"Orys balasy oqudan bosasa, futbol, dop, ­jarys, neshe týrli dene tәrbiyesi, qazaq b­alasy oqudan shyqsa kóshe qydyru, tanys ja­ghalau, joq jerden payda qyla qoy... Orys­ balasy bos bolsa qús atady, qayyqqa min­edi, muzyka tartady, kitap, әdebiyet qara­ydy. Qazaq balasy qoly bosasa, týtin and­idy, ósek andidy...

Bú qalay? Orys balasy istegen óner qazaq­ balasynyng qolynan kelmey me? Ábden kel­edi. Biraq moyny týskir jar bermeydi. ­Nege? Kórgeni, ýlgisi jaman.

Jas kýninde balasy birdenege úrynyp ne bir jerin qanatyp alsa­, balajan ana ýstine qarap: "Quatym-ay! ­Auyryp qaldy ma? Ýrleyinshi, sýieyinshi" dep, auyrghan jerin odan jaman auyrtady.­ Ayaghan sayyn balasy odan sayyn bajyldap ­jylaydy.

Búl nege ýiretedi? Jylauyqtyqqa, ótirik ­baybalamgha, sary-uayymgha, әienkestikke ý­yretedi.

Ardaqtaghan jalghyzyn, әitpese adam olar k­óz núryn ata-anasy jasynan súranshaqtyqqa­ ýiretedi. "Aghatayynnyng qamshysyn súray gh­oy", "Balanyng meselin qaytarmanyz", "Ata­lary aittyq, bayghazy, kórimdik beretin sh­yghar", "Qaraghym súra, bermese jyla", "Pә­lenshe jangha bermegen maly adyra qalsyn" ­- mine, qazaqtyng jasynan balasyn baulu t­ýri. Ósken song búl bala simtik bolmay, s­úranshaq bolmay, jalynghysh, jaghynshaq, jara­msaq bolmay túra ma?

Súranshaqtyq qazaqtyng ózine min emes kóri­nedi. "Jylamaghan balagha emshek bermeydi",­ "Bermeytin sarang bolmaydy, súrauy jetpeydi", "Bergen perne búzady" - mine súrau­ qoldaghan danalyghy.

...Zaman ótken joq. Jaman әdetten qútylam d­egen adam qyryqqa kelse de, qútylugha bol­ady. Ádetke qarsy әdetti shoqpar qyla bil­u kerek. Jylauyq, baybalam, jalynshaq, sú­ranshaq, jaghynshaq, jaramasaq elding jany q­úl bolady. Qúldyqtan bosanghandy jastardy­ng minezi dәleldeydi. Joq bolsang da iri k­ónil, súnqar minezdi bol. Onday Qartqojalar bizde joq emes, bar. Solardan ýlgi alyndar, bauyrlar!"

Jýsipbek Aymauytov

Dosjan Toqtarúlynyng Feysbuktegi paraqshasynan alyndy