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Tansәriden Jaylaubay aghamyz Qyzbel auylynyng apshysyn quyryp jýr. Jenge¬lerining atyn atap, týsin týstep, ayaqtaryn bir etikke tyq¬qan. Qaratory óni qan-sólsiz, sýliktey jyltyraydy. Qoy qasynyng úshtyghy qarlyghash qanatynyng sýiirindey jiyrylghan. Qabaghynan qar jaughan¬nyng naq ózi. Shynttay bop kiyingen. Qozghalsa boldy buyny emes, kiyimi syqyrlaydy. Ýstine ilgen appaq kiyteli men shalbary aq aidyndaghy aq jelkendey bop kóz qaryqtyrady. Nemese aspannan top etip týsken aq perishte-әmirshidey me? Áyteuir sózi týidek, jýzi yzbarly. Sel qaptap kele jat¬qanday ytyryna sóilep, saqtandyra sanqyldaydy.
– Jәmila, Kýnbala, senderge aitam, әi, Rәishә, Ajarkýl, qúlaqtaryndy sal! – dep Jә¬keng aghamyz jany shyjghyrylghanday dyza¬laq¬taydy. – Osydan aulanyng shany dúrys sypy¬ryl¬mady ma, shaldarynmen qosh aitysa berinder. Túrghyzbaymyn, týge. Su seuip sypyryndar. Esik bitkenge mәrliden japqysh ústandar. Ishki bólme¬den synar masanyng yzynyn estimeytin bolayyn!
– Mausym sonynda shybyn-shirkey shyq¬pay qaytushy edi. Qalay qyramyz, miymyz jetpeydi...
– Ulap óltirinder, bir masa kórdim be?!..
– Qaynymyz-au, o ne degenin. Myna týrinmen masany emes bizdi qyrarsyn...
– Qyrsam, qyram, bos shaltaydy dogharyn¬dar. Keshikpey kelip qalady, túrmandar taltayyp.
Tansәriden Jaylaubay aghamyz Qyzbel auylynyng apshysyn quyryp jýr. Jenge¬lerining atyn atap, týsin týstep, ayaqtaryn bir etikke tyq¬qan. Qaratory óni qan-sólsiz, sýliktey jyltyraydy. Qoy qasynyng úshtyghy qarlyghash qanatynyng sýiirindey jiyrylghan. Qabaghynan qar jaughan¬nyng naq ózi. Shynttay bop kiyingen. Qozghalsa boldy buyny emes, kiyimi syqyrlaydy. Ýstine ilgen appaq kiyteli men shalbary aq aidyndaghy aq jelkendey bop kóz qaryqtyrady. Nemese aspannan top etip týsken aq perishte-әmirshidey me? Áyteuir sózi týidek, jýzi yzbarly. Sel qaptap kele jat¬qanday ytyryna sóilep, saqtandyra sanqyldaydy.
– Jәmila, Kýnbala, senderge aitam, әi, Rәishә, Ajarkýl, qúlaqtaryndy sal! – dep Jә¬keng aghamyz jany shyjghyrylghanday dyza¬laq¬taydy. – Osydan aulanyng shany dúrys sypy¬ryl¬mady ma, shaldarynmen qosh aitysa berinder. Túrghyzbaymyn, týge. Su seuip sypyryndar. Esik bitkenge mәrliden japqysh ústandar. Ishki bólme¬den synar masanyng yzynyn estimeytin bolayyn!
– Mausym sonynda shybyn-shirkey shyq¬pay qaytushy edi. Qalay qyramyz, miymyz jetpeydi...
– Ulap óltirinder, bir masa kórdim be?!..
– Qaynymyz-au, o ne degenin. Myna týrinmen masany emes bizdi qyrarsyn...
– Qyrsam, qyram, bos shaltaydy dogharyn¬dar. Keshikpey kelip qalady, túrmandar taltayyp.
– Qújynaghan masanyng arasynda ósip, kisi qataryna ilikken Asqar emes pe? Bilemiz ghoy. Shan-topyraqqa aunap ósken. Shirkeyden jiyirkenetin bolsa sol Almatysynan shyghyp nesi bar? Elin saghynghan adam jarty ghasyr boyy bezinip kete me? Áydiktigi ózine. Jiy¬rylmay kelip, synamay ketsin... Áytpese, biz¬den de minez shyghady. Oqu, oqu dep, jenget¬aylyq jasap qoynyna salghan qalyndyghynan jerinip qashyp edi. Tilimizdi qyshytpasyn...
Tynnyng kensharyn qúrghan, auyl sharuashylyghynyng únghyl-shúnghylyn bilgendikten Suslovtay partiya qayratkerining qabyldauyna kirip, el búiymtayyn aityp, kenesken Jay¬laubay aghamyz myna jengelerining jasandy dónaybatyna pysqyryp ta qaramady. Aytqanyn istetti. Qatyn-qalash “uh” dep, bel jaza bergende kóshe sýzgilegen mәshiynelerding túmsyghy keshe júmyrtqaday syrlanghan appaq ýiding qaltarysynan jylt ete qaldy.
– Áyda, managhy aq jolaq tósenishterindi taban astyna tez jayyndar, – dep әmir etken Jaylaubaydyng tu syrtyn ala túrghan meyman kýtushiler – Ámirhan, Bayjan, Jýsip, Súltan, Jýnis sekildi taghy basqa rulas aqsaqaldar tósenish ýstin abaylamay aighyzdap, qonaqtardy qarsylaugha jýgirsin.
– Qap, mynalargha ne joryq? – dep shorshy¬ghan Jaylaubay da Asqardy birinshi qúshaqtaugha ytqyryndy. Managhy su shashyp sypyrylghan jerding keuip ýlgermegen batpaghyn әlgilermen birge tabandaryna jabystyryp, tósenishti bylghap, qadirli tuysyna múrnyn tirep tejeldi.
– Tórlet, Asqar bauyrymyz!
– Ótey babamyzdyng ózindey bop ónkeyip túrysyn qarashy!
– Oqu ótken be, qyzmet quyrghan ba, bayaghy synyptas Asqardyng júrnaghyn kóre almay túrmyn-au!
– Auyldyng balasynan qalanyng qanday qar¬ty shyqqan eken, әuselesin kóre jatarmyz, әli!
– Tórlet, Asqar, tughan jerinning topyra¬ghyn basyp túrghanyndy sezemisin?..
Ózining tuystas әri qúrby-qúrdastyq etene jaqyndarynyng qúshaghyna kýmp ete qalghan Asqar bәrining de nyspysyn sampylday aityp, tós týiistire, ystyq sýiisip, mauqyn basqan song juynyp-shayynyp dastarqan basyna jayghasty. Dala qarttarynyng dana sózderi men qala ziyalysynyng zerek jadynan órilgen әngime әserli әri erkindigimen bylayghy tyn¬daushylardy da baurap alghan. Kóbisi Asqarday ataq-abyroyy zor aghanyng ónine barlay qarap, onyng kelisti keypine razy bolghanday, boy¬laryn maqtanysh kernep, jymyn-jymyng etisedi. Osynday tuysy bar ekendikterin oila¬¬ghanda tóbeleri aspangha eki eli jetpey qala¬tynday. Bayqaydy, Asqar agha sózge sarandau, managhydan góri túiyqtana týsken. Álde Arqalyqtan shúbatylghan úzaq jol sharshatty ma, әlde jetpis bir jasynda maldas qúryp otyrugha tik sýiektenip ketkendikten be, әi¬teuir, beli synyp, ayaghy syzdap, buyn-buyny diril qaqqany janyna batqanyn ózi seze¬di.Ózgeler de angharyp qalyp, shay tez ishildi de, ýlken astyng arasynda qús jastyqqa jantaya jatyp sәl kóz ildirdi. Tez shirap, tynayyp qalghan eken.
Ertesine qyrgha jaylau aralaugha shyqqan bәri. Partorgty aldyrtayyn, ózinmen birge jýrsin dep әlektengen Jaylaubaydy qonaq¬tyng ózi rayynan qaytardy. Resmiylikten qajyghan týri bolsa kerek. Al Jәkeng tas-týiin tәrtiptin, partiya-kenesting aqylymen jýretin adam ghoy, mynaday zanghar Zakariyni elge kelip jatqanda, onyng atqosshylyghyna resmy bir adamnyng boluyn zandylyq dep eseptegen. Tipti sәn kórgen. Ol “Audannyng birinshi hatshy¬sy osynda jýrse artyq emes-au”, dep, tәtti qiyalgha da berilgen-tin. Zakarinning oblys dókeylerining qolpash úsynystaryn qúlaghynan qaghys qaldyryp, osy jerge betegeden biyik, jusannan alasa kýide jetkenin keyin estip bildi ghoy.
Qayran tughan jer! Qasiyetti meken! Jaylau tórining saf auasy. Tas tóbede shudalanghan ala búlttar... Almaty aspanynda múnday ala búlttardy kórmeytin Asqar balasha an-tan. Jana tughanday. Jan-dýniyesi jap-jaltyr, tap-taza, samalmen saghymgha oranyp, erip, eljirep ketkendey. Keshegi pan, keudeli de kerbez minez Asqar emes, ózgeshe kýige týsken anghal sәby eken. Jol kórsetip, bәiek bolyp jýrgen myna Jaylaubaymen qosa Edires, Sәruar, Ózbek, Tanathan inilerine sýisine qarap, bir shoqydan bir shoqyny adaqtap, keyde jazyq maysanmen jeldirte jýrip, endi birde attaryn jetektey qoy shalghyngha әdey jasyrynghanday joghalyp ketip, darigha-ay, bir dәuren keshsin!
“Jer ózgermeydi eken”, dep Asqar kózi toy¬maytyn bir jelikke jelpinip qapty. Jel¬bet¬ten son-a-au Qyly, Qaldybay boyy qyrqa¬lanyp kórinedi. Nege óitedi? Tútasa kórin¬beushi edi ghoy. Á, mәnisi bar eken, súrap bilse. Qopagha órt salghan. Sosyn eken jalanashtanghan jerden súlbalana týskeni. Bala kezgi balday tәtti túrghyn-mekeni ghoy, jata qap aunaghysy keldi. Sózin emes sezimin ilip әketip túrghan tuystary ony kindik qany tamghan jerge domalatyp ýlgerdi.
– Abaylandar, týge! Bir jerin mayyp etpen¬der! – dep Jaylaubaydyng jan dauysy shyghady.
– Talay jyghylsam da jauyrynymnan júmsaq sipaghan júmaghym ghoy, eshtene etpeydi! — dep Asqar tisin aqsityp kýlip jatady týbittey kók maysada.
Jasyng da, jasamysyng da qaljyraytynday qauyrt jýris bolghan býgin. Dәnene joq. Shar¬shap-shaldyghudyng shylauy sezilseyshi. Typ-tyng bәri. Asqar aghagha qarap qúldyrang qaghady. Búlar adaqtamaghan jaylau tórinde jer jan¬naty qalmaghan shyghar-au. Bәri-bәrin Asekeng atyn atap, týsin týstep, jazbay tanidy. Mәse¬lenki, saghynyp kórgenin, әitpese kónilimen sholghanyn zerdesinen balalatsa әr atauynan әrqily tarih taramdanyp jatatyn Qyzbel men Qyzemshek, Andaghúl men Tasqúdyq, Shara¬bas pen Aq otau, Shelek ketken men Sholpy batqan, Qatyn qazghan men Qúlan ishken, Anda¬ghúl men Tasqúdyq, Shúbartau men Teke dini, Amantay jәne Qúttybay búlaqtary, t. b. tendessiz tughan ólke atyraby armanday bop aldy¬nan jolyghysady nemese oiynda orda¬lanady...
... Bir qarasa Asqar agha qol oramalyna topyraq týiip alyp jatyr eken. Taghy birde, qyzyqty qaranyz, Asekeng terip alghan qoy juany auzyna uystap salyp kep, ashyrqanyp, túshynyp shaynap túr. Kórmesen, senbessin. Túqymdyq dep oilady ma, qoy juanyng kileng týbirin qyrqyp alyp, oramdap qaltasyna salyp qoydy...
... Asqar aghamyz 82 jasynda Almatyda dýniyeden ótti. Jadynan aiyrylyp, jabyr¬qauly jýrdi. Syrttan kelgen adamnyng tegi-nyspysyn ózining qoyyn dәpterinen tapqyzyp alyp qana shyramytyp, sәlemdesetin selkeuli kýige týsti. Aulagha shyqsa, óz pәterinen adasa¬tyn qorlyqqa ne daua. Akademik Saqtaghan Bәiishevti jerle¬gende sózinen jylauy kóp boldy. Egilgen óksigenin Kóktebening etegine týskende de tiya almady... Bosaghan jýikeni bekite almaytyn sal-syrqat...
...Kórgender kópirtpey aitady, estigender esirkep aitady. Asqar aghamyzdyng kiyim qal¬tasynan: “Búl topyraghym qabirime tógilsin!”– degen jazu shyghypty. Ósiyeti oryndalghan. Qolqalap jýrip sayajayyna barypty da qoy ósken qoy juany jalma-jan jey bastapty...
Zarly ghoy ómir taryqqangha. Taghdyr jazuy shyghar, zanghar Zakarin baladay anghal, bez¬bensiz kónilmen baqigha jónepti. Bayaghy tughan jerinin, Qyzbel tauynyng ýstin múnarlap úsha¬tyn ala búlttargha ilesip, mәngilikke jónkip ketkendey... Ruhy da asqaraly biyikke qúmar bop shyqty, qiyagha tike shanshylghanday...
Dәris dәrui
Qostanay memlekettik uniyversiyteti últ ústazy Ahmet Baytúrsynovtyng esimimen atalady. Sol enseli ghimarat aldyndaghy Ahang eskertkishine taghzym etken “Zakarin oqula¬ryn” ótkizushi astanalyq ghalymdar men qonaq¬tar zor әserli sezimge bólenip bilim ordasynyng tabaldyryghynan attady.
Búl bilim shanyraghy Ahmettey Alash arysy¬nyng mәngilik ýmit-armanymen tynystap jatqanday edi. Bәri-bәri úly ústazdy eske týsiredi. Onyng ómirlik múratyna say jarasty túrmys, ýlgili oqu óristegen. Ahan¬nyng birauyz sózin temirqazyq etip alghan “Bilim jarysy” dep atala¬tyn gazet shygharylady. Múrajayy bar. Nesin aitasyz, búl qasiyetti mekenning ishinde Ahannyng ózi mәngilikke túraq tapqanday eken. Jas buyndy, olardyng ústazdaryn tәrbiyeleydi, oqytady, jiger¬lendiredi. Jalyqpay dәris berip jýredi. Dәmdi dәris dәruimen bilimge yntazar dilmәr kónilderdi órkeniyet órine qanattan¬dyrady.
Bilim ýiining týnligi songhy kýnderding qos quanyshynan jelpildep túr eken. Biri – býgin osynda dәl qazir bastalatyn “Zakarin oqula¬ryna” degen ýmitti, ansarly, tolquly shaqtan bastau alsa, ekinshisi de ózindik tarihy ýlesi ja¬ghynan keng auqymdy, qomaqty. Rektor Húsayyn Hasenúly Uәliyev elimizding Parla¬ment Senatyna deputat bolyp saylanyp, aidy aspangha bir-aq shyghardy. Pedújym, studentter bәri mәz, úlarday shulap shattyqqa kenelip jýr. Kemerinen lyqsyghan kónildilik. Osy qos quanysh ta búlardyng asqaq abyroyy emes pe?!
“Zakarin oqularynyn” dәrisi әr kónilge dәridey daua boldy. Alghashynda atyn osynsha dabyraytatyn Asqar Zakarin kim degen synaydaghy súraqtardyng keybir tyndau¬shylardyng oiynda qylang bergeni jasyryn emes edi. Osy oqulardy úiymdastyryp jýrgizushilerding biri ataqty ghalym Saylau Bayzaqovtyng qysqasha týsindirmesinen song dýdәmaldyq ysyrylyp qaldy. 2008 jyldyng ayaghynda jýz jyldyghy toylanuy bek mýmkin, qogham jәne memleket qayratkeri, belgili ghalym Asqar Zakarindi kim jygha tanymasa, ol óz mini. Bilim kókjiyegining tarlyghy. Basqa eshkimdi kinalaugha әste bolmas.
Sonymen Zakariyning olqy adam bolmay shyqty. Ózderining Ahmet atalarynyng kózin kóripti, sózin estipti. Aqylyn alypty. Úqsap baqqysy kelipti. Baytúrsynúly atylghanda Zakarin otyz jastaghy solyqtaghan azamat eken. Auyldasy, Mirjaqyp Dulatovtyn, Alash tuy astynda toptasqan tuystary Seydәzim Qadyrbaev pen Álmaghambet Qasymovtyng sondarynan tompandap erip jýrgende Ahmet aghasyn Asqar jygha tanityn jaghdaygha jetken eken. Ahang ómirining songhy jyldarynda Almatydaghy Abay atyndaghy Qazaq pedagogika institutynda tiyip-qashyp enbek etkeni belgili. Osy bilim ordasynda sol bir sapyrylys әri sústy jyldary Asqar Mәskeuding Lomonosov uniyversiytetin bitirip, kelip jas maman retinde júmysqa kirgen edi. Sonda arakidik bolsa da Ahmet aghasyn kózi shalyp qalatyn... IYilmeytin emendey berik, enseli qalpyn tik ústap jýrgen úly ústazy ómirde eshkimge jaltaqtamaytyn jarauly kýiinde jadynda qalghan eken.
Tyndaushylardyng qúlaq qúryshy qanar emes. Kóp bilmekke yntygha týsedi. Auyq-auyq súraqtar qoyylady. Jauaptar da túshymdy. Kileng yghay men syghay ghalymdar men Zaka¬rinning shәkirtteri betin qalqymay, terenge týren salghanday. Ýkimet basshysynyng oryn¬basary bolghanyn bylay qoyghanda odaqtyq dәrejedegi iri lauazym iyesi, temir jol sala¬synyng bilikti úiymdastyrushy¬larynyng biri Nyghymetjan Esengharin ózin tolghantqan mәse¬leler boyynsha kezinde Zakaringe hat jaz¬ghanyn, qozghalghan eldik mәselelerge bayla¬nysty odan túshymdy jauap alghanyn әngime¬lep berdi. Auylda tuyp, biyikke qúlash úrghan daryndy qazaq jigitterining qay qyzmette de shalymdy bolghanyn qyzyq mysaldarmen týiindep otyrdy. Tughan naghashysy Moldaghaly Beketov jiyen aghasy Asqardyng adamgershilik parasatyn salalap aitty.Minezi túiyq bol¬ghanymen jan-dýniyesi jadyranqy ol jaqyn-juyghyna retti jerinde kómegin ayamaghan. Al qisynsyz tústa tughan bauyryna da qayy¬rylmay ketetin eldik túlgha bola bilgen. Últtyq mýdde jolynda óz úpayyn týgendeuden mýlde ada, ala jip attamaytyn óte adal kisi bolypty.
Shәkirtteri de ústaz turaly әngimening shyrayyn shyghardy. Sәruar Jýnisov pen Ózbek Qazihanovtyng qyzghylyqty әngimesine ústaz¬dyng dәris beru ereksheligi men ózin ornyqty ústau ónegesi arqau boldy.
Áriyne, búl syndarly әngime barysynda Zaka¬rinning ghylymy enbekteri men kitaptary turaly da keninen qamtyldy. Onyng 1968 jyly “Qazaqstan” baspasynan jaryq kórgen “Abeli, Galua, Lobachevskiy, Eynshteyn” atty matematiy¬ka ghalymdarynyng ómiri men ghylymy enbekteri jýielengen bir kitabyn Ózekeng qolyna ústay kel¬gen eken. Sony joghary kóterip túryp avtor¬dyng ózine qoltanbany qalay jazyp bergeni, basqa da kitaptarynyng Arqalyq qalasynyng múrajayynda saqtalghany turaly taghylymdy әngime aitty...
Mine, osy kitapty jastar qazir bile me eken? Bilmese, baspalar qayyra shygharugha niyettene me eken? Áy, qaydam! Bir joly kez¬deskenimde osyn¬day “әttegen-ayyn” qazaqtyng birtuar ghalymy, últjandy azamat Myrzatay Joldasbekov aghamyz ókinishpen bildirgen edi. Álgi kitapty izdep tauyp, oqyp shyghuyma da ol kisining “Asqar agham sol enbekti dayarlaugha septigim tiygeni ýshin maghan kitaptyng alghy¬sózinde arnayy alghys aitqany bar”, – degen jalghyz auyz sózi sebep bolghan-dy. IYә, dәp solay eken. “Kitapty baspagha dayyndauda jәne redaksiyalauda әdebiyetshi M. Joldasbekov, matematik I. Toqtamysov kóp kómektesti. Olargha alghys aitudy ózime borysh dep sanay¬myn”, dep jazypty Asqar aghamyz aghynan jarylyp.
Myrzekeng Zakarinning taghy bir qyryn kelis¬tirip kestelep bergendey boldy sol joly. Ángi¬mening mayyn tamyzatyn, sol siyrek qasiyetimen de tyndaushysyn eriksiz eliktirip, egiltip otyra¬tyn Myrzekenning bir detali bylay bolyp kelgen. “Asqar agham asa talap¬shyl әri qamqorshy ghoy, bir isti talpynyp qolyna aldy ma, tap-túinaq et¬pey tynbaytyn. Osy kitapty redaksiya¬lap ón¬deu barysynda ózining bir bólmeli ýiin maghan әdeyi bosatyp bergen edi”, dep estelik aitqanda, boyyng shymyrlamay qalay shydarsyn, tegi.
Zakarinning ekinshi kitaby turaly da birer derek. Onyng Júmabek Yusupovpen birigip jazghan “Geometriya negizderining elementteri” enbegi 1968 jyly “Mektep” baspasynan jaryq kóripti.
...“Zakarin oqularynyn” tizginin qolyna myghym ústap, qorytyndysynda ózi de tamasha dәris oqyghan ataqty ghalym Saylau Bayzaqov birneshe kitabyn uniyversiytet kitaphanasyna tabys etti. Osy kezde Zakarinning úrpaqtary jóninde bilmek bolghan studentting jazbasy qolyna tiyip, kózildirigin mandayyna ysyryp qoyghan ghalym:
– IYә, úrpaqtary bolghanda qanday, bar! – dedi dauysy masattana shyghyp. – Nelly – himiya ghylymynyng doktory, al Edige – teh¬nika ghylymynyng doktory. Olardan taraghan úrpaq jalghastyghy ózinshe bir sәndi әlem!
Keremet teneu emes pe? Mәndi ghúmyrdyng shapaghaty úrpaghynyng sәndi әlemin núrlandy¬ryp, shúghylasyna bóley týsipti... Beu, shirkin, jasyn ghúmyrdyng sonynda sorghalaghan, ýzdiksiz, ýstemelene órshigen, ainalasyn ne san týske bólegen joyqyn jarqyldyng óshpes sәulesi manayyn keng qamtyp, araylandyryp jiberipti-au!
Avtory: Qaysar ÁLIM.
“Egemen Qazaqstan” gazeti №184-187 (25584) 27 mamyr 2009 jyl