Qajymúqan Ghabdolla. Balany qorqytyp, qariyany qorladyq...
...Janbolat MAMAY atty ainymas, aq almastay ótkir inim bar edi, Aqtaugha aparyp, týrmege tyghypty...
Inim kýndelik jazyp: «Ashy shyndyqty qaranyng da, hannyng da betine tike aitqan ataqty Sokrat ta әdiletsizdik qúrbany bolghan. Jaqynda Sokratty ólim jazasyn kesken sottyng sheshimining kýshin joyghan jana sot boldy. Grekiyagha aqiqat pen әdildik 2500 jylgha keshigip jetti!» - depti...
Jón shyghar, әdildik aqyry jenuge tiyis qoy. Alayda, 300 jyldan astam kezeng bodandyqta bozdaghan qazaq әupirimdep erkindikke jetkende, әdildikti taghy da 2500 jyl kýtse, kýl-talqany shyqpay ma?..
Atyshuly Bolat agha ATABAEVtyng aituynsha, bizding ruhany dýniyemiz әldeqashan kýl-talqan bolghan...
Meninshe, endi jalghyz ghana qadirlimiz qaldy, ol - oiymyz ben boyymyzdyng erkindigi. Osynau egiz erkindigi batyl Bókenning ayaghyna «túsau salghan» siyaqty. Oiyn ashyq aityp, «sottarynnan mazaq jasaymyn» dep, qanshama tyrashtanghanymen, jalghyz-jayau «qúdireti kýshti» memlekettik mashinagha qalay qarsy túrsyn?!.
Bet-auyzy kógala qoyday Bolat aghamyzdyng qysymy kóterilip, әzer aman qaldy. Janbolat inimizben bólip jegen kýlshe nannyng qúdireti me, әiteuir, bitimi bólek Bókendey asyl aghamyz әupirimdep ajal tyrnaghynan qútyldy...
...Janbolat MAMAY atty ainymas, aq almastay ótkir inim bar edi, Aqtaugha aparyp, týrmege tyghypty...
Inim kýndelik jazyp: «Ashy shyndyqty qaranyng da, hannyng da betine tike aitqan ataqty Sokrat ta әdiletsizdik qúrbany bolghan. Jaqynda Sokratty ólim jazasyn kesken sottyng sheshimining kýshin joyghan jana sot boldy. Grekiyagha aqiqat pen әdildik 2500 jylgha keshigip jetti!» - depti...
Jón shyghar, әdildik aqyry jenuge tiyis qoy. Alayda, 300 jyldan astam kezeng bodandyqta bozdaghan qazaq әupirimdep erkindikke jetkende, әdildikti taghy da 2500 jyl kýtse, kýl-talqany shyqpay ma?..
Atyshuly Bolat agha ATABAEVtyng aituynsha, bizding ruhany dýniyemiz әldeqashan kýl-talqan bolghan...
Meninshe, endi jalghyz ghana qadirlimiz qaldy, ol - oiymyz ben boyymyzdyng erkindigi. Osynau egiz erkindigi batyl Bókenning ayaghyna «túsau salghan» siyaqty. Oiyn ashyq aityp, «sottarynnan mazaq jasaymyn» dep, qanshama tyrashtanghanymen, jalghyz-jayau «qúdireti kýshti» memlekettik mashinagha qalay qarsy túrsyn?!.
Bet-auyzy kógala qoyday Bolat aghamyzdyng qysymy kóterilip, әzer aman qaldy. Janbolat inimizben bólip jegen kýlshe nannyng qúdireti me, әiteuir, bitimi bólek Bókendey asyl aghamyz әupirimdep ajal tyrnaghynan qútyldy...
...Astananyng auyr esikterin shybyn qúrly kórmey, ersili-qarsyly teuip, erkin kirip-shyghyp jýrgen Ermek Túrsynov deytin adam mening esimde psihotragediyalyq «Kelin» atty qoyyrtpaghymen saqtalyp qalypty. Erekeng sany joq, sapasy әlsiz súqbattarynda qanshama aqtalyp baqsa da, men: ««Kelin» - qazaq deytin kiyeli júrtty jerjýzining aldynda ashyq masqaralaghan fars boldy» - dep, esepteymin. Kim de dese - o desin, atamyz qazaq eshqashan eshkimen tósektes bolmaghan, kim biledi, bәlki, Ermek Túrsynovtyng ózining tikeley atalarynyng jan-januarlarmen jynystyq jaqyndastyghy bar ma eken?!.
Qalay desek te, qazaqtyn: «Bir ashtyqtyng - bir toqtyghy bolady» deytini ras qoy, qazaqtyng aldyndaghy batpan kýnәsining bolmashy bólshegin Ermek Túrsynov Bolat agha ATABAEVty abaqtydan alyp shyghuymen azdap jughan tәrizdi...
«Arqada kýn jyly bolsa...» - Bolat ATABAEV pen Janbolat MAMAY sekildi talantty adamdar boyyndaghy bar talantyn, oi-qiyaldaryndaghy kýlli inju-marjandaryn sarqyp, halqyna qaldyruy kerek qoy.
Bir ókinishtisi, tenizding suy tirsegine jetpeytin SAYaSAT osynday talanttylarmen alysyp әure. Biylikke de, últqa da, memleketke de naghyz qauip - on ekide bir gýli ashylmaghan sary auyz bala Janbolat MAMAYdan emes; ómirding ystyq-suyghyn ayamay keship, últty sýydin, eldi qadirleuding ýlgisin kórsetken ardaqty aqsaqalymyz Bolat ATABAEVtan emes; týieni týgimen qylqytqan Esilding sol jaghalauyndaghy júmsaq oryndyqtaryna jabysyp, telegey tenderlerdi tisimen tartqan shonjarlardan keletindigi sәbiyge de týsinikti aqiqat qoy...
...Esti aghalargha taufiyq tileyik!!!