...Áyteuir shu ete týsemiz. Bir qazaqqa soqqy tiyse boldy, ósekshi qatynnan beter quanamyz, alaqaylap malaqaydy aspangha atamyz, aqparatty jeliden tez taratamyz. Arghy jaghyn qazbalamaymyz, týk oilanbaymyz, eng bastysy quanyp, taratyp ýlgeruimiz kerek. Ol jalghan ba, әdeyi solay úiymdastyrghan ba, ol jaghyn oilaytyn sabyrly qazaq joq! Mine, mynau naghyz ermeli, kýnshil qazaqtyng shynayy beynesi! Búl jigit mening tuysqanym emes, men Atyrau ónirinenmin, biraq búl óz qazaghym! Búl jigit sahnagha Abaydy somdap shyghyp edi, bireuler "Paraqor Erlan Bilәl qazaqqa Abay bolyp aqyl aitpasyn" dep býirekten siraq shyghara bastapty.

Nege biz ylghy qazaqqa nәubet jolyqqanda, qazaqtyng basyna kýn tughanda, qanday da bir is týskende erekshe quanamyz? Mine, ómir shyndyghy, biz osynday artymen keri jýretin jaman últ bolghanymyz sebepti esh algha jyljy almay kelemiz. Million jarym aqshagha Erlannyng bar jighanyn sattyndar da jiberdinder. Onyng eli ýshin atqarghan qyzmetteri joq pa? Álde ministr-deputattyng pampers alatyn tiynyna Erlannyng abyroyy say kelmey qaldy ma? Paranyng alghan bolar, biraq ony úsynushy qayda búl jerde? Ony eliktirip azghyrghan ibilis-shaytan qayda? Erlannyng artyna anyq týsken boldy ghoy.

Múnday júmystar negizi arnayy úiymdastyrylady. Qaqpangha týsiru operasiyasy kupur aqshamen jýzege asady. Ony úiymdastyrushylar kileng jansyzdar, naghyz ishki-bauyrgha kiretin aramza satqyndar! Jәne eldi kýiretetinder de solardan shyghady.

Jaraydy, bórikterindi aspangha atyp quana berinder! Odan qyzmettering men atang lauazymdaryng óse me, әlde boylaryna qan jýgirip densaulyqtaryng shyraylanyp shygha kele me?

Bәrin basynan bastasaq, paraqorlyq pen jemqorlyq jýiesin qúrghan kim? Áriyne, biylikting ózi. "Balyq basynan shiriydi" degen, Qazaqstandy soryp, baylyghyn talan-tarajgha salyp, aqiqat aitqandardyng tilin kesip, jappay týrmelerge toghytyp, halyqqa oq júmsap, basyna әngirtayaq ýiirgen qaraqshylardy nege osylay qúryqtamaysyndar? Erlandy ústaghan jendetter sonda ary taza perishteler me? Erlandy ústauynda da bir gәp bar bolar, "itting ishine may jaqpaydy" degen, bәz bireulerge ashy aqiqaty jaqpay qalghan bolar?

Endi qarandar, qazirgi tanda Erlan sender ýshin "songhy adam, ólekse, kýnahar, iyt, donyz, shaytan, adam emes, hayuan, maqúlyq" solay ma? Endi Erlan sonda bitti me, el-halyq ortasyna qosyla almay ma? Ol endi tiri ólik pe? Sender bir aqsha ýshin belgili bir azamatty tiri ólikke ainaldyrdyndar ma?! Halyq, senderdiki ne quanysh?

Aldarynda ne jatqanyn bilesinder me? Qazir quanyp otyrghandar, senderding aldarynda búdanda zory túrghan bolar, ony qaydan bilesinder? Sondyqtanda, isting bayybyn bilmey "órәlap" quanbandar!

Biylikting úrlyghyn әshkere ete almaydy ekensinder, biylikting qolyna kisen sala almaydy ekensinder, osyny bastaghan biylik ekenin bile túra lәm-mim dey almaydy ekensinder, Erlandy ústauda bir ýlken is tyndyrdyq dep uhilep, ezulerindi qúlaqqa baylap, manday terlerindi dambaldarynmen sýrtpey-aq qoyyndar! Senderding maqsattaryng shynymende jemqorlyqpen kýresu emes, belgili bir túlghany el aldynda masqaralau ghana! Erlandy qúlatushylargha hәm sahnagha oraluyna qarsylargha aitarym, sýtten aq, sudan taza boludyng qanday qajettiligi bar? Al jemqorlyq ómirlikke jalghasady. Sebebi, biylikting ózining arany ashylyp keneui ketken!

Onyng emi - qabirdegi bir uys topyraq qana! Biraq, Erlan saghan da aitarym, basqa týsti, baspaqshylsyng endi, sabyr et! Qazir bәleli kezeng ekenin bilmeysing be? Eger olay emes bolsa, mýmkindiging bar da óz basyndy arashalap al, shyndyqty jayyp sal!

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Kókelerim-au, Erlandy aldaghan aqshalaryng deputattyng balalarynyng bir ailyq qydyrugha ketetin tiyny ghoy, aktiyvi men pamperisinen auyspaytyn, kerek bolsa ana qazaqtardyng basyna sanghyrtyp qoyghan ýndis pen kәristing kó..n sýrtetin aqshasy ghoy. Oghan bola Erekendi kýidirmesendershi, odan da ana 22 miliard pen zeynetaqy qoryndaghy joghalghan 70 miliardty izdesendershi?

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