O, qúday, mening Múhtar atamyzdyng ólimine qayghyra almaghanym qalay? Áleumettik jeli men aqparattyq tekshelerdi shulatyp jatqan atamyzdyng qayghyly habarymen, jaqsy-jaman ótken ómirin jarysa jazghan jazbalar tek mening ghana emes, qolfondy qolynda ústaghan pendening kózine kórinbey qalmaq emes.

Torap betin torlap qaptaghan qalyng jazbanyng arasynan Abai.kz tekshesine jariyalanghan myna bir maqala - «Múhtar Maghauin kimge talaq aityp ketti?» - mening nazarymdy ózine eriksiz búryp, qalam terbeuime sebepshi boldy.

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Últtyng kóshin bastap, el aldynda jýrgen aghalarymyzdyng kóbi qazaq ýshin qalam terbegen qazynaly qartymyzdyng qaraly habaryn jaza kele, ol kisining jazghanymen janylghanyn birde jylap, birde synap jazypty. Mening biluimshe, qasiyeti qashpaghan qazaq halqy arghy dýniyege ayaq basyp, qara jerge qaytqan adamnyng artynan jamandyghyn jaghyna almaytyn edi. Qaraly habardan keyingi qogham pikirining eki bette boluyna mýiizi qaraghayday jazushy Múhtar atamyzdyng «Ýrgen qaryn» shygharmasy sebep bolsa kerek. Biraq búl shygharma jayynda eshkim tis jaryp, eshtene aityp jatqan joq. «Ýrgen qarynnyn» ishinde ary ketip, marqúm jazushynyng tirisinde tili batpay, ólgen song kólenkesin maqtap, «Ýrgen qaryndy» jarghysy keletin arsyzdardyng az emes ekenin bayqadym.

Múhtar atamyz arghy dýniyege jalghyz ketken joq…

Búl maqalanyng sonynda men mynany astyn syzyp aitqym keledi: «Múhtar Maghauin ólgen joq, qasiyeti qashpaghan, ary taza әr qazaqtyng jýreginde ol әli tiri. Onyng esimi әldeqashan bolashaq tariyhqa taspen qashalyp, mәngilik ólmes móri basylghan».

(Mine, búl — mening Múhtar Maghauin atamyzdyng dýniyeden ótkenine qayghyra almauymnyng sebebi).

Aydyn Ákbarhanúly

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