Myna jahandanghan әlemning basty qúraly aqparat ekendigin bildik. Biraq sol aqparatty kimder qalay paydalanyp jatqandyghyn bilgenmen, sezinbey jatyrmyz..Áli safpyz, anghalmyz, anqaumyz... oisyz, kókirektegi kózge emes, mandaydaghy kózge salyp, kórgenimizdi istegimiz keledi... Búl balalyq psihologiya. Búl balanyng isi. "Kódek kórgenin isteydi" deydi qazaq. Kódek degeni bala degeni... "Qashan keter bizding elden balalyq" dep zarlaumen kelemiz...
Az qazaqty әr saqqa salyp, sopy-uahabi, qara-sary qazaq dep bólip tastady. Bas-basyna mufty bolyp qiqymdalyp boldyq... Ózindi emes, ózgeni tyndaytyn boldyq... pәtuany syrttan alyp, óz elimizdegilerdii mensinbey kózge ilmeytin boldyq, jamagat ta kóp, jaq-jaq bolyp aitysa beretin boldyq... kóz aldymyzda bauyrymyz Siriyagha asyp ketip jatsa, jasyryp, "Allanyng qalauyn oryndaugha bara jatyr" dep ózeureytin boldyq. "Ol jer - soghysqa dayyndaytyn jaqsy praktikalyq ortalyq" degendi aita bastadyq. Shahidtik degendi mәnin týsinbesek te "modagha" ainaldyrdyq...
Sonda kimmen qalay soghyspaqpyz? Qay soghysqa dayyndalyp jatyrmyz? Keshe jap-jas qazaq balasyn qolyna qaru aldyryp, ýkim oryndatty. Saghan shablon dayyndap jatyr. Qazaqtyng jauy qazaq degen. Ol erteng úlghaya beredi... Sopy qazaq - salaf qazaqtyng jauy, sary qazaq - qara qazaqtyng jauy... bolyp terendey beredi...
Sol ma saghan keregi? Damu degen osy ma? Damu degen tek qayshylyqtan tua ma? Esterinde bolsyn, qazaq qay kezde bauyrymen qayshylyqqa týsti - sol kezde syrtqa jem boldy. Qay kezde ózdi-ózin mensinbedi - sol kezde basqagha qúral boldy. Syrtqy kýshke arqa sýiep, óz bauyryn ezuge niyettengen han-qaralar da solay tarih bolyp qaldy. Tarihyna oral, ózindi ózing zertte! Myna qasiyetti topyraqty, myna bozdaq eldi syrttan eshkim kelip saghan OTAN qylyp bergen emes. ony saghan ata-babang amanat qylyp, jan pidalyqpen, qanymen suaryp ketti. Sen óz jerindi arshyp kór, әli sol qannyng iyisi mýnkip túr. Sen Siriyagha qannyng iyisin saghynyp barsan, soghys saghynyp barsan, qatelesesin!!! Saghan deyin osy topyraqta ata-babang qansha qan tókkenin, ne ýshin qansyraghanyn bilmeysing degen sóz...
Myna egemendigimizdi janymyzdan artyq qorghap, qazaqtyng ósuine, órkendeuine, ghylymyna, ónerine, tynyshtyghyna, túraqtylyghyna, bauyrlastyghyna arnamaghan qanyng eshqashan shahid qany sanalmaydy!!!
Atalarymyz salyp bergen "zaman, makan, ihuan, rabt sultan" sharttary ghana bizdi "BIZ" qylady. Ol tariyh, ol tәjiriybe, ol últtyq bolmysyn!

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