Qajymúqan Ghabdolla. Eng songhy mýmkindik...
Ár nәrsening sheti men shegi bolady. Búl - tabighy zandylyq. Tabighilyqtyng tepe-tendigi búzylsa, aitalyq, tabighatta kataklizmder oryn alady: súmdyq jer silkinui, topan su qaptauy, orasan órt shaluy, zor dauyl soghuy yqtimal. Múnyng qay-qaysysy da adamgha jenil tiymeydi. Kisi qazasy boluy mýmkin nemese materialdyq shyghyndargha úshyrap, júrttyng tize býgip qaluy kәdik.
Jaratqan IYemiz pendesining sabyry men shamasyn shekteuli jaratqan. Adam alyp taudy kóterip kete almaydy. Zәulim kókke qyranday zaulap úshugha qauqarsyz. Biraq, Haq Taghalamyz topyraqtan jaratqan pendesine aqyl-parasat pen sabyrdy molyraq nәsip etkenge úqsaydy. Adamnyng shydamy men tózimine tang qalasyn. Sengishtiginde de shek joqtay kórinedi...
Mysaly, býgingi qazaq biyligining osydan 20 jyl búryn halyqqa jalynyp-jalpayyp, ótinip-súranyp, ant suyn iship: «Aynalayyn, halqym! Endi 2-3 jyl ghana shydasandar, el qataryna qosylyp ketemiz, elimiz ben jerimizding qoyyn-qonyshy qazyna-baylyqqa lyqa toly. Eshkimnen kem bolmaymyz! Sәl sabyr qylyndarshy!» - degenin bәrimiz bilemiz, úmytqamyz joq.
Sabyr qyldyq. Sendik. Kóndik. Qiyndyq ta kórdik. Arada jiyrma qys óte shyqty...
Aqylman Abay aitqysh qoy, bylay depti:
Qúiryghy - shayan, beti - adam,
Bayqamay senbe qúrbygha.
Jylmyny - syrtta, ishi - aram,
Kez keler qayda sorlygha...
Ár nәrsening sheti men shegi bolady. Búl - tabighy zandylyq. Tabighilyqtyng tepe-tendigi búzylsa, aitalyq, tabighatta kataklizmder oryn alady: súmdyq jer silkinui, topan su qaptauy, orasan órt shaluy, zor dauyl soghuy yqtimal. Múnyng qay-qaysysy da adamgha jenil tiymeydi. Kisi qazasy boluy mýmkin nemese materialdyq shyghyndargha úshyrap, júrttyng tize býgip qaluy kәdik.
Jaratqan IYemiz pendesining sabyry men shamasyn shekteuli jaratqan. Adam alyp taudy kóterip kete almaydy. Zәulim kókke qyranday zaulap úshugha qauqarsyz. Biraq, Haq Taghalamyz topyraqtan jaratqan pendesine aqyl-parasat pen sabyrdy molyraq nәsip etkenge úqsaydy. Adamnyng shydamy men tózimine tang qalasyn. Sengishtiginde de shek joqtay kórinedi...
Mysaly, býgingi qazaq biyligining osydan 20 jyl búryn halyqqa jalynyp-jalpayyp, ótinip-súranyp, ant suyn iship: «Aynalayyn, halqym! Endi 2-3 jyl ghana shydasandar, el qataryna qosylyp ketemiz, elimiz ben jerimizding qoyyn-qonyshy qazyna-baylyqqa lyqa toly. Eshkimnen kem bolmaymyz! Sәl sabyr qylyndarshy!» - degenin bәrimiz bilemiz, úmytqamyz joq.
Sabyr qyldyq. Sendik. Kóndik. Qiyndyq ta kórdik. Arada jiyrma qys óte shyqty...
Aqylman Abay aitqysh qoy, bylay depti:
Qúiryghy - shayan, beti - adam,
Bayqamay senbe qúrbygha.
Jylmyny - syrtta, ishi - aram,
Kez keler qayda sorlygha...
Mening halyqqa janym ashidy; aqkónil, anqyldaq qazaghym ýshin jýregim shanshidy: osynau jiyrma jyl boyy biylik aldauyn qoymaydy, biz aldanudan tanbaymyz...
Aldau men aldanudyng arty qúrdymgha tiredi. Maqtanu men aqtaludyng sony sor bolyp jabysty. Oily jazushy Lev Tolstoy: «Adam ózine-ózi neghúrlym kóp mәz bolsa, onyng boyynda mәz bolarlyq nәrse soghúrlym az bolady» degen... Jauyrdy jaba toqyp, toqmeyilsip jýrip, bauyrdy qúrban ettik...
...Tiri qalghan jazyqsyzdardyng ózderine jalghan jala jabylyp, japa shekti... Taghy shydap baqtyq. «Ádildik jener!» dep dәmettik. «Biylik oilanar!» dep ýmittendik...
«Bayaghy jartas - bir jartas...» Eshkim aiylyn jiyar emes, halyqqa eshtenesin qiyar emes...
Biraq, shydamnyng da shegi bolady. Sol shekaragha tireldik. Sol shekke shekemiz tiydi. Móri men tóri bardyng eng songhy mýmkindigi qaldy, ol - jazyqsyzdy aqtau, әdildikti jaqtau; kinәlini jazalau, qoghamnyng qoqysyn tazalau...
Basqa jol joq!
«Abay-aqparat»