Myna dýnie qauip-qaterler men qatygezdikke túnyp túr
Bauyrym, saghan bәrimizge de mәlim nәrseni aitqym kelip túr. Bizdi qorshaghan әlem sonshalyqty әdemi de mamyrajay emes. Myna dýnie qauip-qaterler men qatygezdikke túnyp túr. Sәl bosansysyng boldy, seni shalyp qúlatyp, qayta túrmastay etip taptap kete salady. Men de, sen de, ózgeler de ómir siyaqty qatty soqqy jasay almaydy. Búl jerde sening qanday soqqy jasaghanyng manyzdy emes, manyzdysy - sening soqqygha qalay tótep bere alghanyn, aldygha qaray qalay úmtylatynyng manyzdy.
Qaryshtap qadam jasap bara jatyrsyng ba, eshteneden de qoryqpay kete ber. Sonda ghana baryp jeniske jetesin. Ózine senimdi bolsan, bar da, ózine keregin al, biraq soqqylargha tótep beruge dayyn bol. Men ananyng kesirinen, mynanyng kesirinen, bireuding kesirinen armanyma qol jetkize almay qaldym dep jylap jýrmeseng boldy. Tek qorqaqtar ghana osylay dep aitady. Al sen qorqaq emessin. Qorqaq boluyng mýmkin emes. Ózine degen senimdilikti joghaltyp alsang ghana, tiri ólik bolyp qalghanyn.
Sondyqtan da basyndy beker salbyratpay, ensendi kóterip, armandaryna alshanday basyp kete ber, bauyrym...
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