QORGhANSYZDARGhA QOL SOZGhAN AZAMAT KIM?
Myna tolghauy toqsan tirshilikte jaqsylyq pen jamandyq, quanysh pen qayghy qatar jýretindigi belgili. Jylt etken jaqsy janalyqqa balasha quanyp, kemshilik kórsek kónilimizge kirbing úyalaytyndyghy da ótirik emes.
Jaqynda osynday bir órkeni ósken jaqsy janalyqtyng kuәsi boldyq. Sony Abai.kz aqparattyq portalynyng oqyrmandaryna úsynghansha asyghyp otyrghan jayymyz bar. Qalamyzda «analargha arnalghan baspana» dep atalatyn airyqsha bir ýy boy kóterdi. Múndaghy maqsat alghash qúrsaq kótergen, alayda ómirde qiyndyq kórip, barar jer, basar tauy qalmaghan, eshkimnen kómek ala almay, sorlap qalghan jandardy qamqorlyqqa alyp, panalatu. Yaghny búl jer endi bir jarym jyl boyy janaghy qorghansyzdargha әkege de, sheshege de ainalmaq. Osy uaqyt ishinde balasyna dep ýkimet bólgen jәrdemaqy saqtalyp túrady da, keyingi tirshiligine azdap bolsa da sep bolmaq.
Qyzyl kirpishten salynghan búl kottedjding syrty ghana emes, ishi de әdemi. Aulasy da balalar oinaugha layyqty etilip, tamasha jabdyqtalghan. Al osy ýiding tómengi qabaty býldirshinderding asyr salyp, oinauyna arnalghan. Júmsaq oiynshyqtar, әtkenshekter sekildi kózding jauyn alatyn dýniyelerge toly. Shyghar esikting aldyna әr balagha jeke-jeke arbalar /kolyaskalar/ qoyylghan. Nәrestendi otyrghyz da, aulada qydyra ber.
Qazirgi tanda múnda toghyz ana men 10 bala tirshilik etip jatyr. Olargha eki әleumettik pedagog aqylyn aityp, kenes berip otyrady. Ana da, bala da tamaqtan tarshylyq kórmeydi. Dastarhanda et, balyq, kókónis pen jemis-jiydek jetip artylady. Shaqalar ýshin әrtýrli vitaminge bay taghamdar da jetkilikti.
Tamaqty analardyng ózderi dayyndaydy. Ol ýshin kýn sayyn bir-birden kezekshilik atqarady.
Múndaghylardyng taghdyry da san qily. Biri әke-sheshesiz jetim ósken. Sportpen ainalysyp, tәp-tәuir jetistikterge jetip jýrgen. Ayaghy auyr bolyp qalghandyghyn kesh bayqaghan. Bosanghasyn kórmegen qorlyghy joq. Pәterden pәterge kóship, azapty az tatpaghan. Endi, mine, osynda kelip, ómirge qayta oralghanday, quanyshynda shek joq.
Ekinshisining kýieui bolghanymen,túrmysy adam qyzygharlyqtay emes edi. Ayaghy auyr bolyp qalghanda, joldasy aldyryp tastaugha kenes beredi. Alayda jas kelinshek bolashaq nәrestening ómirin ýzuge batyly barmaydy. Kýieui aitqanynan qaytpay, qasarysyp qalady. Dýniyege nәreste kelgesin eshkim qamqorlyq qolyn sozbaghan. Áyteuir abyroy bolghanda, osy ýige kelip, jan saqtap jýr. Bir qyzyghy, janaghy jigitimizding әkesi búl jaghdaydy esitip, osynda kelip, nәrestening ózinen aumay qalghandyghyn kórip, kónili bosady desedi. Balany anasymen alyp ketuge uәde etipti. Al ol nәreste úqsamasa she? IYә, ómirde neshe týrli ghajayyptar bola beredi eken ghoy.
IYә, toghyz ananyng kim-kimning de jýregin eljiretetin tarihy bar. Qay-qaysysynyng da tirlikten tatqan ashy dәmi jaqyn uaqytta úmytyla qoymas.
Múnda panalaghandardyng osynday bastamany qolgha alyp, taghdyrlary talapaygha týsken jas arulargha qarlyghashtyng qanatymen su septkendey qolghabys tiygizgen Aydyn Rahymbaev degen azamatqa aitar alghysy sheksiz. Búl azamat Astanada túratyn kәsipker eken. Odan basqa qolymyzda mәlimetimiz joq. Mýmkin, osy sayttyng oqyrmandary birdene biler. Olay bolsa, «Jaqsynyng jaqsylyghyn ait núry tasysyn» degendey búl azamat jayly kenirek әngime qozghasaq, az da bolsa jaqsylyghynyng qaytarymy bolar edi, bәlkim. Áytpese, bizde «Forbs» jurnalynan týspeytin qaltalylar, sol jurnalgha enuge degen armany tausylmaytyn qaltalylar osynday iygilikti iske múryndyq bolsa, kim qolyn qaghypty? Jetim-jesirlerge kómek kórsetu, qysylghangha qol ýshin berudi Qúday da qostamay ma? Ol dýniyege eshkim eshtene alyp ketpeydi ghoy. Áy, qaydam olarda múnday zardy estetin qúlaq, týsinetin sana tabyla qoyar ma eken?
Shirkin, dep armandaysyn, eger әr oblysta osynday adal da arly azamat tabylyp, sol jerde bir-birden osynday baspana salsa, qansha jannyng sauabyn alar edi? Ánsheyinde aita beretin patriottyq degen asyl qasiyetting osy aiqyn kórinisi bolar edi.
Múratbek Dәurenúly.
Qostanay.
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