Bruttyn
kýlge orayyq!
2-azamat:
Jaudy óltir, is qylghan
ezge layyq!
Kópshilik:
Tyiylyndar! Qúlaq salyp
Antoniydey arysqa!
2-azamat:
Qangha qan!
Sezari kegin qaytaramyz
Tyrysamyz namysqa (Aud. J.E.)
Shamasy, kópshilik jýrgen jerde shapalaq ta shabyttana týsetin sekildi ghoy.
Shapalaq adamnyng basyn bәi¬gege de tigedi. Sol kóppen kórgen úly toy úghymy qansha jannyng aqtyq әni boldy eken?
«Olar ózderi jan-tәnimen jek¬¬kórinushilik tudyrghan dýniye¬lerge de týrli shekten shyghular men qylmystargha ghana emes, tipti kinәsiz jannyng ólimine de sebepker boluy mýmkin. Solshyldar on¬shyldarmen birigip, birauyzdan qol shapalaqtap, kóshbasshysy, asa kórnekti úiymdastyrushysy, re¬volusiya kósemi Dantondy da dar¬gha astyrdy. Shapalaqqa elirgen onshyldar solshyldarmen birige otyryp, revolusiyalyq ýkimetting iske alghysyz úsynystaryna joldama berdi. Jazyqtyq pen biyiktik, az ben kóp aqyry ózderining ólimine ortaqtasa yqpal etuge kelisip tyndy», – dep jazady Konvent otyrysyn sipattaghan fransuz tarihshysy, jazushy, filosof Ippolit Ten (1828-1893). Abaydyng kópke renjigeni de sodan bolar?
Shapalaq tanday qaqtyrady, tipti tastan saray soqtyrady. Oghan dәlel – 1420 jyly salynghan Qytaydyng Tyantan sarayy. «Tәnir úly» qytay patshasynyng Aspan, Jer-Sugha arnap salghan sarayynan ózine de oryn tabylghan.
Patsha kýmbezining kire beris baspaldaghynyng astynda ýsh taqtatas – “Ayghay tas” – bar. Ondaghy birinshi taqtatastan bir ret qol shapalaqtasanyz, bir ret qana shapalaq dauysy estiledi. Al ekinshi taqtatastan bir ret qol shapalaqtasanyz, eki ret qaytalanady, ýshinshi taqta tastan bir ret shapalaqtasanyz, onda ýsh ret shapalaq dauysy estiledi. Bәlkim, biyleushi ózine arnalghan madaqtyng eki-ýsh ese artyq boluyn qalaghan shyghar. Al ýshinshi baspaldaqta qol soghudy armandaghandardyng sany qansha boldy eken?
Shapalaq oinatady, oilantady. Balalaryn bastauysh synyptan shapalaq soghugha ýiretetin elder bar. Mysaly, «Bravo!» oiyny. Bir balany ýstel ýstine shygharyp, qalghandary ony qorshay ornalasyp, shapalaq úrady. Ortadaghy qaharman auysyp otyrady. So¬nynda olargha «Shapalaq soqqan únady ma?», «Maqtaugha layyq bolmaghan kezdering boldy ma?», «Ózgelerge degen tandanysyndy qalay bayqatasyn?» degendey sa¬ualdar qoyylady.
Shapalaq ash qaryndy toq qy¬lady, shabyt shaqyrady. Qúz-shyndardy baghyndyrady. Onsyz sahnagha shygha almaytyndar bar.
Bile bilseniz, sizdi bes kýndik fәniyge alghash qarsy alatyn da sol. Júdyryqtay ghana qúiryghyna tiygen ashy shapalaqtan sәby shyr etedi. Dýniyege túnghysh ýn qatady. Anasy kógergen júmsaq jerinen sýiedi-au kelip qúshyrlana. Sosyn... Sosyn jatyrgha syighan perishte pendege ainalghanda keng dýniyeni tar kóredi. Ómirding ózi oghan talay ret shapalaqtyng ashy uytyn tatqyzady. IYә, bәrin shapalaq qarsy alady, biraq olardyng arasynda halyq «aplodismentimen» ómirden ótetinder az ghoy.
Shapalaqtyng meyirim tógetin kezi de bar. Qazaqta «Kótenqaghar» degen anyz qalghan. Bir әielding eki balasy bolady: biri – tughan balasy, biri – asyrandy. Ekeuin bólip-jarmay mәpelep, betinen qaq¬pay, baghyp-qaghady. Biraq asyrandy balasy әljuazdau, aryqtau, әlsizdeu bolyp ósedi. Týsinbey dal bolghan ana aqyl súrap qariyagha barady. Mәn-jaygha qanyqqan qart: «Shyraghym-au, tughan balanyng aty tughan ghoy. «Enesi tepken qúlynnyng eti auyrmaydy». Tughan balandy arasynda qúiryghynan da salyp jiberesin, sol meyirim ghoy jan semirtetin. Ekinshi balannyng shamasy «kótenqaghary» jetpegen bo¬lar», – depti. Sezindiniz be? Shapalaq¬ta da tәtti dәm bolady eken. Shesheniz¬ding «kótenqagharyn» saghynghan bolarsyz.
Shapalaq eske salady, es¬kertedi. Birde Ábu Bәkir (r.a.) jamaghatqa imamdyq qylyp túrghanda, Payghambarymyz (s.gh.s.) kelip qalady. Adamdar saptan oryn berisip, Ábu Bәkirge eskertu ýshin shapalaq úrady. Bayqamaghan song jamaghat qattyraq belgi beredi. Sonda ghana ol Payghambarymyz¬dyng (s.gh.s.) kelgenin kóredi. Paygham¬barymyz (s.gh.s.): «Ornynda túra ber!» – dep ishara qylady. Ábu Bәkir (r.a.) Allagha maqtau aityp, eki qolyn joghary kóteredi de, artqa qaray sheginip, birinshi sapqa túrady. Payghambarymyz (s.gh.s.) ornyna ótip, jamaghatqa imamdyq qylady. Namaz oqylyp bolghan song Ábu Bәkirge búrylyp: «Búiyrghanymnan keyin nege or¬nynda túra bermedin?» – deydi. «Payghambarymyzdyng (s.gh.s.) aldynda namaz oqugha Ábu Bәkirding haqysy joq!» – dep jauap beredi ol. Sonda Payghambarymyz (s.gh.s.): «Senderge ne boldy, kóp shapalaq úrdyndar. Kimde-kim namazda birer nәrseni kórse, taspih (Subhanalla) dep aitsyn, taspih aitsa oghan qaraydy. Al shapalaq úru, ol – әielderding isi», – degen eken. Osyndayda músylman balasynyng eki alaqandy aiqastyrmaytyny әdet pen әdep qana emes eken-au deysin. Qazaqtyng da quansa, qolyn emes, sanyn shapalaqtaytyny bar emes pe?
Ómirde әr nәrsening mekeni, mezgili bolady. Taghdyr-tostaghan aldynyzdan ne tosatynyn kim bilgen? Áste shekten shyghyp ket¬peyik. Sebebi shapalaqtyng shaytandy da shaqyrugha shamasy jetedi-mis. Shoshydynyz ba?
«Ana tili» gazeti, 04.06.2009