Ámiyan
Əmiyan toly aqsham bar eken dep, syrdyng suy siraghynnan kelmey, armansyz shashyp-tóksen, kóp keshikpey tauysasyng da, eki qolyndy múrnyna tyghyp qarap otyrasyn. Ýnemdep, aqshadan aqsha jasap, baryn ýstemelegen jan ghana qamsyz tirlik keshedi.
Densaulyq ta əmiyandaghy aqsha sekildi. Jas shaqta osy men bir kezde qartayam-au dep kim oilaydy deysin. Alaulaghan aqsha betti tyng jerge salghan soqanyng izindey arsa-arsa əjim basyp, əruaqtay bolam-au, býkireyip, býgilip, aspandy búlt býrkegen sayyn say sýiegim syrqyrap, otyrsam túra almay, túrsam otyra almay ghәrip kýn keshuim mýmkin-au degen oy qaysylarynnyng kókireginde qonyrau shaldy, aityndarshy?
Əne, qarandar, esi bar elding alpystaghy shaldary tay-qúlynday oinaqtap, jetpistegi kempirleri Qyz Jibektey syzylyp, ýlbirep túr. Solar anasynan aiyryqsha tuylady deymisin? Jastayynan kýtinedi. Enbek pen demalys tərtibin saqtaydy. Sauatty tamaqtanady. Shynyghady. Shipajaygha tayaghyn sýiretip, býgilmey qalghan tizesin emdetu ýshin emes, sonday beyshara kýige týspeu ýshin barady. Aytpaqshy, shipajay degen dertti emdeytin emes, dertting aldyn alatyn oryn. Auyrghandar shipajaygha emes, auruhanagha barady.
Onsyz da qúryqqa syryq jalghap, zorgha kýn kórip otyrghanda shipajaygha qaydaghy aqsha deytin shygharsyn. Densaulyqqa "artylsa ghana júmsaymyn" degen ústanymmen qarasan, əriyne aqsha jetpeydi.
Qysqasy, baltay-shaltaydy bilmeymin! Men bolmasam, jer kindiginen auyp ketedi degen oidan arylu kerek! Əkennen qalghan júmys joq! Alda - jaz mausymy. Der kezinde demalys alyp, "əmiyanyndy qampayt"!
Qatty aitsam, aiypqa búiyrmassyndar! Jerine jetkizip, sýieginen ótkizip aitpasan, qazaqqa "əmiyan" degen sóz sinbeydi. Sýrinip jyghylghansha sýiegin sýiretip jýredi de qoyady.
Gýlmәriya Barmanbekova
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