Itting qylshyghynan túnghan qylauday jalt-júlt etken dýniye-ay. Ólsheuli ghúmyr shәinekting shýmeginen tógilgen shayday-au, saryldap aghyp baryp eng sonyna jetkende qor etedi de, bitedi. Belbesikte uyz bolyp shayqalyp, talbesikte sәby ingәsimen terbelip, elbesikte azamat bolyp er jetip, mәngilik Jer-besigine Adam qalpynda ketti.

Qimastyq sezim qinaghanymen ólsheuli ómirding dәm-túzynyng biterine eshkim arasha bola almaydy eken ghoy... Agha úrpaqtyng izimen kelgen, solardyng dәstýrimen, dәrisimen ósken býgingi teatr ónerining uyghyn kóterip túrghan negizgi tireuining biri - Qúman agham da alys joldyng úzaghyna jol tartty. Kózding jasymen, kókirek janymen egiltip, qimastarynyng qabyrghasyn sógiltip ketti.

Ánshók (Ánuar) pen Áshkón (Áshirәli) agham, Uays, Meyirman aghalarymdy saghyndyng ba, jan-aghau? Jandaryna shaqyrghan bolar. Songhy ret agham qonyrau shalyp (ekeumiz bir spektaklide bir rólde oinaushy edik...) "Rúqsat bersen, osy joly ózim oinasam",- dep ótinip edi. Dýniyeden óterin bilgen eken ghoy... Júdyryqtay jýregin ónerge, ózgege, ózine ayamay auyrtty-au. Kórneki ónerdi kórkeytetin kórkem adamdar bolady. Biraq soghan mәn beruge qúlyqty emespiz. Qazaqtyng arghy-bergi tarixynda talay jaqsylar ótti ghoy. Biraq, agha, sizding ornynyz men ýshin erekshe. Saxna - túlghalardyng túghyry. Biraq akter bitken túlgha emes. Saxnagha shyqqannyng bәri sanlaq emes. Siz kino men teatr ónerin tel emgen naghyz sanlaqsyz. Bizding qogham ataqpen auyryp jatqanda siz óziniz sýigen teatr men ónerding didaryna daq týsirmeuding amalyn izdeushi ediniz. Sazgha da, әnge de, jany qúmar, jan-aghau, sizden alarymyz kóp edi, qayteyin...

Tirligimde qadirine jete almasam kesh, agha. Jaqsy adamnyng ólgen kýni bolmaydy, agha, tek tughan kýni bolady. Soghan senem... Kýnshyghys eline tura siz ómirden ótken kýni óziniz sýigen ónerding tuyn qúlatpau ýshin, qazaqtyng mereyin asyru ýshin aldyn ala josparlanghan issapargha ketip bara jatqanymyz osynyng dәleli... Qazaq xalqy, qazaq teatry barda siz ólmeysiz. Ruxynyz elmen birge jasaydy.

Qatal uaqyt jer basyp jýrgen pendesin kózden jasyrsa da, onyng qogham iygiligine sinirgen enbegin tyghyp tastaugha dәrmensiz. Sizding saxnadaghy beyneniz xas sheberding qolynan shyqqan mýsindey bolyp, kózkórgenderding kónil-qiyalynda jarqyrap túrmaq.

...Maghjanymdy erekshe jaqsy kórdiniz. "Dayyn akter ghoy, oqudyng ne keregi bar oghan!? Rejisserlikke beruing kerek edi", - deushi ediniz janashyrlyqpen... "Ay, Bekjan, shal bolyp jaqsylap bir boqtashy meni! Aqsaqal abyzdardy saghynyp jýrmin",- deushi ediniz. Endi men sizdi saghynam... Saghyntasyz әli... Eng ókinishtisi, óziniz jaqsy kórgen bauyrynyzdan bir uys topyraq búiyrmaytyny... Jalghan dýniye-ay... Baqúl bolynyz, agha...

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