AY NÚRY

Álde bir múzday suyq alaqan onyng mandayyn sipaghanday bolyp, týs qúshaghynan selt etip oyandy. Ay núry terezening syrtyndaghy toghaygha tógilip, aghash arasynan syghalaghan alakeuim aq sәule ekeuining jastyghyn kógildir týske boyapty. Shyrt úiqy qúshaghynda jatqan jigit beri qaray aunap týsip, oghan qúshaghyn jazdy, biraq ol basyn kóterip, tiktelip otyrdy, jigitting qoly bos auany qarmap baryp, kórpege sylq ete týsti. Sýttey jaryq ay núry onyng jýzin aimalap, kirpigi men baladay balghyn ernining nobayyn anyq kórsetti. Ol úiqy qúshaghynda jatqan jigitting jalghyzsyrap qaluynan alandap, tósegine qisayyp, betin aqyryn ghana jigitting bilegine basty.

IYQ

Ertede bireu menen: «adamnyng ruhany kýiin dәp basyp anghartyp túratyn mýshesi qaysy?» dep súraghanda, men oghan «iyq» dep jauap bergemin. Kisining iyghyna qarap-aq onyng jan әlemining qúlazuly kýy keshken-keshpegenin bayqaugha bolady. Adamnyng iyghy qysylghanda siresip, qoryqqanynda qushiyp, aryndaghanda kerile qalady. Senimen tanysudan ilgeri jauyrynym syrqyrap auyrghan shaqtary alaqanymmen mytyp, auyrghan jerimdi uqalaytyn edim. Sonda men «shirkin, mening myna alaqanym kýn núry bolsa, nemese mamyr aiynyng mayda qonyr samaly bolsa, qanday tamasha edi» dep oilaytynmyn. Túnghysh ret senimen qatarlasyp, asfalit jolda ketip bara jatqanymda, jol oida joqta taryla qalyp, biz bir-birimizge jabysa qalghanday boldyq. Sol sәt esinde bar ma? Sening qalaqtay iyghyng men mening qushighan iyghym soqtyghysyp qalghan sol mezette júqaltang iyin sýiegimizden synghyrlaghan qonyrau ýni shyqqanday bolghan-dy.

ÝN

Ol «adam jan ýzer sәtte estu týisiginen basqa týisikteri týgel joyylady, kóre almaytyn, iyiskey almaytyn, sonday-aq, auyrghandy da bilmeytin sәtinde myna dýniyening әueni qúddy eshteneni kóre almaytyn ishtegi nәrestening eng alghash estigen ýni syndy qúlaghynda túrady» degendi estigen. Ol kelbeti kelisti emes, biraq ýni әdemi әiel zatymen birge ómir sýrdi. Ol qaranghylyq qúshaghynda sol әielding kýbirin tyndap jatyp, úiqygha batatyn. Al әieli qonyrlata әn salghanda, qolyndaghy júmysyn kidirte túryp, kózin júmyp, sol әuenge eltetin. Ol kelinshegine «sening ýning qaryndashqa úqsaytyndyqtan ózindi únatqamyn» degende, kelinshegi synghyrlay kýlgen – «Búl ne degenin?». Ol onyng ýnining jym-jyrt týnde qaghazgha jazu jazghanda qaryndashtan shyghatyn syryldaghan ýnge úqsaytynyn oghan aita qoyghan joq. Onyng búl jalghandaghy jalghyz uayymy – jarynyng sol ýnining ózinen búryn ýzilip ketpeui edi.

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